Thursday, August 28th, 2003

Subject: Updating for my *WoNdErFuL* Allie! Time: 10:13 am. Mood: awake. Music: The computer go EERRR....

Alrighty...Monday was crazy. I got up and found we had nothing to eat so I went down to FoodLion in my PJ's and bought myself doughnuts. I felt so special because I had food no one else in my family could eat because they didn't know about it. Muhahaha. Take that! Yeah, then around 10, my Emily picked me up and took me to ballet! It was Nutcracker day. A few of us just went it and we went over all the Nutcracker dances we wanted to learn. And I found out Emily and I are in the same English and Math classes. YaY! I'm so glad...1) It means I'm not going to fail and 2) Emily is such a sweetheart and one of those people who you can always count on. Yup, anyway...she got me the coolest birthday present ever. She got it up in British Colombia when she went there for vacation. @ the International Spy Museum! I would have insane amounts of fun at that place. Anyway, she got me a camera disguised at a juice box! Haha, I was way to into it. Anyway, so for about the first hour or so of the day (10-11) we watched our Spring Show tape. I looked...special. Haha, green isn't really my color, and I was a green fairy. I know, what original names they have. Yeah, then we did barre in our pointe shoes and it hurt. My shoes are a tad small. You know, only a little, my feet were only burning within the first 10 minutes. Anywoo, I took them off after we did the 1st act dances..like Prissy Doll and Soldier. I was proud, I knew the Military Doll by heart ::grins:: And that would be a cool dance to have because it's short and you get to wear a pretty tu-tu. Yeah, then we ate...I got chinese food from next door and the lady obviously wanted me to get really fat because she made me take some of everything from the buffet. And I spilled sweet-n-sour sauce on my tights because I can. Anyway, Emily and and I had fun the rest of the day being retards. It ended at 3 and then I went home and died for an hour before my mommy took the gang up to dance. We finished the dance and I'm in the middle for the last part. Yay! Except I never get to my spot in time. Ah well, no biggie. So I went home and died again...after the stupid meeting of course. Which was very gay and the only fun part was talking to Pam and Stevie afterwards. Yeah so, super day. I was danced out Tuesday was uneventful. I did nothing of importance so you just shouldn't be bored-ed with how much of a loser I am. Yesterday I worked on history some more and went to dance. Whoop, final practice before orientation. I'm kinda nervous. Because I'm meeting all my peers and I don't want them to remember me as that girl on dance team who messed up the first time I saw her. Plus I'm gonna look gay in my jazz outfit because I always look rather gay. Yeah, so we practiced non-stop and then we had pizza. Yuuummm...And we just laughed and talked about what is going down at the orientation. Then when I got home I totally forgot I had to babysit Joseph so I went and rescued him from the neighbors and we walked down to the Dollar General so I could buy curlers. LoL, and I saw Corey as I was buying my brother a drink. Yup, then the storm came and I watched the Cheetah Girls and made fun of it. And it took 4057 million hours to put my hair up and yeah. Today I'm bored, just chillin' and talking. And I sent Allie an ad saying how she doesn't need to use a pump for her penis anymore, she can just buy this pill and she will be massive. More massive than she already is. Which will be quite intimidating. LoL, what losers we are! And I hope you are amused my this Tiry ((That's Allie, I accidentally called her that the other day, no idea how)) But that's why ya love me. Now I gotta go do some stuff so... I'm outtie, Tons of love

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Subject: Wow! Time: 9:15 pm. Mood: happy. Music: Nothing...the night time..

Wow, I haven't updated in a week ::slaps hand:: Bad Marianne...Not keeping up on her journal...So starting with Monday, there was only one important thing! Monday was my mothafuckin' 14th birthday Yup, and like 5 people remembered. Um, yeah, semi-okay birthday. My family was nice to me. And I had dance pictures, we saw the hot varsity football players, and Holly made my day with her push leap. Yup, then after that ordeal I sat on my ass until dinner...my favorite: fajitas. And I got Remember the Titans for my birthday. And other stuff, but Remember the Titans is my favorite movie ever. I love it. Fun fact about yours truly. Tuesday I made 44 dollars. Whoop Whoop! I freakin' earned that money too. I started babysitting at freakin' 7:15 in the morning. Dude, there is no life that early. So yeah, at the guinea pig house. Haha, they are having work done on their yard so there was a bunch of dirty men (not mexicans though ::relief::) and big machines. Sam was up when I got there so we read a book and ate cereal together. Emily came down about 9 something or other. She had a double-ear infection. Urgh, talk about shitty. Then she ate and we listened to some weird C.D. and just hung out. Then we decided we wanted to bake cookies. We did everything right and they tasted like dog biscuits. Haha, yes, smelled like 'em too. Ahh well, so I'm not that baker type. I'll live. We attempted to make milkshakes instead and they came out dandy. Then their momma came home so I got to go home for a bit. I danced...What the hell else do I usually do. I started making up a dance to "Watch Me Shine" on our EDA tape even though they already have a dance for it. LoL, too bad. I like that song. Another fun factoid: It's from Legally Blonde. Yippee! They picked me back up at 5:30...It's crazy I know! And we ate pizza and watched Inspector Gadget. And they made me posters saying I was the best babysitter ever! ::blushes and tears up:: Yeah, it was sweet! Wednesday, yeah, no surprise...I babysat some more. @ the Rayha's. First I went to the dentist though. And my teeth are fine. They don't have to use the nasty gritty stuff because my braces are gone! Hehe..Anyway, back to what I was saying: Urgh, Kendall and Ian always make me play terribly stupid games. Like, the whole freakin' time. I want them to just go read or something...or sleep. Yeah...lol, but it wasn't terribly bad. I got $25! Whoop Whoop. I came home and totally forgot that I had dance. I called my mom because I needed to know all the capital crimes...No, I didn't just want to know or anything, it was for history. Haha, and she told me I better get ready. Slick of me, I try! Timms gave me my birthday present! REESES! A whole bunch of 'em. I was in heaven. Yeah, we worked on our wonderful dances and I didn't exactly do wonderfully. But it's all good. I came home and yeah, I can't remember. I don't remember it being a terribly exciting night...No surprise there of course. Thursday...Everyone and their mom bugged me all morning so I fianlly got myself together and went to Carley G's house. It was Carley (duh) and Holly, Bridget, Nicole, Stacie, me, Alex, Corey, Matt Sullivan, and some kid named Danny. Yeah...lol, we danced and danced and made fun of each other. Haha, then everyone left and I got to stay because I'm special. Hehe, and Holly is lending me her homecoming dress from last year! It's SO pretty. And it actually fit. We talked and just hung out for a bit before I had to get home. And I can't for the life of me remember why. Oh yeah...Bridget wanted me to come to the movies with all of 'em and me sleep over...So Nicole called to see if I was going, and my mom had just gotten home so I went and chatted her up and she actually said yes. So I get all my shit together then Nicole calls again, and tells me that I can't sleep over now. And to call Bridget. So obviously I did, and Bridg is like: Well, we don't have a ride to the movies and my mom says that if three people say the night (it is supposed to be Carley G, Nicole and me) that we have to go to bed at 12. So you can't stay over. I'm like...WTF? You would rather stay up later than hang with me? Um, thanks...But I got over it...But then I got back into it when I found out Stacie stayed the night. And Nicole didn't care about any of this because she is just to go for me now I guess. Bah...so my night sucked. But Lizzy listened to be so it was all good...I love her! Babe, if you read this, thank the Lord you are okay! Friday my momma stayed home. And my wonderful brother too ::cough:: I did my morning ritual, cleaned up (a little) and then we went to the pool. I got yelled at by mom for asking for a cell phone again. But we had a pretty good time. I'm glad me and my mom are getting along good now. If we each try a little more to understand each other and listen and learn...then we never fight, and we are pretty much friends. Except she's OLD. Hahaha...Yeah, that wasn't funny was it...Ahem. I had wonderful dance @ 4. Holly drove to my house and then drove to Carley's. I thought she did great, her mom yelled the whole time =( I'm not gonna be able to drive with my mom in the car either. Ha, who am I kidding, I won't be able to drive at all. Yeah, dance was fun. Kinda...Ms. Abel yelled about how we stand around too much every 2 minutes. And it was only because the people who knew the dance were trying to agree on what to teach the rest of us next. And we got more clothes! Hehe, a zip up sweatshirt and long sleeve t-shirt. With our names on the back! Hehe, so pretty. And Jenni got me a Stitch stuffed animal and balloons! Jenni, you rock my socks, thanks for everything Hehe! Then I came home and everyone was doing something! I swear, I never get any of the memos. So yup, rented a movie with my mom. Mrs. Weaver works at Movie Time! She yelled at me for taking so long! Haha, because my mom and I laughed and yelled the whole time. It's HER genes that made me such a freak...But anyway...I got a rated R movie ::gasps:: Trust me you don't get it...So we came home and watched it. "Elizabeth" History movie, but since we went to London I pretty much knew what was going on. There was alot of backstabbing. And I thought that everyone should have to wear name-tags saying their name, their job discription, and if they were a good guy or bad guy. I talked through like the whole thing. I thought I made the whole thing extremly interesting. And get this: this French guy was like, in French..he said "Up yours" I almost died. Who woulda thought they said stuff like that back then. Haha..made my day that crazy kid did (Oh! Check that rhyming skill) Saturday was saturday. And we had a super duper car wash with like, 1/3 of the team. But there was hot guys behind me and Holly when we were holding the signs. And he blew Holly a kiss. And he was hot...::drools:: That is about all I remember...I got to leave early. Hehe, and GO SHOPPING! Yay, me and my mom went to the mall. I looked super..my hair was everywhere and I was damp and un-matching. Ah well, it's all good. I got some shirts, 3 pairs of pants, and a skirt at DEB. Some underwear which I'm such you care about greatly, and some new boots and shoes to go with my homecoming dress at Hechts. And shoelaces since my mom won't get me new shoes. Haha, I had a good time. Then I babysat again. This time for the Jones'. Just Allison (going into 6th) and Caroline (toddler) I talked to Allison a bunch about middle school and danced to the Wiggles with Caroline. Whoop! Then watched the Parent Trap once they were in bed. Total for the night: $30 bucks and another job! Hehe...I'm good. Finally I'm almost done with this entry! Today I went to church in my *new* boots and couldn't hear and was very bored. Sorry God! ::Does sign of the cross:: And then we went down to Richmond for the Brave's game. Just me and the family. I looked gangsta. I had a bandana on and then my hat! Woahh. They had a dance contest and I would have won if I had been in it! LoL, I ate alot and laughed with my family. And was amused by all the little kids behind me. And the Braves won, and I got icecream! When I got back I talked to Stevie...and she told me how Melissa all the sudden decides she doesn't want to be friends with Stevie anymore. Alright, if you don't know close they were you should. They were basically stuck up each others asses! So I talked to Stevie and tried to let her see the bright side...because Melissa is lucky Stevie has stuck by her, because she didn't have to. So yeah, Stevie and I are chillin' soon because I love my Latin girl! Haha, she will get that if she reads this. Then 2 hours of Charmed. Wow, talk about a great night! Hehe, except for Carley was being all supportive to Lizzy and Stevie, but then I try and strike up conversation and she just gives one word answers. I feel like I'm not good enough to be her friend =(=( *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Special Section~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Allie and Jackie! Girls, you know you are two of my bestest friends I have ever had and the same person is causing you drama that you don't deserve. Be patient, because things will get better. She will eventually learn, you might just have to give her a lil' shove in the right direction. And I'm always here to listen to you rant. Because I love you. Forever! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Special Section~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Alrighty: I'm done...From now on I'm gonna update on the correct day. Only 9 days until school starts. I can't really explain my feelings. I'll have to get back to you on that one. Hehe! -*-Better Watch Me Shine!-*- <333 --Marianne I KNOW Y'ALL ARE GONNA COMMENT ::cough::

