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(X) I have been drunk [23 Jun 2004|11:20pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | more to life .x.o.x.o. stacie orricio ] FUN FUN! Put an "X" next to things you have done and an "O" next to things you want to do. (X) I have been drunk ( ) I have smoked pot ( ) I have crashed a friend's car () I have been to Japan (X) I rode in a taxi (O) I have been in love (O) I had sex (O) I have had sex/sexual act in public () I have been dumped () I shoplifted ( ) I have been fired *sexualy* () I have cut myself on purpose () I have been in a fist fight (O) I had a 3-some (X) I snuck out of my parent's house ( ) I have been tied up (sexually) ( ) I have been caught masturbating () I pissed on myself () I have been arrested (X) I made out with a stranger () I stole something from my job (O) I celebrated New Year's in Time Square (X) I went on a blind date (X) I lied to a friend (X) I had a crush on a teacher ~(*well sorta he was a young sub who graduated last year tehehe*) (O) I celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans (O) I have been to Europe (X) I skipped school ( ) I slept with a co-worker ( ) I have been fisted and/or have fisted anyone. ( ) I have thrown up in a bar () I have purposely set myself on fire ( ) I have eaten sushi (O) I have been snowboarding (X) I have been happy with myself (O) I have met a movie star ( ) I had sex in a pool (sexual act) (O) I went to a prom (O) I bungee jumped (X) I have been to a pop concert (O) I have dated someone for over a year ( ) I sold naked pictures of myself ( ) I have been in a car accident (X) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex ( ) I have kissed a member of the same sex (haha) I have given oral sex ( ummm ) I have received oral sex ( ) I have had an STD () I have considered suicide () I have stalked someone (X)I have cried for no reason at all (X) I have left myself vulnerable before (X) I have fallen for a (*GUY*) friend () I have stolen from a friend ( ) I have taken a controled substance (X) I have had opposite sex attraction () I have had same sex attraction () I have thought of killing someone Last night me, Charity, and Christy went to the Ale house. Hah-that was pretty funny... me n Christy sang that Carolyn Dawn Johnson song... ummm "I always liked that best" Now i see where my indecision gets me into trouble! URG~I so did not wanna sing! Or at least that song, i couldn't sing it at all! Plus all the hott, older guys there didn't make me excatally comfortable...<3 Charity spent the night last night it was cool we has some interesting convo's LOL... i swear she gives the best advice!! She's awesome! We went and played tennis early this morning... It wasn't excatally what we expected though. The guy was all old and mainly only giving the lesson to me because i was "less experienced" than she was. I'm sorry Charity :( Then we went to Subway and since I'm a VEGGIE again i split a cold cut w/*Charity and gave her all my meat!!*haha I had to work. It sucked. Old Ladies are MEAN!!* They kicked me n Abby out of the club house because they were having some kinda "SENIOR BIRTHDAY PARTY," Yay for seniors!! Oh well watcha gonna do? We ended up just closing because it was yucky weather but i liked working with Abby she seems pretty nice : ) Went to Kroger with my mommy. I looked at the magazines and i was gonna get myself a novel but i never could pick one. There I go being indecisive again. I swear I'm not gonna die letting procrastination and indecision be my tragic flaws. NO SIR! Watched Secret Window with my mom and dad. That movie was just *WEIRD* oh well i still love Johnny Depp though<333333333333333333! Anyways, I've been thinking a lot lately. A lot about my life............................................ where is it going? Where am I headed? What am I doing? Am I wasting my time? Time here is *so precious* and i have learned that. Along for the ride i guess i may as well enjoy it! Silver lining

[22 Jun 2004|07:24pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | LeT's Do It KarEoKe STYLE~! ] Hey im getting ready to go out for one hott hott night!! LOL* yea i think me, christy, charity, mom, dad, and maybe amy and carrie are gonna go to ale house for supper and kareoke!! OH yAh! well im outie!<3muah <3 always Angela Kristen Here's a quick survey!!<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 Act your age: almost sweet *16!* Born on what day of the week: i think friday but i may be rong.. o well who the hell cares Chore you hate: all of them Dad's name: Jesse Essentail make-up item: eye liner :)~ Favorite actors/actresses: julia styles-jonny depp-paul walker!!<333 Gold or sliver: silver Hometown: jax. beach f.l! Instruments you play: none Job title: student-babysiter-lifeguard~ Kids: yea ha u kiddin? i love babies but not my own as long as i can give them back Mom's name: Janie (but really DORTHY JANE*) haha Number of socks you own: i dont know i lose alot Overnight hospital stays: none that i can recall Phobia:gettin eaten by a shark others probally Quote you like: like wow omgosh! Religious affiliation: church Siblings: one brother matt 20 Time you woke up today: 11:30am Worst habit: reading other people's journals i guess. X-rays you've had: zero favorite season: summer cuz im a summer baby and i rock Zodiac sign: LEO Silver lining

