it's been 84 days since my last cut .. it's been on my mind alot lately but i haven't caved yet and hopefully won't .. i really wanna one day be able to say i made a full year .. if i ever do i have a small tattoo in my mind that i wanna get done on the day that i make a year. i feel good that i haven't cut in a while. i'm just taking things day by day and trying to get through the urges and shit. it's been a big part of my life since i was 9 and so i'm working on it. it's difficult cuz the longest i've ever gone without it since i started was 7 months .. i want more than anything to make a year so i'm really gunna try hard this time. i had 5 months b4 the last slip up .. so we'll see. just wanted to update. i hope everyone's well. |