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Subject: ~*Better Watch Me Shine*~ Time: 8:43 pm. Mood: pleased. Music: I have Eminem stuck in my head because...I don't know..

I'll start with Monday. And you know what: -:-Monday, August 18th, was my 14th birthday, so I win-:- Waahhooo. Yeah, I had to get early so I could have waffles with the family. Gotta love my mommy's homemade waffles. You have to. Then everyone left and I got ready for good ol' dance pictures. And got glitter in my eye. Which hurt like a mofo. And then I got online and Nicole remembered it was my birthday and put it in her profile so yeah, all these..now 8th graders...IMed me and said happy birthday. Only because they read it. Not because they actually remembered. Carley and Allie did though! Yeah, and no one at dance knew until Allie told them so I got lots of hugs. Pictures were a drag, partily because the game-day outfit didn't look good on me. Timms and I discussed how we didn't look like dancers, we looked like a cross between the tennis team, and cheap cheerleaders. Oh well...We did get to see the football teams. Yeah buddy. Best part of my morning. Then after that ordeal, we had technique. Holly made my day by doing retarded push leaps. Hehe, and we goofed off and tried not to interupt volleyball. I saw all my cheerleaders: Pamma, Stevie, Melissa, Brooke Clark...Who is doing fine! And Melissa stole my poms-poms and did a cheer with them because she is sexy. And no one remembered about my birthday...But oh well, I'll try not to think about that. So anyway...I came home at 12:30, and sat around. Because every single fucking person that lived within walking distance was hanging out with someone. I was like, WTF? Thank you very much for making my day. But Corey came over and talked to me for a while because he's cool. Even though he broke Nicole's heart. Ah well, not really by business...I got them together, that's the end of that!! I just chilled and danced the rest of the dance until everyone came to my house at once! My mom and dad and brother and Bridge and Nicole. Bridget got me $20 to American Eagle because she *loves* me! Hehe...So yeah, then I had fajitas with the family and chocolate cake! And presents...I got my favorite movie ever on DVD ((Remember the Titans)) and a robe and pajamas because my parents have caught on to the fact that I'm a lazy ass mofo! Yeah buddy. Then I bonded with my mom while watching it. Pretty okay b-day, I wish my friends had tried harder to make it special. If I hadn't of got online I doubt they would have called or anything. And that makes me sad. But I love y'all anyway! Tuesday I had to babysit at 7 freakin' 15 in the morning. WTF? No one gets up that early, much lefts LEAVES THE HOUSE that early ::Deep breath:: Anyway, I had a good time...The guinea pig people. The kids couldn't go outside because the are having work done of their yard. Big trucks and back-hoes and stuff. Back-hoe...hahahaha, that sounds like a stripper who specializes in butt fucking. HAHAHA. I'm done. Anyway...we baked nasty cookies. And threw them out because they tasted like dog biscuits. So then we made milkshakes because I'm good at those. And hung out, and I got my ass whooped in bingo. And then I went home around...noon and chilled. And danced. I started to make up a new super dance. It's..alright, nothing to special. But I have time to work on it too. Hehe, then at 5:30 I had to go back and babysit again! For the same people! LoL, but they were so sweet. The kids made me a poster saying I was the best babysitter in the world. 1, 2, 3 AWW! Total for the day: 44 dollars! Whoop Whoop...cash! Yeah, and my wonderful wednesday, which would be today! Haha, I babysat. Big surprise. But for the people in Stacie's neighborhood. They make me play stupid games, but are nice so it's all good. And I made $25. Then I came home around 2 and worked on my history. I'm such a procrastinator. That is one of the main things I want to change about myself. Anyway...my insecurites are not the point of this paragraph. Holly picked me up for dance with the crew and we went! LoL...It was fun, Timms gave me a birthday present. Hehe, candy! What's not to like? And we goofed around while doing our dances...Jenni and I are not skilled with the whole "lift leg over arm" thing. Hahaha, it's sexy to watch. But then Jenni stood up and hurt her knee!! I never knew standing up was so dangerous. Now she wants me to hurry up and finish this so I am! Because I love her. The only other thing I have to say is that Carley is a bufanda! Haha, that means scarf and that is the only Spanish word I remember. Anyway, I'm done... You know you love me! ¤°Marianne°¤

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Subject: First day being 14.. Time: 1:04 pm. Mood: awake. Music: None!.

