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Sunday, October 12th, 2003
| Time | Event |
| 8:59a | Hmm...so before I'm not sure if I said that I haven't been myself since I stopped cutting and what not. and that's true. and I think with something like cutting you have to be ready yourself to stop, you can't stop for other people. and that's what I did and it made me feel like shit. So last night, I made a tiny tiny X on my left arm. It's the first time I've ever cut on that arm since I'm a lefty I've only cut on my right arm. but now it's sitting there. And I can feel it while i type. i dunno. i may or may not do it again. never know. Current Mood:  thankfulCurrent Music: 'Dream is over' Finding Westerly |
| 10:04a | well... my ex b/f (who almost got me pregnant) told me he loved me last nite. so i tell him to call so we can talk thingz over & he duzn't (some luv huh?) i think i might break up with matt... deffinetly breaking up with nova soon. the relationship isn't good anymore. we never talk, even when we're in the same class. & there's ashley who's great & also in a bad relationship right now so she's gunna break up with her g/f. then we're gunna go out. so... anywayz... HICKEYS ARE KINKY!!! random sorry. uuummm...... havn't cut for a while over a week. ben sed he would get really upset if i did so... it gives me a reason to stop i guess. well i'm gunna go bitch at aj (my ex) peace (that wuz ghetto) Current Mood:  confused |
| 10:49a | hello Well... Hello everyone! I had been a part of this Community for a while. i just needed to make a new name. I haven't cut in a while... I haven't really counted the days becasue so when i do cut again i won't kno how many days i fucked up. Its not just cuting i do that with i also do that with smoking and shit.. I just stop smokeing ciggrettes. Like 3 days ago or something close to that. I needeed to stop anyway. Gettting high is good enough no need to the little extra. My life pretty much sucks i am 19 and still in high school. I am a very sad person.. i don't really kno if there is more to say. Current Mood:  drainedCurrent Music: Garbage I'm only happy when it rains |
| 6:13p | Yay! Guys... guess what! I got my first tattoo today! I got the word 'Hope' with two nautical stars on my lower back! It looks so awesome.. I'm in love with it!! YAY!! Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: Linkin Park "Breaking the Habit" |
| 10:22p | *Pornography Exposed* * * * * * Yesterday I was about to go take a shower and I needed a new razor for my legs (i really did need it, lol) I got one out, and my mom said she was going to the store with my dad As soon as they left, I just had to cut the thing open now I got two new blades i dropped my old one sometime during English class, cus I was using it as a book mark 8) I hadn't cut in a few weeks so I went crazy on my arms, legs and chest * * * * * * Today I went to the mall with my parents I didnt notice that the shirt i was wearing was a little low, so my mom looks at me and was like: "mija, what happened to ur boob?" I hadn't notice that the burns I made with the insense were visible so I was like: "oh, stupid spider bites. see I have them on my arms too" and showed her real spider bites. (I dont cut/burn on my lower arms. just the upper part) She bought it. yey! Also, I burnt over the scars on my wrists. They look purtyfull! * * * * * I havent talked to my b/f. He was supposed to come on fri. but I guess hes busy and anyweys, I wouldn't have had time cus of homework I didn't go dancing today... By this time, I'd be twirling all over the dance floor or if I was drunk, I'd be making out with random people. Ha! Sell Your Life ::DarK:: * * * * * Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: D.D. |
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