So. I used to write in here, but I think it was under a different user name. I'm not quite sure.
Either way, my name is Andi, I'm 15 and I used to cut myself. I used to do it alot and when I did it was really bad. I went to therapy because I attempted to kill myself and I haven't cut since then(over a year).
I haven't had the urge or the need to in a really long time, but it's starting to come back. Everything was going so good and now it's all getting bad again. My dad doesn't have a job and we have no money and my mom might have cancer.
On top of that, my boyfriend is being really odd and distant. We just got back together and for some reason he hasn't been talking to me at all. I haven't done and/or said anything that would have gotten him mad at me and it's confusing me so much.
I know this all might not seem like much, but I really can't take all of this. I wanted to cut so bad last night. I had to call my best friend up long distance and have him convince me not to do it. I'm thankful that I was able to talk to him, but I'm just afriad that he won't be there next time I need him..
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