|Friday, December 10th, 2004|
IM LEAVING BLURTY NOW. SORRY. ILL MISS YOU BLURTY. BUT EVERYONE IS ON LIVEJOURNAL SO IM JUMPIN THE BANDWAGON. BUT YOU GUYS CAN SEE MY NEW JOURNAL AT LIVEJOURNAL.COM USERNAME:
SO GO READ IT ITS BETTER THAN MY BLURTY.
BYE BLURTY!!!!! DONT CRY....TRYING NOT TO CRY..............SNIFF......AWW MAN.....IM GONNA MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH. OKAY...SNIFF...IM LEAVING...SOB SOB...
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: UNWANTED SUPERHEROES
|Thursday, December 9th, 2004|
hey. sorry ive been so romantically frustrated lately everyone i guess theres alot on my mind mainly her but i feel okay now... i need to lay back and give it time i guess......oh gawd.......i hate time.....but thats all i can think of and i see no point in trying to rush her into it because she still has her emotional trauma and what not. but lets just hope all turns out well in the end eh? anywho last night was cool . i went to mauricios church and whatever had fun. then me, mauricio, rachael, and justin went to mcdonalds and drove around in the car blasting mxpx and five iron frenzy singing along and stuff...:) ON FRIDAY WHICH IS TOMMOROW IM 17!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOO 17 17 17 17 17 okay im done. i wonder what ill do that day.....? Current Mood: hopefulCurrent Music: FIVE IRON FRENZY-- CRAZY MOTION
|Wednesday, December 8th, 2004|
ruthy liked the last picture i posted so heres another...<3
im not telling you how i got em :p so ha!!!
|Monday, December 6th, 2004|
|SO BY MYSELF
i can see her clearly in my arms yet she is so distant from my heart. i want everything to be okay and be able to wake up from a nightmare to see her there ready to ease my thoughts Current Mood: sadCurrent Music: THE USED
my weekend was ........cool. saturday i had to go to church from 10 to 12:30 and then i took my four hour driving class.. they showed us a bunch of videos of people drunk driving and getting split in half and stuff. it was gross....i think there trying to scare us off the road.. the chinese l;ady next to me was crying the whole time and the hatian guy on my other side was laughing the whole time. i was scared of him.....:$ haha it was cool now i have to go to take a test and get my permit which i should have gotten like 2 years ago but now i decided to not be lazy. then sunday me and my mom went christmas shopping. it was like a mom son bonding type of thing. eeeew sentimental.... Current Mood: optimisticCurrent Music: THE USED--POETIC TRAGEDY
|Friday, December 3rd, 2004|
the single life is not for me. i need love man.....i wish this relationship im going after would just turn out already.. why does she have to be scared? why does her past have to be so painful? why is her heart so broken apart? i wish it could be like a fairytale where "they live happily ever after" but lifes not that simple as i suppose. blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......................................this sux
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: CATCH-22--DINOSAUR SOUNDS
|Wednesday, December 1st, 2004|
|IM A FAKE BY:THE USED
look at me you can tell
by the way i move and do my hair
do you think that its me
or its not me i dont even care
im alive i dont smell
im the cleanest i have ever been
i feel big i feel tall i feel dry.....
just look at me look at me now
im a fake im a fake im afake
do i drink? do i date?
ive got perfect placement all my ink
satisfied in your eyes
im the biggest fan ive got right now
i made sure that i look
how i wanted to look
the people around me the people surround me
i feel big i feel tall i feel dry....
just look at me look at me now
im a fake im a fake im a fake
my stomach hurts now
and i tied it off in lace
i pray beg for anything
to hit mke in the face
this sickness isnt me
and i pray i fall from grace
the last thing i see is feeling
AND IM TELLING YOU IM A FAKE!
fluck yea!! in about a week the zeta buzz bakesale is coming....the used,korn,lit,new found glory, taking back sunday and more!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh wait.......im not going...::cries:: sucks for me Current Mood: lonelyCurrent Music: THE USED--IM A FAKE
|Tuesday, November 30th, 2004|
hehe i taketed the emo test!!! aw man im 51 percent emo. i knew i was turning emo.... Current Music: LITHIUM--SO HARD TO SAY GOODBYE.
there are only 4 people in my class right now cuz testing 4 9th and 10th graders is goin on and im 11th.. im bored but its better than doing work. yesterday ruthy went home early cause shes sick. hope you feel better booger. :p...todays art club and um......nothin else to write about. im listening to catch 22 a cool ska band.
SKA IS NOT DEAD SKA STILL RULES OVER ALL Current Mood: pleasedCurrent Music: CATCH 22-- MOTOWN CINDERELLA
|Monday, November 29th, 2004|
|GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE (TAKE BREATH) GOBBLE GOBBLE....
gobble gobble.....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! EEEE!!!!! OOOO!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! WHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IMMMMMMM SOOOOOOOOOO EFFFFFFFIIIIIIIING HYYYYYYYYYYPER RRIIIIGHT NOWWWWWWWW I FEEEEEEEEEL LIIIIIIIIKE IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIM ON DRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGS OR SOOOOOOOOOOMTHIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......okay ill stop before i pass out. my loooong vacation was okay..