CMT's Entry [21 Jun 2004|10:29pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Young~ Kenny Chesney ] You are PAIGE!!! hey you know what..you might be a beeyotch..but you are popular and you are usually right. A lot of people look up to you!!! Which Degrassi character are you? brought to you by Quizilla Hey this is Chirsty!! hehe i don't know what to write but yeah. Angie and I went to a movie tonight. we went to see ella enchanted. it was a good movie! Yeah and after the movie we took pictures outside the theatre. Angie took a picture off me bein vanna white! hehe and then i did a cartwheel and she took a picture. I tried to win tickets all day to see kenny chseney and i never got through how sad cuz i really wanna see him. BUt yeah angie just finshed watching degrassi lol i've never really seen it but it's all good. well i gues imma go now! <333Christy Out Silver lining

hott*ness! [21 Jun 2004|04:56pm] [ mood | hot ] [ music | It'S gEtTiN HoTT IN HeRRe! ] wow-yeah i'm really rushed... i can't even really remember anything that's happened recently-i really need to start updating when things are actually going on. lol had to work today woohoo no one came how boring i slept for like two hours on the lawn chairs got my back burnt yay now it'll match the front of my body! (*har-har*) just got out of the shower think ima go see a movie w/*christy we haven't done anything since school b/c* she's been in Jamica soo yay! i*M OUTTIE oH yeah We ARe The DeFiNiTiOn of HOtT-NeSS~!~ haha Silver lining

Un-describe-able feelings. [19 Jun 2004|09:34pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Suppose i said ] FRIDAY* at first was irritating. had to work at Old mills. hardly no one came. SO BORING! Christy got back from her cruise!! heard some interesting stories..lol had to stay til' 4 cuz crissy wasn't there yet i absolutely hate how fukin indescive i can be. made plans to maybe do something with jkk on sunday-alone maybe i do need some *alone*me time* cus im sure getting sick of everyone else...! ate supper w/*NO MEAT! i'm a vegan again!! : ) went with matt to pick up lindsay went to BILLY JOES! They have th BEST ice cream EVER!! It was kareoke night! me n linds actually sang!! some shania twain song it was so funny i coulden't stop laughing--out of nerviousness i guess then i closed them down by rappin to 'lose yourself' by Emeinem NOW thaT wAs FuNNy.. Ever see a WHITE girl rap? plus i had no idea of the words.. hahahahahahahahahahahhaha i'll remember that for a long while .. : )~ I was goin to get all my many cam's developed but matt didn't feel like taking me * o well TODAY* i had to babysit at 7:45! damn that's Early* got thurty (<~haha) buck-er-oo's though! money's always nice : ) came home n got ready Hil stopped by.. she's so pretty i hadn't really seen her in two years she was like OMG angie! im taller than her now... I <3 hillary. she's the best! I miss her and the way things used to be. What the fuck-well-u can't turn back time that's something i still have not managed to learn yet went to susie's house i don't even know how to describe it-it was almost a good saturday night completely wasted... but not really. i don't know i don't even understand myself. i had to still sit at the little table with dustin and brian that was kind of an annoying suggestion for me i went outside by myself and then a i had a whole litter of people following me everywhere so i just gave up on peace b/c* it was quite obvivous they didn't intend for me to self-reflect tonight i guess they thought i was being standoffish i guess i really was i just got to thinking about so much i really do think i overwhelm myself sometimes all these memories just came flooding back grandma ernie -the swing - the poorch - the kitten - conversations - hugs - memories - life - grandpa lyle..<3 it's just too much. i can't deal. it might just be because i just now've recently started to get up the nerve to even look at my grandma's things... and tonight i wore her ring. it means so much to me. they ment so much to me. they're not here to see me. they're not here for our family celebrations anymore. it makes me sad. all of it. every damn last bit. i guess that was why i was kinda not *in tune* with everyone else i didn't wanna be sometimes i'm perfectly content in my own little bubble but then people like to pop and rain on it with their dreary comments i don't need that in my life. none of it. no fucking negitivity. ....ANYWAYS... i went upstairs to pee for liek 2 minutes and they fucking sang happy birthday with out me how do you like that? WITHOUT ME gee i guess im REAL important yeah real important alright. the newly weds told me i could come with them back to lindsay's. not really newly weds but they're starting to remind me of nick and jessica everyday except lindsay's not stupid like jessica and matt's not as patient as nick probally is dealing with jessica but i said no i just didn't feel like being the after thought i feel like the tag along or something all the time like im the annoying little sister who has no life like im fuckin ashlee simpson no thanks im not interested in an open invitation i wanna be the main course i wanna be the adressed envelope i wanna be in the spot light i wanna be actually wanted and not pitted and that's how it has to be i don't wanna be the iccing on the cake i wanna be the one sitting right beside you eating it. enjoying it. loving it. i feel like i've missed something. something meaningful. something i was supposed to be involved with. like life or something like it. i feel like i've missed out on an entirity of my life and all i have is vague memories but that's all they are. just mememories. and i can't get that moment back i can only re-live it in my mind. it drives me crazy. i miss my old relationships with people amy jessica wednesday nights movie tuesdays soccer in the backyard being young and dumb and not carin' i just miss my youth and i'm only 15... Silver lining

