| ok, heres the story... |
[20 Nov 2002|07:31am] |
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2 years ago i got an infection in my leg.
they almost had to amputate my leg.
well, last night i found what looks like the same infection.
and its gottan worse this morning.
also, this morning was supposed to be my first day at my new job.
this new job was a blessing, a miricle.
its what i needed.
but now i ahve to go see a doctor, and i ahve to put off my new job till monday.
things are really bad right now.
my whole body feels sick.. the leg with the infection feels like its gonna fall off.
please think of me today when you pray or whatever.
thanx.
jamie
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| the western thought process... |
[14 Nov 2002|11:39am] |
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Sigur Ros - vaka |
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Murfreesboro Rock...
Get Ready..
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| you know what.. |
[14 Nov 2002|03:27am] |
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blurty needs to getbetter emotion icons. this smiley face thing just doesnt get it for me.
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| ummm |
[12 Nov 2002|05:37pm] |
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Pavement |
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sorry about that last post.
i was having an insane moment.
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| hahahhaa |
[08 Nov 2002|07:27am] |
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Nirvana - You know youre right |
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[07 Nov 2002|10:38pm] |
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Pink Floyd - Wish you were here |
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guy 1 - "a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o q r s t u v w x y z"
guy 2 - "YOU FORGOT P!!"
guy 1 - "NO I DIDNT, ITS RUNNING DOWN MY LEG!!!"
guy 1 and guy 2 - "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!"
guy 2 - "NOW ITS RUNNING DOWN MY LEG TOO!!!"
guy 1 and guy 2 - "HAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAA!!"
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| insomnia |
[07 Nov 2002|09:50am] |
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well, ive tried to go to sleep 3 times now.
i cant do it.
im tired, sickly tired.
but i cant sleep.
part of it is the fact that i love my wife so muc that when i lay down next to her i cant stop thinking how amazing she is.
another part of it is that i dont get good sleep ever these days.
i need a job so that i can have a normal schedual.
plus the money would be nice.
im sick to my stomach, nervous.
someone i only know online is coming to stay with us for a night on her way to texas.
i know i should be cooler with this, but i know im gonna hate it.
even if it was my best friend id still be wierded out by the fact that someone else is sleeping in my apartment.
its not who she is, its just the fact that im not comfortable with someone sleeping in my house.
i feel like a big retard because of this frightened feeling i have.
but i cant make it do away.
i think ive decided waht im gonna do for our anniversary.
its on saturday.
2 years of marrage.
we are gonna go see jackass and go out to eat i think.
its our favorite type of date.
i guess its kinda generic.
but i have a suprise that will hopefully make it better.
i shouldnt discuss said suprise here cause heather reads this daily.
sorry heather.
i also decided on a new tattoo.
when ever i get the money that is.
its gonna be a three leaf clover, the size of your ahnd, and its gonna say heather throught the middle of it in her handwritting.. with a few other little things like our wedding date and stuff written really small around the outside of some of the leaves.
anyway, i dreamed of it so i figure thats a sign.
i dont think heather realy knows how much she means to me.
i am not great at showing it.
im a big dumb boy who cant show feelings well and gets selfish 90% of of his day.
but the truth is i think of her 99% of the day.
i love her sooo much.
and its still that tingely butterfly type love, even after 2 years.
she does it for me.
i really want to go to sleep.
but i feel like im keeping heather up with my tossing and turning.
anyone wanna give me a job?
anyone?
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| it makes my heart go pee, it makes my penis go pee. |
[06 Nov 2002|05:46am] |
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PINBACK - west |
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i should be asleep.
i only have a few friends here on blurty.
if anyone else wants to add me thatd be great.
only if you wanna though.
well, i dont have anything else to say.
hope you all have great nights/days.
see ya.
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| im new, be careful. |
[04 Nov 2002|05:29am] |
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Jeffersons TV show theme |
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welp, here i am world.
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