!5 (SaVe us from the PaIn)'s Blurty

"i live like a hermit in my own head"

Hey i guess its been awhile
but i cheated on my girlfriend but i told her
she was gunna break up with me but
i asked her for one chance to make it up to her
and if i messed it up she could never talk to me again
and she told me not to mess it up
so i wont

ehh...i cut a cupple of places.
my friend wanted me to meet this girl thats 20 now
that use to cut and talk to her about me cutting
so i agreed
and i went to the place to meet her
and she never showed up
goes to show how decent people are huh
well i dk i dont care but it mad me a little mad that
i sat there waiting .. ehh..

im listening to Death Cab For Cutie , Someday Youll Be Loved
good song good song...
eeh i dk i feel really depressed latly
like im not up for anything

Eeh and tomorrow im going to see my dad and brother
for the first time in a year
im scared :(
i think my dad hates me cause im bisexual
and i dont think my brother cares for me much
so im gunna end up watching tv alot with my cousin's
GAHY

Well sorry if this is long...
Merry Christmas ♥

&& ♥.O.d.i.e.

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Someday You Will Be Loved, Death Cab For Cutie