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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
| Time | Event |
| 5:35p | I want to die i want to cut i am the one who ruins lifes thats all people think of me the one person i thought loved me is gone lying to me this whole time like i was nothing i dont know what to do i want to be here anymore! who am i! Current Mood:  depressed |
| 9:53p | wel i have been readin this community 4 a while now but ave only jst decided 2 join, i wa scard bout journin in case sum1 workd out hu i wa coz i have lost me best m8 ova cuttin n am scard uva ppl wil start 2 think bout me differently if they new. wel ne way bout me, my name is rach n i ave bin 's.h' 4 bout 2 years. most of it due 2 da fact tht my mam thinks i a disappointment n she tells me tht as wel as sayin tht im not da child she wantd n i dnt live up2 her standards! also coz i ave no1 2 talk 2 bout how i feel n thins get bottled up inside n then i get angry wit my self 4 thins n den i feel like i need 2 punish myself. also i ave bin told im worthless n tht im a waste of space. sumtimes i jst wish i werent here ne more but i guess 's.h' numbs da pain n feelin 4 a bit! wel wil talk soon xXx Current Mood:  irritatedCurrent Music: katy rose - lemon |
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