!5 (SaVe us from the PaIn)'s Blurty

hmm
wow...
so its christmas....happy day!? WRONG

not to sound greedy or anything but...idk my mom, she bought be soo much cool stuff for christmas (MY sister told me) and then when i opened my presents today...i got stupid stuff...my sister told me all the cool stuff my mom got me, and non were there! she took them back!! i dont deserve them she said!! i was like WOW

my sisters got some good stuff they got tons of clothes and toys and stuff....i got some clothes that dont fit...so my mom gave them to my little ssiter....and this cd player which i didnt like but my sister needed it, so she gave it to her...AFTER i opened them jus took them out of my pile of presents and gave them to her!!
then she got me a fossil watch i already have!! so i have to take that back....my sister said she wanted it so ill prolly have to give it to her....i swear my mom hates me!! this is the worst christmas ever for me!!
maybe ill jus fucking kill myslef later...then this christmas will be a bad one for all of them too...

neh...not worth it, ill jus cut and hope my mom walks in on me and i get sent away...

ANY MENTAL HOSPITAL WOULD BE BETTER THAN THIS HELL HOLE!!!

oh wait i did get a good present....what was funny was it was from my dad....he HATES me...he tried to KILL me...maybe hes trying to make up for it...
anyways he got me a spa treatment package thing....manicure pedicure the whole deal....EVERYHTING,, its gonna take 6 hours for everthign it includes, i thought that was a VERY nice gift and i really appreciated it!!

oh ya and my momm didnt get us much bcuz we were gonna go to florida again this yesr...and she alwyas buys us stuff there.....and the trip costs alot for 6 poeople so we werent getting much...and uhm well do u see me leavin for florida?? NO
were not even going!!
this BLOWS ...the one good thing about this break was gonna be getting a Good TAN....so much for that idea....here i come TANNING CO.

later kids

peace

j nicole

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