THURSDAY--stayed home all day and then went to kiki and suz's casa!!!!! ate food played ddr listened to stupid songs then leave to another party watched spider man 1 go home and die.
FRIDAY--housework ga freaking lore!!! yay for child labor lawsss!!!!
SATURDAY-- got a moped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they say i ned a motorcycle lisence or at least a permit to ride but i rode everywhere anyways!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha...i love it. <3
SUNDAY-- went to jesuses crib went home watched tv later on went back to church to do soundsystem i rode my moped to church!!!! eeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
MONDAY-- im in school!!!!!!!!!!!
that was my weekend in all its glory........im glad 2 be back in school.....NOT!!!!!!!!!!
look its my turkey i ate hes back for dessert
Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: CASTING CROWNS--IF WE ARE THE BODY
|Wednesday, November 24th, 2004|
|IM NOT EMO BUT I MADE A EMO JOUUUURNAL
"primer on emo - short for "emotional." Emo is a broad title that covers a lot of different styles of emotionally-charged punk rock. This site is intended to introduce the reader to all the common styles, describe them musically, and give ideas about the essential records of all those styles. You will be an expert in emo, in the broad sense, after reading this website"
i feel....emo.....i want to frown at the world and make a song about a broken heart. nah. i like cheery me better. its more fun to be crazy and happy.
scream away your pain emo style. sing it to the world Current Mood: drunkCurrent Music: sad emo stuff
|MAYBE IM LOST MAYBE IM A FOOL.
or maybe everything will be okay. i can never tell whats going on between us but i guess im convinced its going somewhere . but many good things take time.being with her is a very good thing. i hope i dont end up the way i started. alone and looking. i want for her to be the end of my search. i want to be able to say that i had a happy ending. in other news........lizzie is moving to texas . :'(( that sucks. ill miss you liz!! im glad things between us are resolved and were not mad anymore. please dont say its your fault because its not. its just as much my fault please stop blaming yourself. i was upset when you left me but dont worry im fine now. im not angry at you okay?? have a terrific life and stay crazy and dont stop going to church and dont do bad stuff... haha. well im in school right now doin work.. haha yeah right im online. who needs work????? i hope ruthys here today. i want to see her before we go on holiday. Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: social distortion
|Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004|
|Monday, November 22nd, 2004|
|YOU DONT MEAN ANYTHING TO ME ANYMORE!
dont worry that is for noone so noone get scared k? im listening to a song called that. my weekend was acceptable except the fact that my dad was being a loser saturday..GRRR I WANTED TO HIT HIM!! seriously i was sick of the shit! but sunday was cool. last night was sunday. at night church i helped get ready 4 the christmas thing because i do the sound system at my church. after church me mr.rick and amanda were the only ones left. mr.rick had to close up the church and do some other stuff so me and amanda stood in the parking lot in the back of mr.ricks truck and talked alot. about life and relationships and school and stuff. she asked me out, but i only see all the girls in my church as friends. ALL of the girls in my church have asked me. i dont know why or what they all like about me im strange./ but it gets me stressed out theres always drama because of me. before jany and danielle hated eachother only because they both liked me at the same time. theres always some conflict going on basically because of me and its annoying. i like them as friends but not as more. oh well today im back in school and in first hour. we only have 3 days of school this week and usually id be happy but my dad has 10 days off of work so its lectures and work nonstop for me. im so glad being in school Current Mood: exhaustedCurrent Music: some cool ska song
|Friday, November 19th, 2004|
|Thursday, November 18th, 2004|
last night i went to mauricios church and we just hung out and had fun it was cool. then i went home and my dad was lecturing me and then i was aggravated and just went to bed. now im in first hour which is basically my 4th hour too since im in here 4th hour too everyday Current Mood: drainedCurrent Music: DANE COOK
|Wednesday, November 17th, 2004|
mmmm....is that a sexy butt or what? well i only think so cause shes wearing a checker skirt. oh yeah ruthys moms making her one. she also said shed make me one....i think ill pass. but today were having a bombthreat drill in school. wow mounds of fun huh? it sucks well be standing outside for hours waiting for the fluckin swat team to seach our school. whats worse is that we have to stick with our classes or we get 10 day suspension. how gay is that????? i hope theres actually a bomb. Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: REEL BIG FISH--GIRLFRIENDS A DRUNK
|Tuesday, November 16th, 2004|
|pictures!!!!!!! Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: lithium
why do we have to be in scyhool??????????????????????? its so boring here i cant stand it. right now im listening to a song from my friends band lithium. they go to flannigan there really good and they play ska....hehe yeah ska rules and if anyone doesnt agree you can die. i had a wierd dream last night with alot of checkerboard stuff it was a guy version of alice in wonderland with a bunch of hot supermodels. haha i dont even need drugs man im naturally high.^_^ Current Mood: gigglyCurrent Music: lithium--and girls...(what to say to her)