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Wednesday, February 6th, 2008
| Time | Event |
| 9:26a | It's been two weeks since I've cut. There are two parts on how I feel about this. One part of me is happy because I know it's something that I shouldn't really be doing. However, the other part doesn't want to let it go because it's a comfort, something that I have control over in my life unlike so many other things. I was tempted yesterday to cut but I stopped myself. For some reason I know that if I cut again I will be disappointed in myself because I have gone two weeks without cutting. I just don't want to see the disappointment on Penski's face either. However, I feel like a beeched whale right now. I really think my thighs are five hundred pounds each. I'm not happy with myself right now:/ Nicole Current Mood: fat |
| 11:11p | Hey everyone I haven't been on here for such a long time. It seems pretty dead....What happened? :( we used to stand by eachother so much... Well since this community seems to exist out of new people, let me reintroduce myself. I started cutting about 4 years ago now. I've been cutting on and off. I didnt cut for about 6months but then since september Ive started to cut again. I'm still resisting it mostly, sometimes it takes over tho. I hope we can all quit someday, but untill that time we should be there for eachother. hope everyone is doing alright :] <3 iensjj Current Mood:  pessimisticCurrent Music: Armor for sleep |
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