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Monday, December 20th, 2004
| Time | Event |
| 9:44a | hey... 2day there wuz practically nothing 2 do except skatebaord but then it got 2 cold so i wuz forced 2 stay home...then i got online a lot and i wrote comments 2 other ppl in here and i hope it helped. im feeling a lot better, i've made it 6 days, 2moro it'll be a week. i dont want 2 be depressed on Christmas... luv, x_Cindy_x Current Mood:  determinedCurrent Music: Linkin Park- "In The End" |
| 2:51p | okay well i stayed over at my aunts and mom wanted to go home but i didnt so she left without me and i have now ended up carving a little heart in my wrist and yesterday i thought i was gunna die since im really sick...why didnt it happen....anyways im just complaining so dont me... |
| 5:46p | I cut. Hi. I'm erika. I've been cutting since i was 8, i'm 15, 16 dec 26th. I've been trying to stop, but its pointless. I hate doing this to people who care. But i can't stop. My boyfriend of a bit over 2 years left me last tuesday. While he was with me he started to cut. I hate myself for that. i blame myself for that. i've caused him so much pain. Ever since he left me he says he hasn't stopped. I don't know what to do. I want to die but to weak to do anything so all i do is make more scars. |
| 9:57p | im still a mess Before i knew it i was sitting in my shower with my own blood running down my arms and legs. I had never reliezed that was the person i had become i read stories and saw pictures but i always thought " at least i'm not that bad, at least i can stop" I've learned i cant stop. I cant stop because i dont want to. Current Mood:  sadCurrent Music: broken - seether |
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