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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
| Time | Event |
| 11:34a | Help :) I'm doing a drug trial for school and i'm supose to be a lawyer that wants to get marijuana legalized. I need to do a survey. ( survey question ) |
| 12:01p | yeah. ive noticed alot of mean comments here to. i know someone already made a post about it. but im gunna have another one to get it through your heads. im supposed to be doing a report right now. but fuck thaaaat. okay. this community is for support. we come here to talk about our problems with other people who know what were talking about. this community is not for you to im us and say we want attention and shit like that. we dont. so everyone thats being little assholes commenting saying shit that have NO clue about.. stop because we dont need your sorry ass here. if i see one more mean fucking comment. i swear to god im gunna explode on that person. thats all i wanted to say. comment me. - nicole Current Mood:  coldCurrent Music: noThinggg. <3 |
| 12:52p | I almost forgot. Cutting it was my life so many years, I have the scars to remind of that. I remember the the horrified looks, i remember the first thing i did. It was part of me, it is part of me. Ive passed it on to people and taking it from them. Ill never forget the rush the black outs, the amount of blood ive spilled. I remember the how alive i felt when i was dead. Ive grown out of it, im not shure ill do it again. Maybe i will but the urges to stop have gotten better. Life has gotten easier im still depressed maybe i always will be. But i know how to deal with it better. I recomend a good book to all of you. Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel. Im shure all of you will find a peice of youself in that book. Its soooo amazing, i almost didnt want it to end. If you have read it tell me what you tink, if you read comment to me. Thank you! Good Luck to you all. If you need help we have the people here and others. |
| 12:54p | the blood stained the bathroom floor. MOMMY? how do i clean it? i cut my self really really bad for the last three days. and i was an ex cutter and now i cant stop. and i just feel so alone. and confused and hated. im angry. help. me. please. Current Mood:  angry |
| 3:49p | hey everyone...i dont have the time or energy for a real post..but i was flipping through channels and saw that on dr. phil tomorrow (wednesday) theyre doing a self injury show..i dont really know much more...but i figured id let you know or whatever later Current Mood: numbCurrent Music: tv |
| 4:28p | hey everyone im new to the community. lately ive been cutting more than usual but i finally think its time for me to talk about it with people that are going through the same things that i am, because i think it will help. i don't want to do these things to myself anymore. but i dont think that i have the power to stop. i feel like ive been doing this far too long to be able to handle everything without a razor. :-/ but im going to try, and this is my first step in doing so. <3 gabby Current Mood: alone Current Music: AFI- silver and cold |
| 5:53p | Hey guys, I saw this community and it looks really good. I'm a recovering cutter, and it's hard to find people to talk about your problem with. People who understand and have been there. So this looks like a good place for me to start. I havn't cut since the summer, I know it's not that long ago, but it seems like forever to me. I feel like no one really wants to deal with me, you know? I think my mom is getting tired of me. She doesn't know I cut, but she said she's sick of my depression. I can't help it. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm kinda knew to blurty, all my friends are on LJ and I don't have any friends on blurty. So if anyone wants me to add them, then leave me a comment. I would love to make friends here. And I'm open to talking about anything. Alright well sorry if it's long. I'll be going now. |
| 6:12p | i cant stand my cravings anymore...i really want to cut. i really really want to cut. rubberbands, ice, writing, screaming, crying, talking, reading, drawing, burning, scratching, none of this helps anymore! i want the slicing of flesh, the waterfall of blood. i want to see it. i want to feel it. i want to know that it happened to me. it was real. i want to know that i will get through this life. i want to go out and buy brand new razors that my mother will NEVER find. i want to slit my throat. i want to slit my wrists. i want to...argh! i think i should just jump. but i prefer deieing by blood loss. but the thing is, if i wont be able to kill myself by slitting my wrists. only if....only if i slit it many times as deep as i did the last time i tried killing myself... i cant do this... sorry, i just had to get this out of my system. it feels better now after i wrote it all down. cuz guess writing does help a bit. i still crave cutting though. |
| 6:43p | hi everyone. i used to be a member of this community a while ago but i decided to use livejournal but now im back. just a little background information: i've been cutting and performing other acts of SI, like burning and wrist banging for the past 5 years. ive been getting better tho, i havnt cut in about 4 months. recently a load of shit has come up in my life and i started burning my arms becaues thats the only way i know how to cope with those kinds of feelings. now that i realize what ive done i hate myself right now and am very dissapointed. i hate how i rely on SI to help me with my problems when i know i can talk to people about my feelings, but when i do try to talk nothing comes out of my mouth, and when i actually end up being able to talk i dont get the same satisfaction as i would cutting or burning. i dunno, i guess that's what this community is for right? ♥ hailey |
| 8:18p | dont tell me you do that.. please say you dont. soo were getting alot of new members =] . haha i was just wondering where some of you guys lived. like what states? or countries.? dw im not like a stalker. lol. im just curious. i live in NJ. does anyone else here live in new jersey? thats all.. - nicole Current Mood: cynicalCurrent Music: fall out boy |
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