LoL, that has nothing to do with this entry, I'll write about yesterday and today in a bit...I just feel like doing this survey! 1) Last dream: Hmm...I don't remember by dream from last night, I almost never remember dreams 2) Last car ride: Yesterday, to and from pictures 3) Last kiss: Um, my brother kissed me goodnight yesterday, because it was my birthday and he loves me. 4) Last person you kissed: My mom 5) Last good cry: Not to long ago... 6) Last Missing Library Book: A Cat Ate My Gym-Suit 7) Last movie seen: I watched my favorite movie of ever yesterday: Remember the Titans, and Saturday I saw Freaky Friday and Grind in the theaters 8) Last Book Read: Who put that Hair on my Toothbrush 9) Last curse word uttered: Fuck...As in, shut the fuck up, at my dog. Hehe, I love her but she is loud. 10) Last berverage drank: Milkshake, made them today when I babysat 11) Last Food consumed: Pizza Lunchable 12) Last Crush: I don't know 13) Last phone call: My momma 14) Last TV show watched: Charmed...Favorite! 15) Last Item Bought: Waffles 16) Last time showered: Yesterday morning, and in a few minutes 17) Last shoes worn: my falling apart flip flops 18) Last CD played: Dixie Chicks, Wide Open Spaces...I got it for my birthday since I lost my other copy. 19) Last MP3 Downloaded: I don't...But me and Bridget downloaded the Center Stage soundtrack 20) Last annoyance: Dog 21) Last disappointment: When I saw some of my best friends yesterday and they didn't remember it was my birthday 22) Last soda drank: Diet Coke 23) Last thing written: Recipe for cookies 24) Last key used: House key 25) Last word spoken: Day...As in "Have a great day" to my mom 26) Last trip to the bathroom: Just now 27) Last sleep: Urgh, I had to get up at 6:45 this morning..bah, I had to babysit at 7:15, needless to say I looked like shit. 28) Last IM: Carley and Allie 29) Last song you listened to: A song from the sound of music 30) Last time you yelled at someone: Hmm, wanted to yell at alot of people lately, but contained myself 31) Last weird encounter: ALIENS. 32) Last Store Shopped: Pac Sun 33) Last ice cream eaten: Vanilla 34) Last time amused: Yesterday 35) Last time wanting to die: 36) Last time in love: Never..=( 37) Last time hugged: this morning 38) Last time scolded: yesterday 39) Last time resentful: Hmm not sure 40) Last chair sat in: computer chair (duh?) 41) Last lipstick used: pinkish golish stuff 42) Last underwear worn: the ones I'm wearing now...black. 43) Last bra worn: This one, it's black too, yay! I match. 10 points 44) Last shirt worn: I'm wearing my Elmo shirt right now. 45) Last class attended: Umm...damn...that was a LONG time ago... 46) Last Final taken: How do you expect me to remember this one? 47) Last time dancing: Today, with the kids I babysat 48) Last poster looked at: Not sure... 49) Last concert attended: Simple Plan and Avril with my Lindsay! 50) Last webpage visited: This one. If you had to choose an alias, what would it be? Umm... Where were you on 9/11? School, I didn't find out 'till I made Lindsay tell me why we didn't have field hockey What is your ideal vacation? Away from problems How many first cousins do you have? oh lord, hold on a sec...17! lol How do you take your pizza? cheese, and fluffy crust If you could be fluent in any foreign language (that you are not already) what would it be? spanish...I take a class for it but I am FAR from fluent What is your favorite website? not sure, probably Jenni's journal, it amuses me, but gives my computer a virus. If you could experience another era of history, which would it be? When the wore big hoop dresses, so pretty! What is your favorite genre of movies? NOT horror, mostly comedy and ones that make you cry If you could have any one superpower, what would it be? flying Can you whistle? sorta If you could be any animal for a day, what would it be? something fast Who is your favorite fictional character? Alice...fromt this series...haha Star Wars or Star Trek? Star Wars What is your favorite beverage? Grape Juice and Lemonade What brand of toothpaste do you use? Crest Total What is your favorite professional sports team? Football: Redskins and Vikings...Baseball: Orioles, I like all the sucky teams! Are you "indoorsy" or "outdoorsy"? I prefer indoors What is your earliest childhood memory? Okay, this is strange, my first memory is from when I was two, and my uncle came to my house and had to stand in our bathtub to soak his feet because he had an infection. Haha, nice memories If you could play any musical instrument, what would it be? I wish I had played the drums or violin. What's your favorite accent? British When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? a dancer, I still do Are you a dog person or a cat person? dog If they were making a movie or TV show of your life, who would you choose to play you? Not sure, someone easily amused, and likes to have a good time What is your favorite element (earth, fire, water or air)? fire If you could compete in any event in the Olympics (summer or winter) what would it be? Diving, it looks so much fun. What is your favorite Sunday comic strip? Calvin and Hobbes, they don't run it anymore but I love it! What kind of music do you listen to? Everything What is your favorite breakfast cereal? I LOVE SUGAR CEREAL! If you don't know that, screw you! What is your worst habit? Procrastination

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Subject: TWO INCHES! Time: 5:18 pm. Mood: chipper. Music: Dance Mixes.

I love how I keep trying to update and it doesn't work. Cheers...stupid computer. And I also love how everytime I update I talk about my computer. Anyway...my schedule for this year is: HM (Foxworth) 1-Science (Nagy) 2-AP History (Simonpietri) 3-Honors English (Miller) 4-Algebra 2 (Raines) 5-Journalism (Gill) - - -2nd Lunch- - - 6-Spanish 2 (Ours) 7-Health/PE (Woodie) Yeah, I got home yesterday afternoon and like, EVERYONE, had theres. Of course our mail is slow as a pregnant women walking up stairs. But yeah, so far I know I have history with Marie, English with Nick Andrews, Journalism with Mary Zoric and Jfer, Lunch with Allie, Stevie, Melissa A, and some others, Spanish with Brookie F, and PE with Jackie and Stevie. Wow, now that I typed that out, it seems like more people than I thought. LoL, no classes with Pam or Carley...But I'll see Carley in Indianettes so its all good. Anyway...Friday morning was the last time I updated..So starting with my wonderful Friday afternoon...Which you care so much about because I did nothing. LoL, Carley picked me up for dance at about 3:30 and then we picked up the rest of the gang. LoL, we started learning a new dance that we are going to perform at the orientation along with Clap. Whoop, it's fast and it hurts my knees..but it's cute so yeah. And I found out Timms is my big sister =)=) Yay! I'm the youngest on Varsity so I don't get a lil' sis. Oh well, Timms rocks my socks. And we ate donuts and debated about gay ol' pictures. I'm not a photogenic person, so all I care about is that we get the pictures done FAST. My mom took home everyone so I ended up getting to Jackies at about 6:45. Kara was already there so we just hung out and watched the best cartoon ever (Kim Possible) and Kara yelled at us about how stupid it was. LoL, then Allie got there and we went outside to dance and Jackie wanted to show us her flags routine. I stole the flag and ran around with it like a retard and Allie jumped over it and stuff. Haha, and provoked the dog (Maggie) who ended up jumping on Allison and proceded to knock her down, butt rape her and bite her ankles. The rest of us just laughed. We all had had our share of fun with Maggie before Jackie got her back inside. Then we got the CD player hooked up and Allie and I shook our asses and Kara and Jackie LIKED IT! Haha, and then we went inside because the mosquitos were eating us alive. I took a quick shower and then we ate pizza! Yummm, and watched Nicole's friends be retarded. We started watched the Cheetah Girls and right away knew that it would be just about the gayest movie ever. I was sad =( I really excited about seeing it. Everyone was really ghetto and I couldn't understand a thing they said. So then Britt got there around 9 and we went outside once again and got videotaped by Nicole's scary friends. And then they locked us outta the house and we screamed for hours. LoL, then we hung out and made fun of each other. I hung signs all over the house, written on napkins, saying that Britt was having a sale and was suckin' for a buck! Hahahaha, I'm easily amused. It was great. Kara had to leave about 11, so we went and watched Cheetah Girls some more, and also previous things we have taped...AkA, us being smelly losers. Then we made our own talk show. Alpruh! The big breasted white girl. Haha, and that is also the theme song. Because Jackie is cool. Allie was Alpruh and she was ghetto. And Britt and I were dancers & crackwhores, and Britt was also the world's worst bulimic. And I did the commericals. Everything had a reference to Matt's small penis. Hence, the title of this entry. Which made it funny for us, and no one else. We try, we try. Then we straight chilled until we were too tired to laugh. I woke up at about 10 because Allie had to leave and slept on and off 'till noon when my momma came. And she offered to take me to Freaky Friday @ 1:05. So I got ready super fast and we left and I yelled at all the slow drivers. It was a really good movie. I cried, it was sweet. My dad and bro were there too, seeing Pirates of the Caribean. Haha, nice spelling on my part. I don't know how to spell that. Yeah anyway, then when I got online, I saw everyone had their schedules and yeah, I already told you about that. Scroll up. I went to church and fell asleep. Sorry God =(. I came home and my brother decided at 6:38 on a Saturday night he needed Eggo waffles. So I was made to go to the store with him, in my PJ's. Sexy of me. Then we ate dinner, and I talked to Jackie who wanted me to come with her, Britt, and Kara to see "Grind." AkA: Hot skater guys. And my mommy was in a good mood and said I could. So I got picked up and we got there late because we are spiffy. It was really funny. There was a team of wiggers so we would yell random ghetto things (Like: DON'T MAKE ME BUST A CAP IN YO ASS CRACKA) at the screen. And Jackie threw popcorn at me. Because she loves me. I saw Pam, Carley, and Carley. Carley Garrison ran up to hug me, but Pam & Carley just sat there. I went to see Pam's haircut, it doesn't look bad, it's just short. And Carley M asked like I was Smelly Susan and didn't talk to me. Oh well. Anyway, when it was over me and Britt danced in the empty theater and made a grand exit. Then we piled into the pimp mobile and left. I was so tired just crashed right away. Today my wonderful dad yelled at my bro from the top of the stairs and woke me up at 10. Bah, I watched Pay It Foward in the basement. That movie makes me cry. Then Bridget called and asked me to come over, so I hopped into the shower and left. Whoop, we danced our little white girl hearts out. And I watched her tape of competion. She is insanly good. And we chilled until be both got a craving for ice-cream and headed to Food Lion. Yup, and talked. It was good to talk to her again. I love my Smidge. We danced and listen to music before I left because her mom got home and they were going out shopping. So now I'm here, chilling and waiting for anyone at all to get online. I've been in a pretty good mood lately. Mostly because Jackie and crew keep me laughing. I still wish I was closer with Pam. She will always be such a big part of my memories...But it's up to her, she knows I'm here. And I hope that more people I know are in my class. But I also can't wait to meet new people. Allie says I'm good with people. I still wish I was more outgoing. Remind me to work on that. TiMe FoR a SoNg! I'm just about glad that i knew you once And it was more than just a passing acquaintance I'm just about glad that it was a memory That doesn't need constant maintenance There are a few things that i regret But nothing that i need to forget For all of the courage that we never had I'm just about glad I've never heard it, I just type random things in music search engines. Hehe, but that's why ya love me! ~*I'm out, much love!*~

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Subject: I look for the words, to raise my heart Time: 11:57 am. Mood: touched. Music: Lumidee is in my head & I don't like this song. UH OH!.

