| I won't be the one who sticks around . . |
[05 Mar 2003|10:09am] |
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tired of everything ; slacking |
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something corporate if i die |
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Why do I suddenly feel like I'm in West Side Story? Jets vs. Sharks. . hmm, grow the fuck up. I'm over it.
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Julia is _____.
If I were alone in a room with Julia, I would _____.
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| Yeah, you are . . |
[05 Mar 2003|12:08am] |
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uncomfortable ; scared ; tired |
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music |
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aaliyah miss you |
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Leo x wyatt: I AM NOT A WHORE
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| So go on, if this will make you happier . . |
[04 Mar 2003|05:02pm] |
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mood |
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relieved ; concerned |
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music |
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guster happier |
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Mhm. . hi. It's been awhile since I've typed in this journal. All I can say is that I'm obsessed with Guster and Evanescence right now. ::Small nod.::
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| I think my head is caving in. |
[25 Jan 2003|08:47pm] |
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mood |
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exhausted ; regretful |
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music |
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delerium feat. jenifer mclaren fallen icons |
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Long freaking day.
I'm cranky. I'm tired. I think I'm going to take a nap and possibly never wake up.
I hope everyone else is doing well. ::Small nod.::
Oh, and remind me never to participate in an opera ever again. .
Sidenote: Jay and Audrey . . those text messages brought sunshine to a rather dreary day. Thank you both.
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| You made my heart a hunter. |
[24 Jan 2003|09:04pm] |
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mood |
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pre-gaming ; lost ; inadequate |
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music |
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delerium feat. jenifer mclaren fallen icon |
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New journal:  fallen_icon
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| Something’s gone you withdraw and I’m not strong like before. |
[24 Jan 2003|04:11pm] |
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alone ; indescribable |
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music |
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third eye blind deep inside of you |
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Sometimes I wonder if I'm a part of some big joke and I'm the only one not being let in on the punchline. .
What the fuck is going on. . I don't know. ::Shakes head; puts song on repeat.::
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| It's not enough. |
[24 Jan 2003|04:53am] |
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determined ; alone |
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music |
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david gray my oh my |
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This whole situation I've thrown myself into kills me from the inside out. . but I know deep down in my heart and in my mind that it's all worth something. It has to be worth something. . I don't know about everyone else but I refuse to give up. I made a promise to myself and as much as it hurts. . I have to do this. . I just hope I gain some strength from it and in the end, hopefully, I will have made a change. .
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| All I wanted from you. |
[24 Jan 2003|01:41am] |
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mood |
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worried ; indescribable |
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music |
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save ferris let me in |
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I really like this song and the lyrics. Funny how some songs can pretty much capture a lot of the things you're feeling and trying to express. Well, anyway. .
( Let me in. )
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| I feel for you. |
[10 Jan 2003|05:50pm] |
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loved ; good |
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justin timberlake senorita |
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::Sings and jumps out of a cake.::
Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday dear Jason. Happy birthday to you!
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