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Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
| Time | Event |
| 12:05p | Ive cut 3 times since monday, once becuase i was meeting with my landlord and lied to him, 6 lies so i cut a star with 6 points, once on tuesday night because i went out with my sister and didnt have ID so had to come home early, and then once last night because i wanted to punish myself for fucking up uni. Although i dont know how much it is punishment anymore seeing as now im looking for reasons to do it and doing it more often. My sister saw the star cut yesterday, and she just said my name in a fucking disaproving tone and i just said 'but i like it, it doesnt even hurt" and mum was there and she goes "i didnt even realise it was cut into you i thought it was drawn on or a tattoo or something" |
| 3:16p | im baack Hey i know i havent updated in a million years but school is killing me. Ne way i gotz a question for everone. What makes you wanna cut or what lead you to doing it? -Your Not So Precious Mabel- Current Mood:  crazyCurrent Music: marilyn manson- (S)aint |
| 3:57p | oh my god. well, this is what happened today: my mom picked me up from school. in the car she tells me dad stayed home and cleaned out my room. literally, cleaned out. i had the following in there: -condoms -dental dams -notes with refs. to my sexuality -parental advisory cds -my wicca stuff worst of all: razors with blood on them and bloody rags. now my room is completely empty. and i'm scared out of my mind. what will happen to me? will they send me away? will they just ground me for a few months? everything? i am so sick of not doing anything right for them. as soon as im pulling up my grades...this happens. fuck it. sorry for x-posting. Current Mood:  shockedCurrent Music: NIN x A Warm Place |
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