Wow Friday already...Which means The Cheetah Girls premires tonight! Whoop Whoop and I get to party hard with Jacka Lacka, Allie Banana, Rainbow Brittney, and Kara! Haha, I think Kara, I didn't get the memo if she was going or not. Can't wait for tonight, 5 crazy ladies together, stay indoors. Last night Jackie and I were talking about get new screen-names. Hahaha, I almost pissed my pants. I laugh just thinking about our gay ideas. But I have a new one...It's xXCriMsoNpAin5Xx Anyway, I love how Bridget and Nicole are just bestest buddies now. That's really sweet. Not...they are cool and only hang out with each other now. And 3 is a bad number. I mean, I love them both to death, but I can't hang out with them both because they pair off. That is the worst feeling, not feeling wanted by those you really care about. But ya know, it's all gravy because I have other people to hang with. But I don't want to lose the great friendship I have with both of them. Pff...Totally lost on this one. I'll just keep smiling. Hey Allie, I know you will read this because you have no life. Haha, but don't worry about *you know who*. Because...it's gonna happen sooner or later. But you might want it to be later, so he can get over...the other one. Haha, this no name thing is hard. I love ya girl, so does he. He just won't admit it. I'm outtie. <333 Marianne

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Subject: Second time with this one! Time: 5:07 pm. Mood: contemplative. Music: Fighter --Christina.

Lovely title, I try. My computer needs to die a slow, painful death. Growl. Stupid fucker never ever works. ::sigh:: Anyway...starting with my Wonderful Wednesday. I got up and got ready to go the the mall with my favoriest Bridget and my wonderful Carley G. Smidge got here around 10:30 and then we went to get Carley...and we goofed off on the way there. We saw some girl just standing in the middle of a parking lot and we like..WTF? And then Ms. Bridget's Mom told us that the parking lot was where Fred stopped. I have never been on the Fred bus. Wow, nice fun fact there. I would have too much fun anyway. Then Bridget was like..."Marianne, did you like the movie you saw with your mom? What was it called: Bend Down Beckham?" I about died laughing...Smooth Smidge, smooth. We got there and got pretzals and annoyed the lady because we are dummies. And laughed at all the black people coming from the hallway the dollar store is in. Coencidence? I think not. I also think I spelled that wrong. Oh well...and then we went to DEB and Bridg and Carl got slippers and wore them around, and I saw tons of stuff I wanted to get when I came back with my mom. We also went to PacSun (and I got a purse, that was the #1 priority of our day) Gadzooks, Sears, Hot Topic, American Eagle, and some others. We also went to Sam Goody and danced to the Mya video. And before we left around 2, we played around in Radio Shack and the guy gave us cool headphones. Great times with my gals, haha, we are SO easily amused! Whoop...I came back and had to call my dad like 923 times on his cell because he wouldn't pick up and Carley thought that we were gonna be late for dance if we picked her up at 3:50. We ended up getting to Stafford at 4:15..Yeah, real late. Practice was fun, we spent alot of the time figuring out stupid stuff for the "Clap" dance. Then we started called it the STD dance because we think we are cool mother-fuckers. Haha, so I come get back and watch Charmed! And then leave to babysit the Churchill's. I had a good time, I showed the some of the dances from camp because I had my C.D. And we ate brownies. Yum. Then I got back here and bonded with my mom by watching "The West Wing" with her. And I made plans with Jackie to watch the premire of The Cheetah Girls on Friday. Mini-party! Whoop Whoop. Can't wait. Today I got my sorry self outta bed early to go to work with my momma. I fixed some stuff on her computer and then read the rest of the morning. And pondered about random stuff. Like school and how it is starting soon and friends and how they are changing. Not something I like thinking about, it makes me sad. I wish everyone could just be happy, and look on the bright side. That is what I'm trying to do. I'm not an optimist, but I'm trying. Which is alot more than I can say for some people. Here is something I'd like to say to them, which I stole out of Allie's profile! -*-No matter how you're sad and blue There's always someone who has it worse than you Sometimes you gotta pay your dues So don't worry just push on through-*- Okay, I'm done with that! My momma took me our to lunch at Ukrops so I could get a salad. Yay! Gotta love the salad bar there. I have an unhealthy obsession with it. I stole that phrase from Jackie, because we all know I'm a big clepto. At 3 o' clock I had to perform with my ballet. It went smoothly considering I only pracitced once before now. Haha..the lil' old ladies loved it. And now I'm here. Allie is telling me how Ashley Coats told her that Indianettes get no respect. I was like, nice of you. And Ash also said how the dances she has done are so much harder and it would be no challenge. I was like, try camp darlin'. I love Ashley and I can't believe she would say stuff like that. Humph, shows that I really don't know some people afterall. Pff...and I listened to Pam's answering machine and it amused me! I'm outtie, I gotta go back to ballet in a little while. Joy, can't wait. Talk to you soon! I'm the only one who can rescue me from ME...M a R i A n N e I wanna say things that I could never say

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Subject: Another one! I stole from Marie this time. Muhahaha Time: 7:22 pm. Mood: amused. Music: Sweetest Sin --Jessica Simpson.

Another survey, I'm so bored! >LAYER ONE >-- Name: Marianne >-- Birthplace: Baltimore, Maryland >-- Current Location: Fredicksburg, VA >-- Eye Color: Hazel >-- Hair Color: Dishwasher brown..lol, plain and ugly >-- Height: 5'5" well, according to the brillant minds of the Drew P.E. department >-- Righty or Lefty: Righty >-- Zodiac Sign: Leo > >LAYER TWO >-- Your heritage: Umm Irish, French, German, English, Native American...others I don't know... >-- The shoes you wore today: flip-flops >-- Your weakness: presents, puppy-dog faces >-- Your fears: going no where in life >-- Your perfect pizza: Um, I don't like pizza that much...lol... >-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Be the other happiest person in the world ((the was Marie's answer)) > >LAYER THREE >-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: "lol" I think everything is funny >-- Your first thoughts waking up: "Why the fuck is my fucking alarm clock still fucking on" I set it when I need to babysit and forget to turn it off. Or it's...what show is on now? >-- Your best physical feature: Nothing. Um, I don't know...I have good abs...Whoop. -- Your bedtime: Whenever I'm tired >-- Your most missed memory: Your mom. > >LAYER FOUR >-- Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi >-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's >-- Single or group dates: Depends >-- Adidas or Nike: Nike >-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton >-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate >-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee >--Rock or Rap: Rock > >LAYER FIVE >-- smoke: Nope...smoking kills 1200 people a day! >-- Cuss: Yup, not in front of my mom of course ::grins:: >-- Sing: Not good. In the shower, while vacuuming, and when I'm home alone...don't wanna hurt anyone >-- Take a shower everyday: yup...sometimes a bath too, they are relaxing! >-- Have a crush(es): Not really at the moment >-- Do you think you've been in love: Nope :( >-- Want to go to college: Yup, far away from here! >-- Like high school: Um, get back to be in about 3 weeks >-- Want to get married: of course >-- Believe in yourself: Sometimes, when I'm not being a Negative Nancy >-- Get motion sickness: Yes, I always take dramamine >-- Think you're attractive: sometimes -- Think you're a health freak: Pff..no. >-- Get along with your parents: pretty much, we argue alot, but nothing too major >-- Like thunderstorms: No. Hate them. With a passion. >-- Play an instrument: Nope >LAYER SIX: In the past month... >-- Drank alcohol: Yes -- Smoked: nope >-- Done a drug: nope >-- Had Sex: Oh yeah, all the time ::cough:: >-- Made out: nope >-- Gone on a date: nope >-- Gone to the mall?: Yeah >-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I ate an entire box of some other cookie..lol >-- Eaten sushi: Nope >-- Been on stage: Yes..I love the stage! >-- Been dumped: Nope, I haven't had a boyfriend in 29374 million years >-- Gone skating: Yes >-- Made homemade cookies: Yes >-- Gone skinny dipping: nope >-- Dyed your hair: nope >-- Stolen anything: I'M SUCH A CLEPTO! Hahahaha...just thinking about that makes me laugh >LAYER SEVEN: Ever.. >-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes >-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no >-- Been caught "doing something": no >-- Been called a tease: not that i know of >-- Gotten beaten up: Oh I definitely beat Marie when we wrestled! But, yeah, it was kinda at a Girl Scout meeting so nothing major happened. Hahaha >-- Shoplifted: Nope >-- Changed who you were to fit in: Nope, I'm just my lame ol' self. > >LAYER EIGHT >-- Age you hope to be married: 26 >-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1 or 2. Girls names: Natilie, Lydia, Hope Boys names: Mark and some others but yeah, can't think at the moment! >-- Describe your dream wedding: I don't know. Something simple, but really beautiful. >-- How do you want to die: In my sleep. >-- Where you want to go to college: Julliard. Or Colombia. Or Oxford, because it's FAR away from here! >-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Dancer or journalist >-- What country would you most like to visit: Hmm...Frace maybe? Or Iceland > >LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl... >-- Best eye color? Green >-- Best Hair color? Black..or dark brown >-- Short or long hair: not any longer than mine and not bald >-- Height: My height or taller >-- Best weight: In the middle >-- Best articles of clothing: Preppy >-- Best first date location: Anyplace with food >-- Best first kiss location: Sunset =) > > >LAYER TEN >-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 23508240598203945 or none. >-- Number of people I could trust with my life: maybe 4 >-- Number of CDs that I own: Um, more than 2! >-- Number of piercings: One in each ear, but getting my second and third soon >-- Number of tattoos: none..YET! -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: around 10, don't keep track >-- Number of scars on my body: 3, one from shaving, one from swinging on a door, and one from running into a bush while rollerblading with Pam >-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Too much =(

