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Saturday, November 29th, 2003
| Time | Event |
| 1:13p | IM HOME!!!!! =]]] Im finally home! woo hoo! =] it has been a longgg day. I have been in like 4 different airports 2day and i have been traviling from 3.30am to 7.00pm ugh....airports=not fun During the 3568539733764 hours spent on the airplane...i did alot of thinking... i was thinking about how much i want to change....how much i hate the person i am. I hate the way i look, i hate the way i act...i hate everyhting thing about me....i think if i work on changing mii self i will have a better out-look on life....because right now....wakeing up in the morning is totally point-less... i did nah cut 2day =]] yay-ness! =] --I juzt wanna say thank you 2 every1 that post's on mii entrys....ty for careing and trying to help me. it means alot to fiind people that kno how you feel or are juzt willing to listen =] ty guys =]] -maygin Current Mood:  happyCurrent Music: nuffin. |
| 4:34p | darn crap!!...i cut last night....yup three little gashes rite in a row in my inner arm part...it bled alot to ....i did it with one of my dads cookign knives....grr i put a bandage on it and my parents were liek "what happned?" n im liek o Max ( my dog ) did it...they cant find out about my cutting...they just cant....so i put some cream concealer over it...im so desprate...if any1 knows a good way to cover up cuts please comment..thanks Current Mood:  angryCurrent Music: None |
| 5:22p | *Last night I had a DeaM* * * * * * * I re-cut the heart I had carved on my ankle. It a remeinder of my girl. She knows I love her and she was going to carve the same heart as a remeinder of me. Is it possible to love 2 people at the same time? or even 3? Maybe its not love love, but extreme care. I dont know. Im really craving the cutting sensation, but I cant find my razorblade nor my little knife, and my mom hid anything sharp. And if I do cut, I dont know where...I'm a bit tired of the usual arm, and I cant cut there anyweys. Oh.. and I had the weirdest, yet great dream today. Some guy I like was in it, and yeah stuff was about to happen when my mom woke me up. I was like.. NO! ...sorry...just had to mention it...heh. ::DarK:: * * * * * * Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: *My Ruin* |
| 10:43p | so mike called me.. we had a conversation, if you could call it that. he said ive changed in the past few days. and yes.. i agreed with hi.. i have. my veiws on many things have chnaged. i cant remmeber for the life of me what set it off.. possibly me questioning love.. im no sure.. but it's happened. and i can no longer concentrate on anything but thinking. my mind is racing with thought about everything.. like, if we didnt have brains, would there be a past? putting aside the fact we wouldnt be able to move or live.. just would ther be a past?--wow.. *shock to the system* ill post later.. THIS one draws my attention uberly.. -kayyyyyllllaaaa Current Mood: intregued |
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