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Friday, November 19th, 2004
| Time | Event |
| 2:27p | so, im really weak cuz yesterday i cut again.but whatever. and hey, can somebody tell me how can i put pics in here? thanks |
| 7:40p | ok so my phyciatrist found out somehow that i'm in this community for self-inflicters/mutilaters. (whycut) and he has told me to stay away from here for 30 days. to see if it helps me. but i really dont want to. and i really doubt i will. he thinks this place is a bad influence on me cuz i'm at a "very influencial age". but he has no idea how much this place helps me. ------- ever since i finished reading the book Girl, Interupted, instead of cutting i've been wrist-banging. it helps alot. i also read the book Cut. does anyone know the author of the book The Game? its the one about this girl that used to have this game with her sister, but now shes in the hospital, and i have no idea what the game and her being in the hospital have anything to do with each other. there are many The Game books. i wondered if anyone knew which one i'm talking about, if so WHOS THE AUTHOR PLEASE!!!!!! |
| 9:09p | well i just got back from the hospital...i tried to kill myself...i took half a bottle of extra strength tylenol, some midol and half a 26er of vodka. but that was taking too long to kick in so i slit my wrists. my mom found me in my bathroom and what does she do? she starts cleaning the blood on the floor. so i get to the hospital and they make me drink charcoal. it tastes like fucking mud...i puked it up, all over the heart monitor! HA! i was there all last night and all today. finally the "mental health" guy shows up and decides that i can go home as long is i'm under 24 hour supervision. wonderful. fuck i just wish it would have worked... Current Mood:  disappointed |
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