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Subject: Holla Back Stafford! Time: 4:27 pm. Mood: flirty. Music: The T.V. in the other room, should prolly go turn that off!.

Wow, I'm in such a good mood right now! And my day wasn't that great or exciting. I mostly sat around. I went for a jog up to the Food Lion at 8 to get breakfast ((Cap'n Crunch and donuts!)) Yum, not exactly too healthy so I turned on the television and danced to whatever song came on. Wow! I'm very white. And watched my re-runs! I talked to Jenni on the telefono because she was bored and had nothing better to do! She was at her mom's work. We talked about...whatelse? DANCE! And school and stupid stuff I don't wanna think about at the moment. School is wwwwaaayyy too close. And I'm not done with that stupid AP history paper. That was one of my chores today: oh well! I'm such a procrastinator. That is something else I need to change. That is gonna take some hard work. Anyway, not much else so about my day except... I love you Carley! Your hair will look awesome. Hehe, and you've never seen me play dodgeball ::scowls:: You're the best babe, I'm so happy we are such good friends! I love y'all, let's end this with a song! Jackie knows, it's one of my favs! "Who I Am" --Jessica Andrews If I live to be a hundred And never see the seven wonders That'll be alright If I don't make it to the big leagues If I never win a Grammy I'm gonna be just fine Cause I know exactly who I am I am Rosemary's granddaughter The spitting image of my father And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy But I've got friends that love me And they know just where I stand It's all a part of me And that's who I am So when I make a big mistake And when I fall flat on my face I know I'll be alright Should my tender heart be broken I will cry those teardrops knowing I will be just fine Cause nothing changes who I am I am Rosemary's granddaughter The spitting image of my father And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy But I've got friends that love me And they know just where I stand It's all a part of me And that's who I am I'm a saint and I'm a sinner I'm a loser; I'm a winner I am steady and unstable I'm young, but I am able

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Subject: Survey I stole from Jenni, because I'm a big CLEPTO! Time: 9:38 pm. Mood: tired. Music: I've got "So Yesterday" stuck in my head!.

Survey Time! I know I just updated but I'm bored! name : Marianne nicknames: Mari, MLD, M-Dawg, Midge, Stinky, Vanja, Marianners, Crayola, HairyMan Bigpain..WAY more! sex : 97% girl, 3% alien age : 13, I'm a youngin'! current residence : Virginia hair color : Dishwasher brown eye color : Hazel writing hand : right height: 5'5 BODY iLLS and SKiLLS do you bite your nails : nope can you roll your tongue : I taught myself how a few years ago, cuz I'm special like that can you raise one eyebrow at a time : nope can you blow smoke rings : i dont smoke can you blow spit bubbles: yesum can you cross your eyes : yesum tattoos and where : nowhere..YET! piercings and where : 1 in each ear, but I'm allowed to get my 2nd and 3rd do you make your bed daily : I have to ::grumpy face:: CLOTHES what goes on first bra or underwear : underwear which shoe goes on first : haha whichever one I can find speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : I threw my slipper at Jackie last time she was here! how much money is usually in your wallet : Don't have a wallet what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : My cross necklace whats sexiest on a guy : eyes and SMILE whats sexiest on a gurl: Eww would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : never thought about it! FOOD do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : Um, I don't really like spagetti but I usually cut it because I'm messy how many cereals are in your cabinet : Um, not the good kind ::scowls:: what utensils do you use eating pizza : my hands do you cook : i can microwave! and make pancakes ((Carley!)) and toast GROOMiNG how often do you brush your teeth : 3 times a day, retainers make 'em feel nasty how often do you shower/bathe : everyday how long do these showers last : 20 minutes, depending on whether or not I'm in a hurry or have to shave hair drying method: Usually air dry do you paint your nails : sometimes MANNERS do you swear : A little do you spit in public : ewww no do you pee in the shower : Haha no. iN and AROUND the cd player : Dixie Chicks person you talk most on the phone with : My mom! what color is your bedroom : Purple do you use an alarm clock : Yeah, it's so flippin' annoying! have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : nope ever sunbathed in the nude : nope window seat or aisle : aisle, it's easier to talk to other people on the bus whats your sleeping position : on my stomach, with one hand under the pilliow and one foot out, I'm very specific when it comes to sleeping what kind of bed do you like : a comfy one, I loved laying on all the matresses when I went funiture shopping with the lovely Carley! in hot weather do you use a blanket : Yeah, I always have to have my covers do you snore : nope do you sleepwalk : Sometimes do you talk in your sleep : Yup, and I scream...long story from camp last year! do you sleep with a stuffed animal : A bunch: Edgar the polar bear, my beaver, the raindeer Carley gave me for Christmas in 7th grade, Blackberry the bear, the bear from Samantha I got in 4th grade, the bear Allie gave me for Christmas this year, and the bear Lindsay gave me for Valentine's day. WHEW! Lots of bears.. how about the light on : I've got a Noah's ark nightlight ::blushes:: do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : Not usually WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU were kissed or kissed someone : while ago watched bambi : long time ago cried : a few days ago talked on the phone : today, to my mom and carley read a book : about to go read in a few punched someone : can't remember..lol THE FUTURE where do you see yourself ten years from now: hopefully married w/ a job and kids and all that who are you gonna be married to and where : Josh Hartnett ((a girl can dream!)) and somewhere nice! lol how many kids do you want to have : 1 or 2 your jOb : Of course a dancer, and maybe a journalist? Not sure future school : Anywhere away from here..lol MUSiC is music important to you : yes! do you sing? : not good, but I do! what instruments do you play?: None, not musically talented what do you think of Eminem : He's ok in your opinion, what band is the best of all time? : well, the only band I REALLY loved for a long time was the Spice Girls...LoL and Bridget and I watched that movie a while ago DO YOU LiKE pop music : only the good dance kind rock music : love it! punk music : yeah! rap music : its ok hip-Hop/RB: only good dance kind country : not really jazz : oh yeah! ::cough:: classical : can live w/o it what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about : Um, dunno..lol last word : I love Jenni for letting my steal this from her! Night y'all, I'm tired!

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Subject: Go away but don't leave me alone Time: 8:45 pm. Mood: pleased. Music: None at this very moment!.

I hijacked the title from Rachel's profile. Everyone who doesn't know Rachel, you should, she pimps. She is another freshman on Varsity! Whoop Whoop. Carley & Jenni made my day today, keep reading! This morning, I wrote Jenni a poem professing my love to her. Haha, yeah, I was bored and I do love Jenni super alot. So after I did that, she dedicated this to me. DaNcN4ShS05: I love you Marianne...Oh yes I do...I love you Marianne...I truly do...When I'm without you...I'm BLUE...OH Marianne I love you And then Carley said this just now: VAs Finest 06: Go Go Go Go Mari.. Its your Birthday.. We're gunna party like its your Birthday... Drink some coke and burp cause its your birthday.. you know we all gotta dance.. cause its your birthday! Those are my Indianette friends for ya! Gotta love 'em. Practice today rocked. We learned the "Make it Clap" dance from camp. It's awesome. Except I get confused because we always turn our heads and it might give some people the impression that we are paranoid. Okay, since I just now told you the end of my day...Let's now go back to the beginning. I sat on my lazy ass and watched re-runs. Woot. How cool am I? Yup, and pondered about my existance. And I cleaned my room. I need a life...I really do. I wish people would invite me to hang out with them. I can't hang out with alot of people because I don't have a ride to their houses but no one local wants to hang anymore. Oh well...I'm over it. I'm trying to be stay happy. Like they say in the Lion King ::Drumroll:: Hakuna Matata! It means no worries, for the rest of your days! It's our problem free Philosophy Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase... Okay I'm done. That's all of the song I know. But it's true. I wish I was more care-free. Actually I wish I was alot more things but that is one of the only things I can actually change about myself. I'm working on it! Anyway: I taught Brittnay M. how to make things move and stuff. I feel smart! And I have nothing else to say except I talked to Pam for a lil' while the other day. ::Sigh:: I don't think our friendship will ever be that strong again. Their was so much drama and stuff this year...bah. I'm not thinking about the past. Only the future =) Random Fact of the Day: You are more likely to die from a coconut falling on your head than a shark attacking you! --My dad Wow! Who woulda thought. We have great conversations at my house. Come anytime, you won't wanna come back. Kidding, kidding...shouldn't scare off the few friends I actually have!

