Friday, February 8th, 2008

Time	Event
12:10a	I feel so confused, torn apart between two realities, unreal. I cut again just to confirm this is all real. I don't know what is going on with me right now. I've been like this on and off ever since I got back from my weekend in Holland. The cutting felt good. It's nice to see my blood drip down my leg, my arm, my thigh. Something that at least is under my control and that is not spinning out of control... good luck to all of you, hope ur doing better than me <3 iensjj Current Mood: Guilty Current Music: The Lawrence Arms (Comment on this)
12:42a	Well I gave in after two and a half weeks. I have tried so hard not to cut and it just didn't work. I have so much going on with my mom right now I can't deal with it. Although this time was worse than all the other times. I'm bleeding more than I ever have. Definitely not anything terrible. Just worse than before. I'm an idiot for giving in. nicole (3 Comments | Comment on this)

<< Previous Day

2008/02/08 [Calendar]

Next Day >>