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Sunday, September 9th, 2007

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Subject:fuckitalllllllll.
Time:12:34 pm.
if she wants to dance and drink all night, well there's no one that can stop her.

Monday, September 3rd, 2007

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Subject:#439
Time:1:57 am.
Just over two years ago I stopped writing in this blurty. dunno why really. "make a statement" maybe? who cares.
I was about to say something stupid like "omg i wish i could delete all these entries" but i read a few and there's nothing wrong with them. if anything I sound stupider now than I use to. I was much better at dealing. and appreciating. I love how as years went on I got more miserable. anyways, here's some things you might have missed:

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Time: 4:29 pm.
Mood: dumb.
Music: sheena is a punk rawker..

I just spilt water on myself, thought you all should know.

AND

I tripped up the stairs today when walking to history. I'm such a klutz. I think I'll go hang myself now. But I'd probably miss the rope. Anywayss.

Au revoir//_Laterr_kidss.

-richard said I was morbid. morbidlyamused maybe? who knows. but this made me laugh. well smile. on the inside. NEXT.


Tuesday, May 31st, 2005

Time: 4:42 pm.
Mood: cold.

blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah. SCHOOL is dumb. I am le tired. Je suis 1337 dans le francais. Vraiment. Je veux le marrier. Mais non, je vais marrier un prince. leWo0t. =)

_Laterr kidss.

-i'm witty. or i use to be. i really like making people laugh. is it because i'm hollow inside? who gives a flying fuck. NEXT. here's the kicker: no one has seen this before. at the time I thought it was decent. true story. GO.


Friday, May 13th, 2005
Time: 6:45 pm.
Music: interlude..

I was just sitting there in the hallway...I knew you were coming...as soon as I heard that old but familiar voice. I looked up and there you were. All grown up right before my eyes. It was all of about a minute I saw you...but you brought back so much to me. You sounded different, you looked different...you were just like...him. When he was your age. You're just like him. But no, don't do it child. Don't turn out the way he did. It is a sad and long road. You're still young and innocent. You've got the power of the world and you don't even know it. Forget the girl, forget the what could be. Because it won't. It will only haunt you. And dissapoint you. My child, I don't want you to become...just as he. He is not happy! Do you not see this? He's broken on the inside my child you must look! Deep within...you're still all there. Don't let her get tangled among what is yours. Be strong my child. Do what before you could not. Believe.

-I think the moral of the story is I would like to revert to how I use to write back in grade 10? but what's the writing if I still have a lousy frame of mind? should probably work on that. after all I'm crap at emotions. sort of like "Ben"(rupert grint) in "Driving Lessons".
-funny story: it's 2am the morning before school and I'm wasting life on my computer while my mother is out salsa dancing. I need to go back to st louis bar and grill. or get a life.
au revoir?


Sunday, July 3rd, 2005

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Subject:#438:
Time:1:21 pm.
Ghost town.

Tuesday, June 14th, 2005

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Time:9:40 pm.
Yohh. Whutup children. I saw my brother's play today. Glengary Glen Ross. It was good. there were only 7 people in it. woo. it was very serious and stuff, there was this one like Andrew said and I don't remember what it was but it was good. So yeah. I'm going to read Adams essay now.

Another day in paradise bitch.

_Laterr kidss.

KTHXBAI ;)

Friday, January 14th, 2005

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Subject:omg.
Time:10:03 am.
Mood: pissed off.
LAJBFSG ABFG>ASDN F CL SKXNCLABSLUGFAHRFWEILG:WENDCFAS. Why doesn't my brother GO HOME. Or at least CLEAN UP AFTER HIMSELF. Like holy shit. My basement is such a mess, dishes everywhere, two empty cereal boxes, candy wrappers all over the place, videos scattered around, some pedal on the floor I tripped on...and theres like food stains all over the bloody floor. Honestly.

And then this morning I was woken up repeated between 520 and 530 because my brother thinks its funny to turn my light on and off. Then he made my white chedder macncheese. and that's the ONLY one I eat and I haven't had it for ages. Hmmph.

I'm done with the pissyness now.

_Laterr kidss.