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Subject: You can turn out the sun, but I'm still gonna shine! Time: 6:23 pm. Mood: lonely. Music: I'm a Believer --Shrek!.

Well hello everyone. I'm offically the most boring person on the planet. Now that we've all been informed of that, let's begin with yesterday night: I made $25. I babysat a girl my bro's age and her younger bro who is going into Kindergarden. She scared me half to death because she kept showing me her gymnastics and stuff. I thought she was going to fall on her head and die. Anyway guys...she didnt', and the night went pretty well. I got home at like 10:30 and fell asleep watching Jerry Macguire with my momma. Who was in an insanely good mood and that scared me too. Today I got up and yelled at whoever talked to me because it was early. I hopped in the shower (literally, I was running late and bummed my hip on the soap tray thingy and now have a lovely bruise)) and then we went to 10:30 mass. Father Kenna talked about rappers in his homily, and the lady next to me was mean. I'm sorry, but that was all I got out of church today. I'll try harder next time God ::prays:: I got back and started cleaning my room. It is a friggin' disaster area. And it only got worse because I kept taking breaks to see if anyone wanted to hang out. But no one was online, so I guess they all had other cooler people to hang out with. So I watched "She's All That" on T.V. Whoop, the highlight of my day. Good movie though. @ 4 we had to go to Joseph's baseball party. It was at CiCi's...only we went to the wrong one. Did you know there is one on 610? Wow, I learned something new today. So we were in the car for an incrediably long time and my brother was getting annoying because he kept asking random questions. Like about string, and microphones. I mean, what the hell goes on in his head. I mean, he is a guy, so that kinda stuff could be expected...Hehe, anyway, I had a good time. I mean, all you can eat buffet, what's not to like. They had their super-duper award ceremony and then we left. And my brother annoyed me with his whistling. Great kid. Now I'm here, being sarcastic and feeling mighty lonely. Everyone had a best friend or a boyfriend. And lately I've been feeling so out of the loop. Very unloved. URGH...I hate it, with a passion. I just want people to seldomly tell me or act like they truly need me in their life. Some of them already do, like my Jacka Lacka and Stevie, but they have other best friends too. Bah, I'm making myself sad. I'm done, going to do: something else that doesn't envolve boring you with my troubles. Am I made of glass, cuz you see right through me? <333 Marianne

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Subject: I just want you to know who i am.. Time: 3:16 pm. Mood: mischievous. Music: Truth No. 4 --Dixie Chicks.

I stole the title from one of Jackie's titles. Because I'm a CYRPTO! Just like somea wonderful person on dance team. Hahahaha, don't ask. I don't even think I spelled that right ^^^. Anyway...that wasn't important at all, I'll just stop with that topic of conversation. I don't even know the last time I updated...So I'll start with yesterday. Whoop. I woke up and watched T.V. Gosh, I'm just so incrediably popular, no one called or wanted to hang out. Hence, I kept watching televison. I stretched out a little, because the back of my legs were sore plus 5. And around 1:00 Nicole was like, the only one online and she was home alone so I asked her to come over. I love Nicole to death everyone, but she is the slowest freakin' person on the planet. She got here around 3. So we just hung out and she kept talking about Corey. But I didn't really want to because I'm friends with Corey because he was really nice to me the whole time him and Nicole were going out, and Holly is my really good friend to. Then she had to go home and clean the kitchen so I got online and pimped it. And then Nicole came back over and we went down to rent a movie. We got "What a Girl Wants" because my momma wanted to see it too. And then we danced our way over to Dollar General and I bought eyeliner and Nicole got food. These yummy things...haha, I can't remember what they are called. Smooth of me...Anywoo...We chilled in my room until the pizza got here and Nicole decided to spend the night. Dinner was an experience. I told everyone how the last two movies my mom and I watched ((Billy Elliot and Bend It Like Beckham)) took place in England and had gay people in them. Hahaha, I have mad observation skills. Then my mom, being Ms. Smarty Pants goes on to tell me that 10% of people in the world are gay. So it takes me about 3453 hours to figure out that that means 1 in every 10 people are gay. Wow! That's alot. And then Nicole figured out my legs are lesbians. Hahaha, I don't know how that happened. And then we sang and my parents ignored our stupid teenage-ness. After that lovely supper, we got online and goofed off. Then after my mom put my bro in the shower, we watched our movie. I thought it was really funny and the guy was hot. That is like all I talked about the whole movie. Then we went upstairs and talked and stuff. And went to bed because we were tired as what. Got up at 8:30 this morning! Yeesh, took a shower and got ready for the stupid carwash. My dog stole half my bagel so I was a little late. Oh well, only like half the team was there. And most of the people came late. I held signs with Jeanne and Holly when she showed up. Jeanna would yell through the megaphone at hot guys. She'd be like: HOLLA! It was the greatest. And Ann-Marie would make all the truck drivers honk. And the mexicans would roll down their windows and all 934 in their stupid nasty ass trucks would stick their heads out. Lovely I know. And when I was washing cars, which wasn't often because no one wanted to come, I goofed off with Jenni. Because we are in special ed together. SHE STOLE THE PLAID CRAYON FROM ME! Hahaha, great times. Then when my daddy came to get his car washed he got brought me Sub-way. Yum. And I yelled at the cars some more. It was drizzling like, most of mid-day and the afternoon so people decided to tell us that as they went by. Wow, glad they think we are fucking retarded. We didn't plan to have it in the rain. Duh. Jeanne and I had to pee like racehorses and so we spent like 1/2 an hour in Earl's trying to find the bathroom. Then we decided to ask someone and couldn't find anyone. LoL, it was funny. Then we got to yell at the cars some more. At about 2 it really started to rain so we decided to finish up, and Jenni and I had a fight with the suds and Steff sprayed us. I love my Jenni..she freakin' pimps. Now I'm here, talking to Allie about how she hurt her ankle. Very smooth babe, but ya know I love ya! And Carley G. is telling me how crazy I am. I try I try! Hehe. I get to babysit tonight. Humph, I hate missing Marie's birthday bash. I miss her and Herbie! SO much. Hopefully you read this babe. So sorry I can't make it. This is long and pointless. I'm out like I would be in dodgeball. ..::..M a R i A n N e..::..

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Subject: Long time no update! Time: 6:22 pm. Mood: bouncy. Music: ::Get Low::.

