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Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
| Time | Event |
| 2:51p | well didnt write here for ages, I'm sorry! I've not cut in over a month..I guess thats a new record :] I started smoking so much more since then though, bcause instead of cutting, I now lit a cig everytime I feel bad. I guess thats not very good... Well I finished my exams so Im happy, only 16 days left till my summerbreak starts! FINALLY I really need to leave this place, it drives me slowly insane... Hope everyone is doing good! <3 iensjj |
| 10:06p | Caved I tried so hard So hard to keep going I made it 1 month Hardest thing I've ever done Made it though WAS happy & WAS proud Now HATE & SHAME I made a phone call To someone I thought I could trust I thought would freak if they didn't hear from me I didn't call them for that whole month They never called me Thoughs went racing Ideas came to mind Body unable to breath & shaking Then I caved And cutt It felt so good So great & I hate myself for it Ya I feel good and ya I feel better And ya no more shaking body & racing thoughts But that doesn't help me in anyway My Grandma's wedding is the 9th of this month I'll be walking there with scars to show Sorry Grandma I tried so hard to make you happy ♥ Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: Korn- Liar |
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