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Thursday, June 15th, 2006

    Time Event
    2:46a
    It's late
    And I'm sick of this
    Sick of being told to grow up
    Wen I am still treated like a child
    Tired of being beaten down with words and body parts
    Sick of being told horable thing I never thought I was
    Ashmed of who I am and what I will never be
    Sorry I can't be who you all want
    Sorry it's not good enough I tried
    I really did more then you'll ever know
    I'm sick and tired and I'm done trying
    I just wish I could have been what you wanted
    Then maybe we'd all be happy
    Then maybe you'll see once it's gone
    That I was ok being who I was
    And it was ok the mistakes I made
    That it was ok I wasn't good enough
    To bad you'll never know...


    Current Mood: depressed
    1:38p
    cutting is the only thing i really love
    fuck the rest.. fuck the world.. fuck love & fuck life..
    SUICIDE IS ON MY ROAD!!
    READY TO BE COMPLETED!!
    2:47p

    i swearr one day i will figure out, the perfect way of suicide

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