*So...* So here's the deal...
I have not been able to feel...
No not at all, no biggie right...
Well then there is my eating problem...
And on top of that, David feels I am BiPolar...
There's so much to deal with, I don't know what else to do...
So I sit in my room, with this plate of food....
And everytime I feel as tho I want it, I cutt...
So it's good, cause I am teaching myself a lesson...
Fat people don't and should not eat, for there are people out there...
Who are more deserving then myself, trust me I don't need to eat...
The last thing I need to do, is eat...
When there are STARVING children in other countrys...
I don't need to eat, and for that I should not eat...
Plus there's just to much shit to deal with, I don't have the time...
And wen I do, it's all SUGAR...
So it's not like it matters...
Right...?....
Current Mood:
apatheticCurrent Music: *Melissa And Amanda On AIM*