Hey y'all. I'm updating because my Jackie told me too! It's been over a week. Sorry about that! I tried to update and tell y'all about last Thursday, Friday and Saturday but it kept deleating. Basically, I sat around on my lazy ass. Thursday was my mom's birthday and I baked her a cake! Hehe, it was yummay even though it came out lopsided. Haha, it was my first time, cut me some slack. Hehe: Friday night after dance ((we got our extremly cute clothes)) I headed over to my JackaLacka's hizzouse. Kara was already there and Britt came a little while after me. We got online and I ate my Cap'n Crunch that I brought with me because I didn't want my bro to eat it. Hehe, I'm a cool cat. We had an insane about of fun. It should be illegal putting us together. I had fun dancing and eating food. If you read this:Y'all are so great, I love spending time with you!! Anyway, Saturday my daddy came and got me and I said good-bye to my mom and bro because they were headed up to Maryland. Then we went to the mall because I had to buy stuff for camp. We went to Dick's sporting goods and I knocked over all the bike helmets. People laughed at me. And then I saw Lizzy and Amber on my way out. Yay! They were looking lovely. Then my daddy was being nice and took me out to lunch at AppleBees. Yummy stuff! Then I came home and started packing for super duper dance camp! And I can't remember much else. Except it took me like 90237 hours to put my hair in curlers by myself. I seem to be lacking in that skills department. LoL Sunday we left! Had to be at the school at freakin' 9 in the morning. We stood around and Carley's dad took pictures. I sat with Taleyah ((That's not how you spell her name but I forgot :-\)) cuz Carley sat with Savannah and yeah. I felt left out the entire bus ride. Not a great way to start everything out. We watched the competion tape from last year on the way up and ate at Burger King. Haha, Allie got glared at by some old lady. And I threw money at her. We got to Shanndoah University early so we unloaded and then danced around in front of our dorm. Most to Get Low and Right Thurr. Because Holly liked those songs and everyone was too tired to argue with her! I talked to Timms about her and Steven. They are so friggin' cute together. She is alot of fun. Anyway, it started to rain and I talked to Corey on Holly's cell. He told me he really liked Holly and he was thinking about breaking up Nicole and wanted me to do it. I wasn't going to do that for him. She wasn't home, she was at her grandma's and I was at camp. That isn't cool. Plus, she probably wouldn't believe me. Anyway, we finally get into our dorms and stuff and everyone gets unpacked. We shared a floor with the team from Dance Zone. I roomed with Carley, and we were across the hall from Allie and Jfer and next to Jenni and Steffy. Wahoo. Our room was pretty boring because we had nothing to decorate it with. And there was no AC and no fridge's or microwaves. Everyone was pissed off. Then we had to go to the auditorim and meet the other squads. We stretched, learned a "get together" dance and played team building games. And met with our PI's. I have no idea what PI means. Haha, there were 4 of them and they taught us all the dances and stuff. Like coaches. Anyway, then we had dinner! Yay for food. And then we went back and got ready for the evaluation that night. Alot of the varsity didn't bring the right outfit so we had a ghetto one but it's all good! We did the dance we had been working on. The other high school was super good. And they won. But whatever. I had fun. We played teambuilding games and our Varsity won! Then, we chilled in our dorms and ate and took showers and fun stuff like that. And I got my hair french braided. It was fun. We are all big goofballs. And I couldn't fall asleep...it sucked...And the garbage people came to empty the dumpsters at 3 o'clock. Big stupids. I was about to go murder them. How lovely! Monday was school spirit day. We used puffy paint to put war paint on our faces and we have SHS Indians on our legs. And our hair in french braids and blue and yellow feathers! We looked pimp. Allison made up a song about muffins at breakfast! We were late for stretches, but it's all good. And then the people showed us the three dances we were to pick from. And Mrs. Abel made me go to the stupid beginner jazz one. Because I was a freshman. The whole time we were there I kept feeling like she doesn't have faith in me because I'm younger. Not fun. Anyway, me and Madison had a great time goofing around in the back. Then we did other stuff that I can't remember. All I really remember is that I felt really bad compared to the other girls. I'm really going to start working hard on dancing. We ate lunch and went back to the dorms to re-aply paint and chill before we had to go learn another routine. Rachel hurt her hand. Not cool. I love her, she is one of the other freshman on Varsity. She's my ballet buddy! And Carley talked to Lizzy who told her something that involed Jim and she started crying. And I tried to give her and hug and asked her what happened...But she was like: "I don't want to talk about it, get off me." And then she went to Timms' room and talked to her and Holly. That made me so upset. She said how she hates when people ask her why she is crying because it makes it worse. But she was crying in a crowded room. And like, she made me feel really unwanted. So when we went to learn the team rountine I was upset and the stupid dance was stupid! LoL...We played some cool teambuilding games. Dangerous though. Holly and Savannah pimped out Ships & Sailors! Yay for Stafford. Hoo-rah. Then we had our evaluations. We had to do one of the dances we learned that day. I got a blue ribbon for the jazz one!! I was SO proud. It's because I smiled so much. And because I supposedly have great techinque. And then we went back to our dorms and chilled. Savannah really got on my nerves. She is so freakin' mean to everyone. She acts like she owns Stafford now. She can back up. And Madison flipped off the bed for us. Haha, she should be on Jackass. She did all these stunts and didn't hurt herself. Then we ((Me, Carley, Madi, Timms, Rachel, and Taleyah)) decided since it's against EDA rules to have shaving cream fights, we would play slip 'n slide with shaving cream on Madi's materess. Well, Holly walked in as it was starting...right after I went, and Madi had already gone too! And Savannah was right behind her. Holly goes "OMG!" and shuts the door so Savannah didn't see but she went and told Mrs. Abel she thought we were up to something. So she comes and we got yelled at and then everyone wanted a picture. And we had to hurry and clean up because we had 20 minutes before the P.I.'s came to check on us. So we all got covered, cleaned it up like mad, and took showers with our clothes on. Great night. SO much fun! Tuesday...Woo another day of hell. It was EDA spirit day so we were pimpin' our EDA tee-shirts. I spilled my drink all over my plate at breakfast and Jenni laughed at me. We had to pick routine's again and I did one with Carley, Allison, and Jenni. It was really cute. We got to free-style most of it so what's not to like!! Then we did other stuff that I can't remember! Haha, nice I know! Lots of shaking our asses. Always fun =)=) I spilled my drink again at lunch! Haha, not a good day. And then for my 2nd routine I did kicks with most of Varsity. It was so cute and pretty easy. I had a mad headache though. We did stuff, yay! Haha, I don't remember anything!! I mostly remember what happened in the dorms so bear with me! Anyway, we had another evaluation and everyone who did kicks got a blue ribbon! I was happy! But I still had a headache so I was quiet that night. Madison got in trouble for trying to jump off her wardrobe and I came in the room as she was telling MaMa J that she was trying to clean the ceiling. LoL. Then I layed under her bed. And everyone forgot about me. We had some major girl talk! Hehe, and we all talked about how Savannah was stupid, annoying, and mean. And about how she is a CLEPTO!! Haha Carley knows. Carley loves that word and yelled it all the time and Savannah would laugh. Shit for brains. She doesn't catch on. Me and Carley started packing at like 12 and got in trouble 652 times by Mrs. Abel. Haha oh well! We were all so excited because it was our last night! And my hair was in curlers. FINAL DAY! We got all pretty! My hair looked good! I was surprised. Timms did an awesome job with the curlers. Anyway, I had fun doing my make-up. Lots of glitter. Holly and Jeanne's looked really cute and they told everyone how they are copywriting it. Cool cats! Hehe, we went and practiced our team routine like 92374 times and then performed it. Everyone else went and we cheered. And voted that Dance Zone had the best spirit of the week. There was this one girl who was so cute and SO good. I wanted to put her in my pocket and take her home with me. Anyway, we got a superior rating! And a bid to Nationals. JV didn't though. They have time though. Timms and Steffy got invited to Hawaii! It was a fun awards ceremony. We got all our stuff and left after that! Wahoo. Spent most of the time singing and making fun of Carley's voice. We stopped at Mickey D's and I slept a little and we got back around 3. I was one of the last people to be picked up because I'm loved. I came home, chilled and slept. That was my evening. And talked to Nicole. Corey and Holly had talked so much at camp. And Corey kept saying he wanted to break up with Nicole but kept putting it off. I'm happy that Holly really likes him but Nicole is my friend too. I hate being in the middle And Nicole calls and tells me her side of the story. I'm sorry, but she should have seen this coming the minute she knew Corey went to Holly's house more than once. She was all upset today and wouldn't stop talking about it. It's Corey, he's my friend, but he has screwed so many of my friends over. I tried to be there for her as much as I could. Today I babysat, made 20 bucks, counted my money, hung out with Bridget for an hour and am about to go to the movies with my mom! Yay, I'm cool. I talked to Stevie and Jackie today! Yay, my two "always there" girlie. I'm tired and this is SO LONG! Wow! Proud of myself. I'm taking over, now watch me shine! <333 Marianne Camp was fun. Mad love for my Indianette girlies! From the windows...to the wall! Hehe, great times.

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Subject: You gotta kick a little...be tough, and let 'em know you've had enough Time: 3:32 pm. Mood: thirsty. Music: Shania Twain.

The title has nothing to do with what I'm writing about, I stole it from Kate because I thought it was cute. Hehe, I'll start with yesterday kids: Hmm...Now that I go to tell you about it, I don't think I did anything important. Except I worked on my AP History assingment, haha, I also need to work on my spelling. Anyway, and I also put on loud music to dance my sorrows away. Hehe, I was just feeling kinda down yesterday, and that helped. Then @ 5:20 Carley picked me up and we headed to dance...We didn't start until like 6:30 because the gym wasn't open and the cafeteria was full of stuff. So we ran in the hallways. Timms thinks she broke her toe =(=( She dropped a frozen pizza box on it, and if it is broken she can't go to camp. I love Timms, she cracks me up! Anyway...I kinda caught up on the dance, I suck, but I know it. I just have to practice alot alot alot. I came home, had a party in your pants, and went to bed. Oh yeah, Courtney Rubel IMed me. I can't believe she remembered who I was. From 5th grade...She's awesome, I can't wait to see her up at super duper Stafford. And, Lizzy made my day by asking one of Joe Oyler's ghetto friends what he was wearing...Because he IMed me and started playing 20 questions because he obviously has no hobbies. Gotta love her. Today was insanely uneventful. I got up early and my mom took me and my brother out to breakfast. Whoop, then I went to get my retainers. They are so flippin' annoying. I've had them for a whole like..8 hours and I've already almost lost them twice Slick of me, I know. I had to sit in the basement with my dog for a while cuz Teresa came to dust and scrub the bathrooms. And I danced some more and watched re-runs. Then I made myself some tuna! It was yummy. It's really sad that tuna fish was the highlight of my day. Just now I went and saw my neighbors ((the Wildmans)) new puppy!! It's sooooo adorable. She is a fast runner for something with so short of legs. Kinda like Kimba! Haha, kidding. =) I told you I was boring. The only other thing I have today is a meeting for dance and then practice. Wa-hoo. I love how none of my friends ever want to hang with me anymore. Like, everyone has someone else. Maybe that is just my freakish paranonia...Luckily I think I'm going to Smidgeroni's tomorrow, probably with Nicole and then hopefully to Britts to hang with her and *Jack Attack* Because I know she loves that name. Hahaha. Back to what I was saying, I'm feeling a little left out. This is a little random, but I wanna see my Lindsay and my Marie. I haven't seen either of them in ages. If you read this, I love y'all and miss you tons! And I love my other friends too!! You guys rock my mother fucking socks off! Just wanted to let ya know, no matter how bitchy I am in this thing, I will always have mad love for you. After all, you are privlegded enough to have this address =)=) I like my sex just like my salad dressing...ON THE SIDE! <333 Marianne

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Subject: Yay for popcorn shrimp! Time: 9:35 pm. Mood: geeky. Music: Shake ya Tailfeather --P. Diddy, Nelly, & Murphy Lee.