Let's here it [17 Jun 2004|10:40pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | Get LoWww LiKe PoRkY pIG* ] YAY for PREGNANT CHICKS! me n cheesekake went to target for liek 2 minutes then walked down to bnn and split a piece of $4 cheese-kake!! AHAHA then we had some coffey thingy and she had to add milk to it but then it was TOO milky!! yeah anyways then we went to Carribean Snow(?) and oh gosh we ate so much!! that's ok we're practicing being pregnant!! hahaa well we're gonna go watch Joy Ride W/ PAUL WALKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( Silver lining

Let's here it [17 Jun 2004|10:40pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | Get LoWww LiKe PoRkY pIG* ] YAY for PREGNANT CHICKS! me n cheesekake went to target for liek 2 minutes then walked down to bnn and split a piece of $4 cheese-kake!! AHAHA then we had some coffey thingy and she had to add milk to it but then it was TOO milky!! yeah anyways then we went to Carribean Snow(?) and oh gosh we ate so much!! that's ok we're practicing being pregnant!! hahaa well we're gonna go watch Joy Ride W/ PAUL WALKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( Silver lining

Let's here it [17 Jun 2004|10:40pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | Get LoWww LiKe PoRkY pIG* ] YAY for PREGNANT CHICKS! me n cheesekake went to target for liek 2 minutes then walked down to bnn and split a piece of $4 cheese-kake!! AHAHA then we had some coffey thingy and she had to add milk to it but then it was TOO milky!! yeah anyways then we went to Carribean Snow(?) and oh gosh we ate so much!! that's ok we're practicing being pregnant!! hahaa well we're gonna go watch Joy Ride W/ PAUL WALKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( Silver lining

Charity Maylene Spanski my hooker babe!* [17 Jun 2004|08:35pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | WE feel pretty, oh so pretty.........and stunning and GAAAY! ] C Charming H Honorable A Ambitious R Revolutionary I Insane T Tough Y Yummy M Mushy A Accurate Y Young L Light E Earthy N Noisy E Explosive S Shocking P Pretty A Arty N Noisy S Sultry K Kind I Irresistible Name / Username: Name Acronym Generator From Go-Quiz.com [3] Silver lining

