| 1:44a |
I hate myself... last night i cutt so hard i couldnt even stand up, i was lying in the bathrooms floor without thinking, watching my blood flow... i was so numb i couldnt cry, i was begging for the tears to come down but they didnt. im sick of not feeling a damn thing. i hate being me, i hate myself so much i want to fuckin die, i want to kill myself... i want to slit my wrists RIGHT NOW my legs look like shit, ran out of space to cut... im ugly im scarred forever :( i just want to disappear
im sorry girls.. im really sorry |