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Sunday, July 9th, 2006

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    1:44a
    I hate myself... last night i cutt so hard i couldnt even stand up, i was lying in the bathrooms floor without thinking, watching my blood flow... i was so numb i couldnt cry, i was begging for the tears to come down but they didnt. im sick of not feeling a damn thing.
    i hate being me, i hate myself so much i want to fuckin die, i want to kill myself... i want to slit my wrists RIGHT NOW
    my legs look like shit, ran out of space to cut... im ugly im scarred forever :( i just want to disappear

    im sorry girls.. im really sorry

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