There's No Beauty In Bleeding Mascara   
09:35pm 27/09/2004
 
mood: depressed
music: Atreyu-Right Side Of The Bed
It's been a while since I updated this thing. Alot of things have been going on with my life as of late. First me and Catherine are going out, and it's been great. We get along perfectly. On Friday we're going to Six Flags so that'll be great. My band Minus 13 is getting off to a slow start. We have one song written called "Insomnia". I kinda wished the music was heavier but whatever. We were supposed to have a show at Leo's October 17 but we have to cancell it because we don't have enough shit or anything to do the show. Tomorrow I got to work from 12-6 6hrs but still it kinda sucks cuz I have to work during an important visit to the store. It's kinda getting to my nerves because this is where the Mangers and important people get to see how I work. But hey what are you gunna do right? Lately I've been feeling kinda weird. Like sometiimes I feel depressed as all hell and sometimes I feel happy as hell. I hate the way I feel all the time. I sometimes wake up and feel dissapointed cuz I woke up...alive. But oh well shit happens you take what you're given and just go from their. But I don't really let people see the way I am. They all think I'm happy but ha to that. Fuck happiness. I feel nothing inside so why worry. I hope people just stop worring about me too. But anyways....... November 9th I'm going to see Lamb of God with Fear Factory, Throwdown, and Children of Bodom. It's gunna kick ass. SWEET! I'm also gunna be going to see Marilyn Manson again. That makes me happy. I wanna go see Devildriver again but hey what u gunna do. Well I guess I'm gunna go. Bye And Wish Me A Bitter Farewell.
 
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Yeah man I'll gnaw your face off!   
01:06pm 08/08/2004
 
mood: awake
music: "Suburban Life"- Kottonmouth Kings
It's been a while since I updated ONLY DUE TO MY COMPUTER BEING A BITCH. Well anyway what's new in the magical world of me..? Well let's see I'm going back out with my Sasha that makes me happy. I recently fell off a ladder at work into a box of pants and such. Um.... well HN has been telling some really bad lies and shit. It's kinda funny. No wait it mkaes me angry grrrrrrrrr. Well I don't really got muhc to sya other than I'm back with my Sasha. Oh and I'll gnaw your face off. So I gatta go bye!
 
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Come on Little cutie back that bootie up   
05:28pm 03/08/2004
 
mood: bored
music: "bump"-OPM
Right now I'm fucking bored as hell. No one is home and I got no car. Damn this is some boring shit. Last night I has James stay the night. We were up like all nihgt. He was playing AMPED all fucking night. I find that kinda funny. Sasha also came over last night that was cool. We jumped on the trampoline and she kicked James in the cornhole for calling Hanson monkies. That's some funny shit. Besides that I don't rember what else happened last night. All I know is I dunno. I still gatta do my thing I got to do. But yeah it'll be soon. So yeah that's all for now.
 
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Holy Shit   
02:19am 03/08/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: Kottonmouth Kings- "4-2-0"
Right now I'm pretty mellow given the shit I've been going through. Sometimes I think it's all ok then I wonder. But I made a choice and I got to fix something before I get what I want but I will. So don't go anywhere you know who. My band is doing really shitty but hey what ever. Well that's all for now PEACE! PS I miss you too!
 
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A Rose Is Beautiful Untill It's Thorns Are Shown   
10:25pm 19/07/2004
 
mood: happy
music: "Forever"- As I Lay Dying
Well alot has been going on. I've been working with my band and getting no where. I got my a girlfriend that I care about her name is Sasha. I'm really happy with her. Me and Icka have decided to move out as soon as we can. Cus shit here at home is making me angry. Other than that lately I've been happy as hell. I'm happy with Sasha and all that. YAY! Well that's all for now
 
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FOR MY SELF!   
04:42pm 09/07/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: "Forever"- Throwdown
My band is finally comming together. We got Tom to play drums for us so that amkes me ahppy. We got all this distrabution deals too so our CD will sell. Today I got my Bleeding Through Hoodie that makes me smile. I hope that we can get writitng music really soon. I'm so excited about Ozzfest right now. I can't wait to see Throwdown, Atreyu, Every Time I Die, Otep, Lamb Of God, Devildriver, God Forbid, and motherfucking BLEEDING THROUGH. God I can't wait. I've sorta been enjoying my new found single life right now. But I do hope I get a girlfrined soon but meh what are you gunna do. I've been concentring alot on music lately. I got alot of emotions that I need to vent out. Which is why I sing and do what I do. The other day I bought AMP Hardcore and Atreyu Sucide Notes And Butterfly Kisses. I love both CDs. I can't wait to go see Slipknot and Kottonmouth Kings in 2 weeks. Shit is acaully for once going ok for me. Well that's all for now.
 
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Life As A Subject   
06:16pm 05/07/2004
 
mood: artistic
music: "Arms Of Automation" ARMSBENDBACK
For the past couple of days I've been Disk Golfing. It's loads of fun. I've also been writting alot of songs lately. Well that's all for now. Peace out
 
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