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Well I haven't cut in a week... and my Boyfriend still hasn't seen the old cuts, they're finally starting to heal all the way. But yesterday I saw him looking at some of the scars on my arms, and I said to him not to look at those... and then he just kissed them and covered them with his hands.. Then he looked me in the eye and said that he loved me and it was okay. Then I told him that at least I don't do that anymore... He said that he was glad... Then I asked him if he would break up with me if I still did it, and he said yes... So now I really have to stop all the way, forgood. Now I'm scared he'll see my new scars... I can't just say that they've been there, they just got darker, because for me new scars are a pinkish color then fade to a light white.....
I'm really scared... Even though I don't think he'd break up with me that quickly... he'd probably give me at least one chance... But I'm not one to take a risk with that.
So does anyone know how to make scars fade faster?
Please help.... |