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Tuesday, December 27th, 2005

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    1:06a
    *So...*
    So here's the deal...
    I have not been able to feel...
    No not at all, no biggie right...
    Well then there is my eating problem...
    And on top of that, David feels I am BiPolar...
    There's so much to deal with, I don't know what else to do...
    So I sit in my room, with this plate of food....
    And everytime I feel as tho I want it, I cutt...
    So it's good, cause I am teaching myself a lesson...
    Fat people don't and should not eat, for there are people out there...
    Who are more deserving then myself, trust me I don't need to eat...
    The last thing I need to do, is eat...
    When there are STARVING children in other countrys...
    I don't need to eat, and for that I should not eat...
    Plus there's just to much shit to deal with, I don't have the time...
    And wen I do, it's all SUGAR...
    So it's not like it matters...
    Right...?....

    Current Mood: apathetic
    Current Music: *Melissa And Amanda On AIM*

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