Monday, January 10th, 2005

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Subject:.
Time:11:06 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Math exam was pretty good today. It's ovvver. Now tomorrow I get to sit around and do nothing! Hurrah. English exam on wednesdayy. Yep that's it. Laterr Kidss.

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Time:4:23 pm.
Mood:whateve..
HEY LOOK AT THIS. )

Sunday, January 9th, 2005

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Subject:quiz thinger.
Time:7:40 pm.
Mood: excited.


You Are the Individualist



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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.



Saturday, January 8th, 2005

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Subject:whatever.
Time:10:09 pm.
Saw coach carter. It was good. Really makes you think.









Fine, I'm a big loser. Later kid.

Saturday, January 1st, 2005

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Subject:k.
Time:11:30 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music:adam's whitsling..
I fully watched Garden State and Napoleon Dynamite. It was fun. Yayyyyyyy. Aahaha Jon Heder looks NOTHING like Napoleon. He's like not a big nerd. Look for yourself.

Non-nerdy Jon Header=) )

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Subject:Sweet.
Time:11:27 pm.
Mood: amused.
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)High
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)High
Level 7 (Violent)Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

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Time:12:31 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --


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Subject:YAYayayYAYAYAyayayYAy
Time:12:18 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Music:AND I'm DONE THE MOOOOODS!.
HappY New Year Everyone=)

Haope everyone had a good last year and such. ahaha I went to the Adams family's house with Robert. It was pretty fun. They had some crazy meatfest...Ew. Ahaah and then there was euchres and sparklers. Did you know that only about 40% of people decided to stay home this New years? well now you know. Laterrr kids.

Friday, December 31st, 2004

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Subject:top 102?
Time:10:12 am.
Mood: aggravated.
Music:umm 80?.
Hey. Im listening to the top 102 of 2004. I've been listening since...98 I think? And it's on 86 now...Ahaha Ocean Avenue<3 was 90! And Break was 88 =).

Anywayyys. WAKE UP PPL. LIke I swear I have 4 ppl online right now...and they're all away. OH well. I'll entertain myself. Latter.

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Subject:top 102?
Time:10:12 am.
Mood: aggravated.
Music:umm 80?.
Hey. Im listening to the top 102 of 2004. I've been listening since...98 I think? And it's on 86 now...Ahaha Ocean Avenue<3 was 90! And Break was 88 =).

Anywayyys. WAKE UP PPL. LIke I swear I have 4 ppl online right now...and they're all away. OH well. I'll entertain myself. Latter.

Thursday, December 30th, 2004

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Subject:lovefool.
Time:7:57 pm.
Mood: amused.
Music:the cardigans..
Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing
that I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
that I ought to stick to another man
A man that surely deserves me
But I think you do.

So I cry, and I pray and I beg

Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Lately I have desperately pondered
Spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could do have done in another way
To make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
As long as you don't go

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
I know that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Saturday, December 25th, 2004

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Time:11:12 pm.
Mood: angry.
3 more to go! *points to moods*

Wednesday, December 15th, 2004

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Subject:fearless 17...
Time:4:21 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
"'Maybe one day we can be friends again,' Gaia said.
'Friends?' Sam asked, incredulous. Anger turned to rage. 'Now who sounds like a soap opera? Gaia, come on. You and I can never be just friends.'"


"It went wrong because it could never go right."


"She was to blame. For everything. For all the changes in Sam, for the stited conversations and fights, for all that mistrust and poisonous distance. It was all her fault. Right from the start. Even their breakup, even the fact that she'd fallen out of love with him...yes, that was her fault as well."

Tuesday, December 14th, 2004

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Subject:and here she comes to wreck the daaaay.
Time:5:03 pm.
Mood: artistic.
Music:comfortably numb..
K so we got out of school today after first. Haha server=down. power=half out.
Went to Roberts with a bunch of people, ew supersmash?
I want to try and learn guitar again...somebody teach me? PLeaseeee? :-) Anyways.

--->This Is How To Keep an Idiot Busy<--- )

Sunday, December 12th, 2004

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Time:10:42 pm.
Mood: bitchy.
Go Die...or not. )

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