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Wednesday, March 5th, 2008

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    8:12p
    i feel like he's pushing me away and it makes me feel meaningless and unimportant to him, which makes me want to cut to be relieved of the rejection and hurt. i don't even know if he means to do it. i don't think he does. i'm so worried about him, is all. i love him so much. he says he loves me but it can't be as much as i love him. we used to be so perfect....he seems depressed and like there is just something wrong and either he won't tell me or he just doesn't know what it is. i hope that going to the psychiatrist helps him and that all of this weirdness and hurt stops. i just want it to be normal again. i want him to really love me. i don't want just words. i care about him so much...

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