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k so im just looking for some help here. i dunno what i should really do.. so ive played basketball my entire life basically. and im gonna be a sophmore in high school this year. if i play again ill be starting varsity which i think would be pretty sweet. BUT i hate playing. like i literally dread going to games and practices. when i told my dad that i didnt wanna play he completely freaked out on me. and i can totally deal with him being mad at me about it cause its my decision. and then i had games tonight and on the way home i was talking to my dad and he just randomly was like "youre a great player and i love you very much and i think youre making a huge mistake" and the whole time hes talking he is crying. and my dad NEVER cries. i was in shock almost. and now im just debating whether i should play or not. not for me, but for my dad.

this is kinda completely pointless.. but i was just wondering what other people thought about it. so if you got any ideas or think i should or shouldnt play please tell me!! thanks in advance