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Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
| Time | Event |
| 12:47a | I locked myself out of my house 2 times today. I had to sit in the cold for a half hour. It was so cold. I lost all my house keys. I am very upset becasue "HE" is not coming to see me tomrow i dont think. I haven';t talked to him in 2 days and i don't wanna call him becasue i don't wanna look bad. I really thought he liked me. Now i'm really sad. I wanted to smoke wiht him and drink... i wanna get drunk!!! I am so stupid, i can't write my term paper. i'm scared i'm gonna fail and not get out of school. I am too old for this shit. I just wanna cry..... I still haven't cut. I really want to but i still can;t. I don't kno... all this shit that is going on is horrible, i am so miserable.... I hope everyone else is doing well?! Current Mood:  highCurrent Music: No Doubt Ex-Grlfriend |
| 11:26a | =[ well well well another crappy day what a suprize =[ i dun wanna be alive no mo. I really dont..... maybe ill get hit by a car 2day =]] *gonna go play in the road* -maygin- Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: x.X |
| 12:08p | my leg my leg.. my leg hurts.. my leg hurts BAD.. my leg is gunna die!! i feel as tho my leg is gunna fall off.. it hurts.. bad.. after mikes makeshitf mosh pit last nite.. i got pretty smacked around.. i got a bump on my arm.. and he kept hitting my legs.. and ugg. they hurt.. the two keep reopening. like.. i wake up everyday and theyre bleeding.. and sumtimes at skool.. blah.. how do i make them not do that.. ? --well i knwo ryans not dead.. i called him this morning and no one answered.. but about 45 mins later he called back.. ; D that makes me happy... --another thing that mad eme happy is the other day.. jesse told me he stopped.. !!!! im very proud.. lol.. but im really happy --im worried aboot maygin tho.. shes in arruba.. she wants to play i ntraffic.. btu i already told ehr she woodnt get hit.. Current Mood:  calmCurrent Music: GREENDAY [X] ESPIONAGE |
| 3:17p | is tara stil here? wickedly_torn? j |
| 3:20p | Bleh My night was fun fun!~ hmmm last night, went to concert good concert, battle of the bands first one Major moshing :P Fun shit Good ska and punk bands elbowed in face twice Kicked, hit, yanked into mosh pit It was an event let me tell you, it was fun tho, Im going again next weekend :P Itll be fun. So yeah I did cut like two days ago, and I cheated tho im not fully healed but close enough, i cut on the top of my lower arm by my wrist and I wanted to do it on my wrist but I didnt which is a good thing. But yeah I have been doing eh pretty good so far. Im gonna tel lmy mom ot clal that concerlor tho cuz I need it. But n e ways yes I had a fun night, I hurt all over tho, my legs especially lol jumpin up and down n shit for like 4 hours takes its tool, but yeha I was an hour late to the concert oh well, THEY GAVE AWAY A CAR! I was liek whoa man lol it was cool,. I also won dinner for two to red robin a yummy resturant. I think ill be nice and take my mom, after all she has been here for me, I jsut wish she would ay knwo get my cutting mroe and help me, but eh idk Oh Just this second I found out my uncle had my aunt arrested Lovely Shes in Texas and she better leave her lying cheating backstabbign husband soon and move here! hes such a fuckign asshole I hate him! :mad face: UGHHH but n e ways yeah Ill ttyl Bye guys! |
| 5:29p | I have purple cuts, well after i cut and then hmm..... an hour went by maybe longer, and there purple. Is that normal ? I thought maybe they were infected, so i put proxide on them yesterday... but still purple. Are anyone else's purple? So i know i dont have some sort of skin disease/ thank you. Love // Kat Current Mood:  annoyedCurrent Music: azure ray, I wish.... |
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