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Venting!
I hold a grudge and don't let go of anything
I hold onto thoughts and memories and that are of no worth, I worry about the little stuff and the big stuff takes its
toll on me
I hate being critisized, either negative or postitive
I'm afraid of being alone, being around a lot of people and failing
I don't like social situations, it makes me feel unsafe and very uncomfortable
I'm uncomfortable with my body image, my doctor tells me that I've like 50 pounds over weight, well doesn't that just
dive bomb my self esteem
Speaking of self esteem, I don't really have any
I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder
Sometimes I just can't cry anymore
I'm afraid of people not accepting me
I feel lost even when I now where I am
Sometimes I cause my own misery
If I feel unsafe around someone I try to push them away
Sometimes I tend to act like someone that I am not to try to have people like me more
I pretend to be someone I am not
I'm afraid of not being loved
I get jealous of certain people
I hate it when people are fake!
I hate it when people pretend they are someone they are not
I hate liars, especially bad liars, that can't cover their own asses
I contradict myself
Sometimes I get angry for no reason
I depend on people for stuff that I can't do on my own |