Urgh, this is my second time doing this entry and it's not even that important. Oh well...I usually hate Mondays but today wasn't so bad. My mom and brother are so cool. They spend the whole morning whispering so they don't wake me up, like and hour and a half because they are slow...and it's the dog barking or the garage door that wakes me up. It's the thought that counts =) That reminds me, I still dunno what to get my mom for her birthday. It's on Wednesday, the same day as Harry Potters!! Wow, my mom is awesome. Anyway, I think I might get her a bathrobe because I stole her other one...And it's old and un-soft now too. Un-soft, betcha haven't heard that one before! Anyway, back to my boring life...I left @ 9 to go babysit the Churchill's. Emily is my bro's age ((Going into 5th grade)) and Sam is...I dunno...LoL. He just had a birthday, but I can't for the life of me remember what grade he is going into. Oh well, you don't care. I made them watch Charmed with me because I love that show and I didn't want to miss it! They liked it okay, but I made up for it by letting them eat all the doughnuts. It went downhill from there. They have ginuea pigs ((spelling)) and I'm allergic to them. So they clean before I come and they keep 'em upstairs. But I didn't take my medicine this morning, like a smart, so I start getting watery eyes and stuff a little after I get there. And after lunch, I was like dead. I couldn't sit up or anything...They were so good for me too. I love them. I feel bad because I did a horrible job of watching them and still got paid. I'm gunna make them a cake or something next time I go, AND take my medicine! I came back and slept some more and then I was fine. So Nicole called me like 3495 times about lacrosse because I had to sub in for someone on the other team and she was bored so she decided to go and be a sub too! And it's all cloudy outside and as soon as we get like half-way there it starts pouring. So we get there and chill in the car and laugh at the soccer players who had to run. And Nicole tells me about field hockey camp and stuff. I sold my stick to her, so I guess my field hockey career is offically over. Oh well, Mrs. Evens kinda wrecked it for me by not giving me a chance to play this year. I'm glad to be trying new things. Back to what I was rambling on about. We left and went to Skorz because we are cool and were hungry and Nicole's momma was meeting her friends there. We had popcorn shrimp ((Hence, the title of this entry!)) So we talked about whats been going on lately. I would seriously be dead without my Nicole Noel. I love ya to death girlie!! And I love my Carley, Jackie, Allie, Lizzy, Stevie, Linds and Marie! I'm in a loving mood right now. I love more people but they don't read my journal so I'm not typing their names. Hehe, but seriously kids, y'all keep me going. Mucho Amor! Now I'm home. And my mom is watching something on T.V. about a dead guy, my dad is untangling my necklace and Kim is telling me about how she wanted to kill herself because Ervin and Bridget went out for like 3 hours :-\ So I'm trying to be supportive. This is so very pointless! ~*Ain't a cloud in the sky, all my tears have been cried*~ Hopefully that is true, I don't want to dwell on the bad things anymore. Putting it like Lizzy: Drama sucks. I don't wanna be a part of it anymore. I'm changing the way I do business! PoCoLoCo8185: gimme a quote of the day for my journal Indianette007: Hmm... Indianette007: I have no idea. Indianette007: But Indianette007: Earlier today, I forgot how to spell my name. --Not exactly what I was looking for, but it works because...I wanna be just like Allie when I grow up!

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Subject: Tell me what's so wrong with havin' a lil' faith, in what your feelin' in your heart? Time: 9:21 pm. Mood: grateful. Music: The soundtrack to a musical called Stonewall Country.

The title is part of a song from the Dixie Chicks. I freakin' love that c.d. Nice lil' random fact about me! So, today was special. I did get to go to Jackie's house...around 2:00. My dad was nice and slow at Home Depot and then didn't answer his cell. Cool kid. It was me, Jackie, Britt, Kara and Katie being retarded together. We were watching the tape of the Show Choir performance and it took like 80 years to persuade Jackie not to fast-foward thru her solo. Then she got mad because we turned it up loud. She thought it was bad. I thought it was way better than anything I could have ever done. So she would talk to us until we put signs on the door saying "We love you ALOT" and having pictures of penises! And then I sat and her lap and humped her until she told me she loved me. I love you too Jack Attack Hmm, then after that ordeal we fooled around with the video-camera some more and made "The Real Werd, ghetto!" Haha, it was so funny. Jackie was the video-camera girl, Katie was the virgin, Kara was a lesbian stoner, Britt was a raver and I was a wigger ((Double hoop...I put Jackie's earrings on a shoelace and called it my bling-bling)) But then my pants kept falling down so they kicked me off the show after I chased Katie with an empty bottle...And then I came back as a ditzy slut! Katie was so hilarious, I almost died listening to her talk about how sex was bad. My dad came and kidnapped me back around 6. I bummed around because I'm a boring person like that. I saw my bro for the first time in like 2 weeks. He was at camp to. As much as he bugs the shit about me, it gave me fuzzy feelings when he hugged me and said he had missed me alot. I know, 1-2-3 AWW! And I had a jelly-bean craving. My bro has this mini maching that only takes pennies and I couldn't find any. I seriously spent like 15 minutes because I had nothing better to do. And they were yummy. But hey: That's why ya love me Anyway, me and Lizzy are cool. And I'm glad. Lizzy Friggin' Imsick--If you read this--I love ya girlie! Glad I know that we can talk out the problems. We can get thru all the drama, together. Hehe...And I finally talked to Stevie! She is so busy, that loser. Her and Nick are going out again. He didn't even tell me he got a new screename, and had the nerve to yell at me about not talking to him at Spanky's. He can just bite me, I'll think about that later. So, I'm in a pretty good mood right now. Just soakin' up the sweet summer! My mom's birthday is on Wednesday and I'm trying to figure out something to get her so I'll update if anything exciting happens! I'm babysitting tomorrow and hopefully hanging out with my Carley soon...Whoop! Final thought: Happy two monthes to Corey and Nicole. =) Congrats!

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Subject: Let's play a game... Time: 11:57 am. Mood: frustrated. Music: I'm likin' the peace -n- quiet right now..

Here is a nice new game everyone can start playing. This is how it goes: Everyone can stop thinking they know exactly how I'm feeling, and know exactly what I'm thinking all the time, just because they read this, or just because they talk to me online. This is a fucking journal for gosh sakes. You let go. You talk about what's happening in your life, and how it affects you. I'm sorry that it pisses people off sometimes, but I can't control how I'm feeling. And I'm also not very good at getting my feelings and thoughts into words. It's hard, and I'm working on it. That is why I started this. Hold it against me if you must. That's your problem. I don't want to cause trouble, if I did, I'd put this in my profile so everyone and their mom could read it. But I don't. You've gotta understand me on this one. Wheww done ranting. See, it feels good when you get that out. Shoot me. I really wanna go to Jackie's house today. I'm so bored, and Jackie and Britt always make things super fun. I'm talking to Carley about how Stacie always starts stuff. I hate it when people do that. Bring up stuff that doesn't matter one bit and get people mad about it. So my advice to people like that: Get a stupid hobby. Carley has gone to read Harry Potter. I thought her or Jackie wrote the comment in Pam's journal. But it wasn't either or them. Woah, that means more than the 3 of us think that. Urgh, I wish I could tell Pam how I'm feeling but remember I'm not good at telling people how I feel Staind "So Far Away" This is my life It's not what it was before All these feelings I've shared And these dreams That I'd never lived before Somebody shake me 'cause I I must be sleeping Now that we're here, it's so far away All the struggle we thought was all in vain They all finally start to go away Now that we're here, it's so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed To be the person I am today These are my words That I've never said before I think I'm doing okay And this smile That I've never shown before Somebody shake me 'cause I I must be sleeping

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