[17 Jun 2004|05:10pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | dashboard confessional ] heehee fun fun! I adopted a cute lil' fairy fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I thought i would update i probally won't have a chance later... cleaned all day how nice am I? pretty damn nice! just took a shower got my report card pretty decent if i do say so myself people's commin over around 7ish! charity's gonna spend the night cattle annie's here we come!! watch out hott girls are dangerous haha!! here's a quick little survey! 1. Full Name: Angela Kristen Painter 2. Were you named after anyone? nope 3. Do you wish on stars? Sometimes 4. Which finger is your favorite? not really none of them 5. When did you last cry? i don't remember 6. Do you like your handwriting? hate it 7. What is your favorite lunch meat? i don't "eat" lunch meat 8. Any bad habits? plenty probally 9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? i don't know 10. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? absolutely! 12. Are you a daredevil? sometimes 13. Do looks matter? wel.. 14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? just ask christy!! haha 15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? could be ; ) 16. Do fish have feelings? i guess 17. Are you trendy? i try to be 18. How do you release anger? scream, sleep, laugh! 19. Where is your second home? my best friend's house! 20. Do you trust others easily? sometimes 21. What was your favorite toy as a child? i don't know 22.What class in school do you think is totally useless which you sleep in? chemistry! yuck 23. Do you like sappy love songs? some of em' 24. Have you ever been on radio or television? nah 25. Do you have a journal? mmmmmmmhm 26. Do you use sarcasm a lot? not really 27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? can't say that i have.. 28. What do you look for in a girl/boy? everything! 29. What are your nicknames? Angie, Skittles, Kitten, Kiwi, AK, binky 30. Would you bungee jump? YES! 31. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? sometimes 32. What are you worried about right now? nothing 33. Do you ever wear overalls? no 34. Do you think that you are strong? i guess 35. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? moose tracks 36. What's your favorite color? PINK 37. What is your least favorite thing in the world? BUGS! 38. How many wisdom teeth do you have? all of them 39. Are you in love w/ anyone? no 40. How many people have a crush on YOU right now? i don't know 41. Who do you miss most right now? my nana, gma + gpa where did #11 go?? Silver lining

i hope you had the time of your life* [16 Jun 2004|10:19pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | patrick.. patrick.. patrick!! -songebob from sb square pants ] yeah i feel kinda bad i haven't really done anything with my friends lately i've just been so busy with work and all these new crazy people i've been meeting.. god that sounds bad doesn't it? not that they are taking place of anyone but life had been so not exciting recently i needed some kind of change. amy-wow-i haven't even talked to her scince the week BEFORE exams..yeah that long Christy's still on her crusie she comes home tomorrow night i think yay! Charity-well umm i talked to her mom recently lol Erica-we keep missing each other's calls!! : [ Ashley-well since Byron.. Amber + Brittney-since school maybe i'll give em' a call tom!! hehe Heathbar-i <3 her to death but i dont get to see her all that much : [ Erin-she's so sweet but i havent seen her since our fun adventure at putt-putt! Ashleigh H.-not since her breakup with jeremy yeah so there's more but whatever i'll just hafta get better about remembering everyone! but i have talked to.. chris-he is absolutely adorable and a little stressed:understandable in his position krissie-yeah nana doesn't like her but she seems alright to me! : ) chrisx2-cutie from brookville! lol... Thomas-my ol' favorite : ))) Jack-but i think he might be mad at me?? i dono i haven't talked to him since our weird evening saturday Jeremy-oops but he called me... Cub-thanks for the teddy! Dustin-getting better to talk to him actually.. mom-i yell at her all the time Dan-One awesome mother freakin fucker!! haha i <3 dan..! anyways. tonight is boring. last night i think jeremy called me at 2 in the morning. atleast i think it was jeremy... i donno i was not home i was ummm outside ; ) last night before that though i went to the mall and target w/*my daddy it was funn to spend time with him actually........ : ) he bought me Liz Phair cd although im gettin kinda sick of it already i think i listened to it too much!! today i skipped the tennis lesson with mom and slept in::sorry but she's been SO ANNOYING lately! i can't take it i mean i've been getting along better with my dad and that's not excatally normal... then i went to the mall (*again*) im gettin kinda sick of that too! ran into dan outside of Vicky's. . waitin for his mom to finish up in there.. then i went in to vicky's and looked for some lacies but coulden't find any maybe i'll go to goodies tomorrow. then we went to the clinque counter in hects! i swear i practically know everyone who works in that area! saw shelly n i might babysit her kid! fun! i wanna discount!! lol-got some new foundation! finally.. but i owe my mom money.... grr went to work around 3ish. SO BORING. I hope i got a little somethin', somethin', it was SOOO HOT! We had to wait for forever for ppl to leave*! damn Chinkos! i'm feeling kinda restless spongebob reminds me of flordia vacation last auguest. my birthday... that guy my upcomming birthday depresses me though my gramma didn't even make it to my 15 my grampa didn't make to my next birthday (*16*) im so depressed now-now that i thought about it i miss them so much fuck i hate being depressed my foot hurts it's all bruised i was looking for something this morning in my closet and a note book fell on it! gee this sucks! but it's way better than that time i had a huge bruise on my...... _______________ u could never guess and im never gonna tell. it's embarassing! but let's just say it's all his fault! well i'm outtie for the nightie [xoxo] always, angela kristen Silver lining

