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Thursday, October 28th, 2004
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| 3:24p | one of these days, these days will end i dunno..does anyone else ever get tired of letting people down? i feel like im so sick of my whole god damn life. im tired of being sad or angry all the time. im tired of seeing him with her. im tired of the bad out weighing the good. im tired fo no one understanding. im just tired. i always seem to let everyone down...even myself. i cut in the shower last night...i made one cut and it would bleed and the water would wash it away and it would bleed...theres something comforting about watching the tainted water flow down the drain..just like all my sorrows leaving me. I cut the word broken into my leg. thats how i feel all the time..messed up broken child maybe someday i can be perfect to somebody Current Mood:  jealousCurrent Music: TBS- Your so Last Summer |
| 4:48p | help M y friend found my scars, what do I tell her? I cant where long sleeves and sweatshirts for ever, but now I know it was a mistake. I didnt think it was that noticable. I guess I was wrong. What do i do? Current Mood:  drainedCurrent Music: Marilyn Manson-Taninted Love |
| 5:56p | ..... Why didn't I just go w/ my family today? I love them but I feel like my sister is always judging me. Is that wrong? All she wanted was for us to go to dinner but I couldn't. She would do something to make me feel like shit. Always have. I cut twice then played the salt and ice game. I still feel nothing. Current Mood: numb |
| 6:42p | There was never any place for someone like me to be t.o.t.a.l.l.y happy hi... here comes another sad depressing of my oh so fucked life.. hmm yea nothing going on i guess i got upset today while talking to Alex and so i carved a star in my left ankle.. so pretty.. it hurt like a bitch i loved it...^.^ but i'm pissed off i think i'll go cut agian i'm gunna write something this time... hmm any suggestions? i hate school!!!!! it's too stressing... v.v UHGGGG well i'm off goo bye -_x_D.an.a_x_- Current Mood: fucking upset! Current Music: Something Coroprate - Straw Dog |
| 9:51p | ok i dont have much time but basically i have a sore thing on my leg from scratching cuz im an idiot and i have gym so ive been wearing pants but my teacher says that i cant wear pants anymore. what do i do!!?!!?!?!?!?! its halfway up my shin. sugestions?!?! |
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