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Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
| Time | Event |
| 11:28a | I need someone's..ANYONES help... I have to do a report on What is wrong with the world, and I have to find a way to "fix" it..or a way to improve itmand I need help I have no clue where or HOW to start... Current Mood:  confused |
| 2:15p | what i feel for you. tried to hold in it but all i could do is scream, scream at you, my hearts desire, to hold you tight, while you retire, tonight i wish that i could do anything, that would tell you how i feel. i want to scream at you, my hearts desire, to hold you tight, while you retire, tonight. if i could say, say anything, i would tell you that i love you, wither i know you, or you really know me, i would let it be what it is. if i could only tell you, the way that my heart feels, what would you say, to make me believe that you feel the same, as though your shallow heart may fall, to earth it becomes compacted, the head of mine that spins and twines, through that fog in my reactions. Your heart is dull and numb to fall to earth as though, is heaven. i hear your cry though i dont respond, just watch your heart compacted. |
| 4:51p | my other Journal has been suspended...it was Lucy_lu_who... and i had to make an other one... Current Mood:  annoyed |
| 7:08p | wondering has anyone here ever cut on their face? I had a dream once that i just slashed my face all up, and now i'm scared i'll actually do it. |
| 9:36p | i hate myself cuz i never understand...my anger builds up and i dont know what to do...everything just builds up til i cant take it and ill just start bawling (of course hiding somewhere, because im so ashamed of myself) and i feel so foolish, ill just cut...and once i cut, ill forget my saddness and just focus on it...and sometimes im lucky and forget everything but me, my razor, and my blood. like right now. i just want to run huge slashes down my arms just to see my blood one more time...i dont know..maybe im addicted to my blood or something...cuz it used to be i didnt feel pain when i cut...but now, i push it, i just want pain..cuz physical pain is better than emotional.peace. |
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