how to make a wink pink wink! [15 Jun 2004|11:49am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | the sound of sleep [ i wish i was ..] ] How to make a winkpinkwink Ingredients: 2 parts innocence 3 parts crazyiness 1 part cuteness Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of curiosity and enjoy! Username: Personality cocktail From Go-Quiz.com Yesterday was fun! I worked til' three with chris then krissy and another younger chris came in when i was about to leave ; ) then my mommy took me to target- I got her crestwhite strips, my dad a picture frame, both of them cards, a like picture thingy, a camera, more stuff. . then i met thomas at the mall and we hung out and helped me shop!! he's so funny i think we get along pretty good!! lol it was good to see him since we hadn't in forever!! PPL kept trying to sell us stuff tho it was annoyin! got some more stuff for my mom, dad, then lindsay! i love her she's like my sister i never had!! i got a super cute shirt for me too!!<33 somehowi don't know how i managed to spend 100$ in one afternoon but oh well that's what money's for.. mostly i bought for other ppl.. everyone's birthday, then father's day so.. yeah it didn't last me for too long.. oh well i think i've got some paychecks with my name on it!! haha this morning i woke up like an hour ago, watched dawson's creek, ate some breakfast, getting ready to go get in the shower, get ready, clean up a little bit, maybe work on my model magic magazine, pictures, gonna go out to dinner with my mommy.. it's her birthday, then maybe go see a movie with ash! fun fun and this summer's only just begun! haha<3 plus my diet starts today lol although two bowls of honey nut cheerios didn't excatally help! my goal is to lose 5 ponds by June 30th and 10 pounds by July 15 or sooner hopefullY!! Yeah make that A LOT sooner! i won't even mention how much i weigh. that's so not any of your buisness but let's just say im bigger than my friend ashleigh and lauren but im littler than shamu!! haha i really am not too big-but-i just want to be in shape sooo yeah. Silver lining

i think i might've over reacted.. [13 Jun 2004|09:18pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | MiX it Up!!!! ] i think i might've over reacted in the last entry... so here are some of the silver linnings in my life : ) just note: i'm sometimes a drama queen and can over react when provoked enough. I am a major procrastenater! give me a dead line no matter how long or short it'll get done just the night before! I am probally just about the most indecisive person you'll ever meet.. and i'm pretty random sometimes! BUT-I'm absolutely hilarious when i'm drunk! I'm an awesome listener and love to help people with their problems, great with children, kick-ass lifeguard, model, usually easy to get along with and a pretty fun person to be around!! : )~ so fuck all that your too good for me shit because im pretty fucking awesome even including all my flaws!! I love summer. I love spending the whole day in my bikini. I love getting tan. I love graduation parties. And no curfew. I love driving with all my windows down and screaming Dashboard songs at the top of my lungs. <3 I love sitting in my pajama's til noon watching cartoons with my little sister. I love cute, single boys playing basketball.... minus their shirts. I love bonfires. And swimming. And my friends. And penny candy. And slurpees. I just love summer. I love being single. I decided I don't want a relationship right now. Why start something that is simply gonna be a summer fling? I don't think I want a boyfriend Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to totally cut off all my options, but I'm not going to pursue something more than they need to be. Just go with the flow. Thats my new motto. *hahaaaaa crazy..!* Silver lining

