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Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
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| 12:37p | i hate some kids.. well i couldn't tell you why she felt that way she felt it everday and i couldn't help her i just watched her make the same mistakes again what's wrong, what's wrong now? too many, too many problems don't know where she belongs where she belongs.. she wants to go home but nobody's home it's where she lies broken inside with no place to go no place to go to dry her eyes broken inside -avril lavigne i hadn't cut in three monthes..until today.. every school has the cool guys..but at my school they're devils. they'll ruin your life if you accidently bump into them in the hallway. well heres what went down..my older brother went to a basketball game while i was at my friend's house and adam geuderi and sawyer williamson were there. well adam knew my brother was there, so he told sawyer to yell out nora donnelly (that's me) sucks in front of everyone..and he did. i don't understand how a person can do that to someone and not feel the least bit of sympathy for them. i've never ever done anything to these kids..i've never even talked to them because i didn't want to get mixed up in what i did anyway. and on top of that my "best friend" won't even talk to me anymore. if one of you is reading this i hope you feel like shit because i'm not the only person you've hurt..you've called girls fat, ugly, sluts, bitches and all this other stuff to their faces. just stop, please..you have no idea how bad your words hurt people. that's why i cut. you can call me weak or physco or whatever..but that's why i feel the need to inflict pain on myslef..because i don't feel good enough for anyone. Current Mood:  crushedCurrent Music: the tide by the spill canvas |
| 1:19p | you're the faggot there are people coming into this community and saying things that dont pertain to this journal topic. im talking about users who only register on blurty to make lame comments on peoples post's in here. they're retarded and they're pointless because nobody pays any mind to you. so leave. |
| 5:06p | well i havent updated in here in a long time. um all i can say is that the cutting is getting worse and worse. liek ill not even be mad or depressed or anything and ill cut the fuck out of me. i gues its out of habit or something. i dunno. oh well this morning after 1a(marching) in the really cold. it got kinda hot and all so i pushed up my sleaves and when im freezing you can see my scares perfectly. and so my friend(the one i like) saw them, but didnt say anything. well i think he saw them, cause it was kinda hard to miss them. then my group of friends were talking about a lifetime show that rebecca was watching the other night, and it was were this girl cuts and her mom kept getting her to stop but it wouldnt work. so she would check her everynight. so she started cutting like under her bra(that elastic) and under her underwear and all. and her mom was washing her clothes one night and saw the blood. and told the dad that it was his turn to deal with her. so he brought in a knife and made her cut him or something liek that...anyways. then we were talking about how a dull knife hurts worse than a sharp one. but then i said for some stupid reason that i saturated(sp) knife hurts more. and then i pulled down my sleaves so they wouldn look, cause i was getting the hint that they were thinking that i cut, then robert was all "yeah, we can see katie pulling up her sleaves and there well be blood running down her arms" that really pissed me off. cause i didnt want any of them to know about it. then rebecca pulled me over to the side of the hall and pulled up my sleaves to see. and she saw a bunch of scars. and she started crying cause me and her have become really close friends. and then she went home and called justin and said that she wasnt going to make it through the night. and i felt horrible. then he called me and told me. so i wanted to call her. and i did. then i told her that i didnt want her to do anything that well hurt her(like cutting or anything) and she was all "why not? you do it, why cant i?" and then i just busted out crying, cause i dont want her to do the same things i do, just cause i do them. now im really really worried about her. and she wont let me come over to stay the night cause i dont remember why. and i dont know what to do. that was a bunch of shit you dont care about. but i really want to cut right now, but i dotn want to cause of what it did to her. ugh....i dont know what to do. and i think she told justin about it. which me and him are like best friends/boyfriend girlfriend. and ugh.... well hope everyones doing ok... <3 katie Current Mood: depressed |
| 5:41p | STOP BEING STUPID!!!!! I wrote this in a reply but Im posting it here so everyone can read it... And also... I've been writing to all of those people who are coming in here and saying some really bad things about people in the community and they haven't been so nice. I am sorry but I cant stand stupid people who do that. But anyways TO ALL OF THOSE STUPID FUCKS: Let me guess, you grew up in a perfect little world with a perfect little mommy and a perfect little daddy and a perfect little family. You also go to a perfect little school and have all the perfect little clothes and the perfect little friends.... WELL WHILE YOUR BUSY WITH BEING SO GOD DAMNED PERFECT OTHER THINGS ARE HAPPINING IN THE WORLD THAT YOUR PERFECT LITTLE MIND CANT CONMPREHEND! WELL GUESS WHAT.... YOUR NOT PERFECT... AND YOUR PROBABLY ONE OF THOSE SAD FUCKS WHO GO AROUND SAYING THEY'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO ANYONE WHEN IN ALL REALITY IT WAS PROBABLY BECAUSE OF YOU THAT THE GIRL DOWN THE STREET WANTS TO DIE OR THE BOY IN THE SECOND ROW FOUR SEATS BACK IN YOU ENGLISH CLASS WILL COMMIT SUICIDE TONIGHT! SO STOP BEINGING A STUPID LITTLE ASS AND GO AWAY! NO ONE LIKES YOU!!!!!!! -Aimee Kendra Lynn Current Mood:  infuriatedCurrent Music: Still Breathing and No Warning |
| 5:41p | STOP BEING STUPID!!!!! I wrote this in a reply but Im posting it here so everyone can read it... And also... I've been writing to all of those people who are coming in here and saying some really bad things about people in the community and they haven't been so nice. I am sorry but I cant stand stupid people who do that. But anyways TO ALL OF THOSE STUPID FUCKS: Let me guess, you grew up in a perfect little world with a perfect little mommy and a perfect little daddy and a perfect little family. You also go to a perfect little school and have all the perfect little clothes and the perfect little friends.... WELL WHILE YOUR BUSY WITH BEING SO GOD DAMNED PERFECT OTHER THINGS ARE HAPPINING IN THE WORLD THAT YOUR PERFECT LITTLE MIND CANT CONMPREHEND! WELL GUESS WHAT.... YOUR NOT PERFECT... AND YOUR PROBABLY ONE OF THOSE SAD FUCKS WHO GO AROUND SAYING THEY'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO ANYONE WHEN IN ALL REALITY IT WAS PROBABLY BECAUSE OF YOU THAT THE GIRL DOWN THE STREET WANTS TO DIE OR THE BOY IN THE SECOND ROW FOUR SEATS BACK IN YOU ENGLISH CLASS WILL COMMIT SUICIDE TONIGHT! SO STOP BEINGING A STUPID LITTLE ASS AND GO AWAY! NO ONE LIKES YOU!!!!!!! -Aimee Kendra Lynn Current Mood: infuriatedCurrent Music: Still Breathing and No Warning |
| 11:46p | I made this a commenbt in that enrtry that everytone posted too, i just need to get this out People need to just stop being stupid, we talk about this because it helps us heal. well thats at least how i feel about it, im happy there are people here thast understand whats going on and how i have this problem that i cant always control. So you fuckers who think we do this for atction and other stuff need to just stop reading here and just stay the fuck out of our bussinss. This is our problems and you have no right to judge us for the way we are and what we do..... Tahnk you for listening Stay strong everyone with love |
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