Unsure It's been hard no correction
It is hard but harder then before
I am lossing everyone no one cares anymore
I should live and be here for myself and want good things for myself
But I don't I want to live and be here to make someone happy
To make someone else get up in the morning
To be that thing someone wakes up and thinks about
Be that someone's #1 cause I've never had it
My ex bf Steve tells me to not leave because he would be sad and so would my sister and a few other very slim selected few
And I am sure he's right he pretty much is anyway
But I am so sick of being here I am so sick of dealing with all of this
I am a ball of lost tape here don't know what's going on anymore
All I can say is Sorry
I carved "Unseen even in death." In my arm
Maybe they'll get it
Hope your all ok or getting there
♥
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depressedCurrent Music: Korn-So Trippy