i think i might've over reacted.. [13 Jun 2004|09:18pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | MiX it Up!!!! ] i think i might've over reacted in the last entry... so here are some of the silver linnings in my life : ) just note: i'm sometimes a drama queen and can over react when provoked enough. I am a major procrastenater! give me a dead line no matter how long or short it'll get done just the night before! I am probally just about the most indecisive person you'll ever meet.. and i'm pretty random sometimes! BUT-I'm absolutely hilarious when i'm drunk! I'm an awesome listener and love to help people with their problems, great with children, kick-ass lifeguard, model, usually easy to get along with and a pretty fun person to be around!! : )~ so fuck all that your too good for me shit because im pretty fucking awesome even including all my flaws!! I love summer. I love spending the whole day in my bikini. I love getting tan. I love graduation parties. And no curfew. I love driving with all my windows down and screaming Dashboard songs at the top of my lungs. <3 I love sitting in my pajama's til noon watching cartoons with my little sister. I love cute, single boys playing basketball.... minus their shirts. I love bonfires. And swimming. And my friends. And penny candy. And slurpees. I just love summer. I love being single. I decided I don't want a relationship right now. Why start something that is simply gonna be a summer fling? I don't think I want a boyfriend Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to totally cut off all my options, but I'm not going to pursue something more than they need to be. Just go with the flow. Thats my new motto. *hahaaaaa crazy..!* Silver lining

TOTALLY Jinxed myself!~* [13 Jun 2004|12:37pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | absolutely nada ] GoSH!! I so TOTALLY FUCKING Jinxed myself! i wasn't feeling hung-over all day long .. so i was like yay i might completely beat the feeling of afterward drinking shitty*ness! BUT, Guess when it hit me.. you know this answer right..?!?! when i got to JKK's!!!! at first i just thought u know maybe i'm just nervious this is a new experience for me but then i was like OOO nO I'm hung-OVER! and the after-effects are so worse for me i don't know why i just feel weird like my mouth is asleep and my head throbs and im very easily irritated.. all the combo's you want for your second-first-date i'm sure! Then i actually got there and i re*met his sisters and then laur's bf.. but the bf turned out to be Paul who i already sorta knew from last yr. (tara's ex think katie n john) so that was a little akward-but i've decided he's a pretty cool guy.. (*btw*) that's my problem pretty cool older guys.. think party weekends ate supper, rent movies, then on the way home laur was driving and this HUGE-REDNECK-GUY cut her off so she flicked him off and he followed us and tailgated us all the way back to the house!!! CRAZY ASS MF!~I've never met a more mentally challenged person EVER!! he SO over reacted! and paul was liek 'wow u two are having an interesting first date.' (*more like our second-FIRST-date*) whatever-then we TRYD to watch euro-trip w/*laur and paul and me n him but my mom kept callin over there fussin about my 6-graders curfew-I'M A junior now why the hell would i make plans with someone if i only planned to stay out til 10:30?!?!?!?!?!!!??! what is THAT! i mean i so know nana had way more freedom! i mean that's why it's so hard! because i'll go places away from home and be given all this freedom.. and i'll come back here and it's like im on a two-inch leash!! WTF? then on the way home this song came on *big BOTTOM(S) girls you make the rockin world go round'* how embarrassing to say the very least.. he walked me to my door with his dad-laur-and-paul watching needless to say i just went inside no need for further embarassment here. sorry. was that wrong? i don't know what he expected of me but the night just not excatally perfect are the way things should've been at all.. oh well i guess this kinda doesn't say too much about monday night. i'm kinda worried i hope things dont go the same way! now i just woke up groggy tired need to shower skipped church need to call ek back wanna go target wanna go shopping period. probally won't get to today : ( gotta go into work at 3 the lack of sun makes me upset im never gonna get tan! watch it ran and we'll hafta close the pool.. gee i hope not that means = less time workin = less money = me not very happy oh well.. it's only sunday. crap i wonder if _______ and his fam. went to church this mornin?!?! that makes me kinda sad, i haven't talked to him since schoool was ovr. and now that i can actually talk to him.. [xoxo] ak Silver lining

college parties :) [12 Jun 2004|02:44pm] [ mood | drunk ] i dont really have time but ill give u the 411-haha! went to jmu yesterday boring at first ate at red lobster my mom decided to stay... me, nana, linds went out ..ev' body in the townhouse gettin tipsy.. lol played bpong? talked to random guys always nice :) some hott guy pulled my thong.. a little random if i do say so myself i thought guys always pulled bras?? they actually played country..! not expected ppl kept askin me about myself: my major, where i went, what yr. i was in- i nvr really answered any of them haha cuz wen i would start to someone else would break in the convo so it was all good-funny funny! rode in a taxi-cab!! * i had never before definately dk* but no hanovr thank god!! i'm trying not to compare tech parties to jmu parties but there's definately something different last night wasn't the biggest "get together" i've seen but it was cool wine sucks-right linds??! im gradually learning to like things i didn't.. they have the cutest kitten!<3333333333333333333333333333 got to go shower and get ready for my *date* haha i guess it's a date. Silver lining

