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Thursday, October 14th, 2004
| Time | Event |
| 3:14p | gah its kayla. i got suspended. [if you dont recognise me im the one who had the girl puking up pills on her icon]- this is liek the 938638 time this year. ;'[ o well bad few days. very bad. so ye ai duno i might make a new name- this one is old. who knows *shrug* |
| 3:14p | gah its kayla. i got suspended. [if you dont recognise me im the one who had the girl puking up pills on her icon]- this is liek the 938638 time this year. ;'[ o well bad few days. very bad. so ye ai duno i might make a new name- this one is old. who knows *shrug* |
| 6:02p | ick... so i carried my razors around with me for my last 4 classes today, but never made it to the bathroom long enough to cut. it sucked. they were RIGHT THERE lol. homecoming's this saturday. i starved myself fairly well i guess. 10 lbs wouldve been nicer, but w/e. i broke my 18+ month sobriety the other day and drank (at school, nonetheless) i felt very...accomplished. it was pretty disturbing. ive been having cutting urges like mad since then. i forgot what it is to be comfortably numb. hope you all are doing well. <3 Ace "silence is not the way, we need to talk about it, if heaven is on the way, we'll wrap the world around it" Current Mood:  deviousCurrent Music: Bush : Letting the Cables Sleep |
| 8:14p | Hi, the names Dana. I'm 13 years old.. and i haven't been cutting too long but i cut quite a few times.. i've carved FTW in my left wrist it stands for Fuck The World... i Hate my life..and I dislike alotta people in it...and yea.. well i wrote a poem for a friend tonight so i thought i'd share here it is: Tears and A Fake Smile By: Dana Rowe The blood drips down her wrist She cries till she falls asleep She never stops This girl is full of problems Shes carved scars so deep it's suicidal Her tears have made ingravements on her face Her heart is broken in two It'll never be repaired Her blade is rusty and old Oh, this has been going on for too long She needs help but everyone she turns too turns her away with disbelive Her life is full of misery Her hopes just rise then fall Nothings ever right for her She wants to give up but she can't she'd leave too much of a burden behind She'll never know how everyone felt about her Her friends will never know how she felt With nothing but tears and a fake smile. I guess I'll write later, -_x_D.an.a_x_- Current Mood:  confused |
| 10:38p | Heyy..well I've been cutting on and off for almost a year, since last December. It's been pretty serious at times, but at other's it's for fun. I don't know I might just be weird, but the other day I was bored and I felt like feeling the excitement of cutting through my own flesh, so on my right thigh I carved a heart and on my left thigh I carved "DIE." The heart isn't like too big, but too small, but the word "DIE" is pretty small I guess..I then put marker on "DIE" and i made it really wet like an ink pad and i printed the carving onto a piece of paper. It came out pretty cool. I was gona do it with my blood but then if my dad found it, then it would be kind of obvious what it was from. You see, I was supposed to go to go to this mental hospital called Four Winds somewhere in New York, and so if he finds out that I still cut, then I'll have to go and I'm scared shit. I'm not crazy, I'm just different I guess..Well that's about it. If anyone wants to talk to me, my AIM screen name is Censoredxo0x and my E-mail is KissMeHardxo0x@yahoo.com (based on the song "The Best Deceptions" by Dashboard Confessional) |
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