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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
| Time | Event |
| 4:19p | Sometimes life hurts so bad we dont know who to tell. i have calmed down i cut thank god not that deep. i hate life but i do know that i have some who care even if my ex isnt there. to the last entry i know exactly how u feel no one seems to understand but u did the right thing coming here. im here for all of u cuz i know that we all know how the other feels in many ways. remember things get worse before they get better. Current Mood:  calm |
| 6:34p | pissed I worked soo hard to try and not cut and was doing so well but then i got in a fight with my mom tonight and nothing was working and it was only little cuts but it felt sooo good. its just getting hard not to talk about it to anyone. i cant tell my boyfriend because he gets really upset adn i feel even worse, friends have given up on me, parents would send me back to the crazy hospital and i havent told my therapist.... anyone else having to keep it a COMPLETE secret like cant even tell close friends? I've always been able to tell someone and now i cant. oh well shit hits the fan for me, no surprise Current Mood:  angryCurrent Music: let me out- future leaders of america |
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