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Thursday, June 22nd, 2006

    Time Event
    2:01a
    Unsure
    It's been hard no correction
    It is hard but harder then before
    I am lossing everyone no one cares anymore
    I should live and be here for myself and want good things for myself
    But I don't I want to live and be here to make someone happy
    To make someone else get up in the morning
    To be that thing someone wakes up and thinks about
    Be that someone's #1 cause I've never had it
    My ex bf Steve tells me to not leave because he would be sad and so would my sister and a few other very slim selected few
    And I am sure he's right he pretty much is anyway
    But I am so sick of being here I am so sick of dealing with all of this
    I am a ball of lost tape here don't know what's going on anymore
    All I can say is Sorry
    I carved "Unseen even in death." In my arm
    Maybe they'll get it
    Hope your all ok or getting there


    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: Korn-So Trippy
    3:31a
    Hey There...
    Soo i used to come here and post a lot. but things got busy and life got crazy. You know how that goes..
    Me and my best friend Brandi bother have a blurty and post her on whycut. and last new years eve we made a packt that we were gonna try our hardest to stop. i mean sure we've had a few road bumps here and there. but nothing compared to how me na her used to cut.

    Soo the other day when she came to my dads house to visit me, we were just chilling. We share virtualy everything with each other and we decided to become blood sisters. and so we went into my kitchen late at night. and we each cut ourself once with a butcher knife to make sure it'd bleed and became blood sisters and said it was our last time. and we're done together.

    So im praying for that to be the last time.
    Hope everyones doing okay here.

    loves.

    Current Mood: chipper
    Current Music: Good Day by angels and airwaves
    5:42p
    ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS
    i cut last night. after almost two months.
    BECAUSE I"M A RETARD LIKE THAT.
    but it felt so good.
    UGHHHH.

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