college parties :) [12 Jun 2004|02:44pm] [ mood | drunk ] i dont really have time but ill give u the 411-haha! went to jmu yesterday boring at first ate at red lobster my mom decided to stay... me, nana, linds went out ..ev' body in the townhouse gettin tipsy.. lol played bpong? talked to random guys always nice :) some hott guy pulled my thong.. a little random if i do say so myself i thought guys always pulled bras?? they actually played country..! not expected ppl kept askin me about myself: my major, where i went, what yr. i was in- i nvr really answered any of them haha cuz wen i would start to someone else would break in the convo so it was all good-funny funny! rode in a taxi-cab!! * i had never before definately dk* but no hanovr thank god!! i'm trying not to compare tech parties to jmu parties but there's definately something different last night wasn't the biggest "get together" i've seen but it was cool wine sucks-right linds??! im gradually learning to like things i didn't.. they have the cutest kitten!<3333333333333333333333333333 got to go shower and get ready for my *date* haha i guess it's a date. Silver lining

college parties :) [12 Jun 2004|02:44pm] [ mood | drunk ] i dont really have time but ill give u the 411-haha! went to jmu yesterday boring at first ate at red lobster my mom decided to stay... me, nana, linds went out ..ev' body in the townhouse gettin tipsy.. lol played bpong? talked to random guys always nice :) some hott guy pulled my thong.. a little random if i do say so myself i thought guys always pulled bras?? they actually played country..! not expected ppl kept askin me about myself: my major, where i went, what yr. i was in- i nvr really answered any of them haha cuz wen i would start to someone else would break in the convo so it was all good-funny funny! rode in a taxi-cab!! * i had never before definately dk* but no hanovr thank god!! i'm trying not to compare tech parties to jmu parties but there's definately something different last night wasn't the biggest "get together" i've seen but it was cool wine sucks-right linds??! im gradually learning to like things i didn't.. they have the cutest kitten!<3333333333333333333333333333 got to go shower and get ready for my *date* haha i guess it's a date. Silver lining

school's out for SUMMER! [10 Jun 2004|10:37pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | :the voice on the other end of the telephone: biG mamaa ash! ] SCHOOL'S out FOR summer - YAY!~ Today was good : ) :: no complaints here :: i passed my history exam with 110!! awesome angie- and don't i know it haha i'm so funny.. JK worked today got paid for doing nothing swam w/*this guy named nick he's helen's sister's boyfriend what a nice guy! goin to jmu tom. should be fun! get to see my nana and coco :) that's always good.. might be doin somethin w/*jkk tom. night if i'm not workin ;) i can't believe im a junior ammmmy's a sophmore! ashely's a senior! chris is gonna graduate! wow-things sure are different. how do ya like it when everything's fast paced..? cuz it's never gonna slow down.. before you have the chance to look around.. life as you know it will be dramatically different! *ak Silver lining

Oh No ToO mUcH ToKoyO!! - haahaa [09 Jun 2004|01:48pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | whiskey lullaby-brad paisley ] my mommy got me tokoyO-eXpress for lunch today i think i ate toO mUcH of It but it was yUmmY!~ School is sooooo close to over. Only one more day to go! And no more work. It's amazing. I hate getting all sentimental- but I will miss you guys. Fuck. guess what! I have a new favorite song. It makes me like cry my fucking heart out. "Whiskey Lullaby" by Brad Paisley. Download it. Listen hard. Love it. I sure do. It makes you realize how powerful love is. And how much of an effect losing love can have on people. "She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her till I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby. The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away is memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength she had to get up off her knees We found her with her face down in the pillow Clinging to his picture for dear life We laid her next to him beneath the willow While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby." Now tell me that's not a powerful song? It makes me so sad. And kinda scared too. It makes me almost afraid to love someone. It kinda seems like if I love someone that much, and then it ends, would I do something like that? That's scary. Today I got my hair cut. It's mega cute if I do say so myself. <33 randomness* The five items I can't live without: "The sunshine, my camera, bubble baths, music and cheese cake." bye lovies Silver lining

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