Monday, October 23rd, 2006
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1:44 pm - I heard this and thought of you
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And I'm sure a lot of other Expo cosplayers will agree with me that it's quite fitting...
But hell, today showed that there are some real cocksuckers out there who post shit just to start a fight.
So yeah - you know who you are, asshole - and all of us know you post to piss the fuck out of us all...
So you can just *bursts into song* Shut your fucking face, uncle fucka~ You're a cocksucking asslicking uncle fucka~
I rest my case.
And yes, a lot of us on MSNM did find the song in relation to you very funny.
Moetaro?
~Ryopon~
current mood:  calm
current music: Terrence and Phillip - "Uncle Fucka"
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Saturday, October 21st, 2006
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10:14 am - BWAHAHAHAHAHA
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I did it!! XDD
I can't believe I did it but I did.
I went into the hairdressers for my appointment this morning, got out my PSP, looked for a decent picture of Roy Mustang and asked my hairdresser "can you make my hair kind of like that please?"
Though she said my hair was pretty similar already, she did trim it a little more a la Mustang
Wheee
Pretty much all set now then - if only we can get into the Masquerade now :o
~Ryopon~
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Radio 1
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Friday, October 20th, 2006
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10:44 pm - Curses!!
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Damnit... I totally just got a Sheezyart profile this evening.
It's all Yuki's fault XDDD;;;
But it's weird... I'm suddenly really popular with a lot of people...
And as far as Window's Messenger goes... I think I'll stick with it :D
Anyways off to bed now - last night was the shift from hell.
~Ryopon~
current mood:  tired
current music: Scott Mills Show - Radio 1
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10:41 am - YOSH!!!!
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FINALLY my on call is over.
My god, that was the 16hr shift from hell.
From 4pm when I got in till 4am when I got to finally sleep for a while, I didn't sit down for more than 10mins because it was so busy!!!
Holy crap.
However, I did get some great news whilst I was on call.
Great News #1
OMFG!!! Mark and I are gonna be in the Expo Masquerade on Sunday!!!! w00t!!!!
It's going to be Pocky (Mark) Vs Tifa Lockhart (me)
Wheeeeee~
Great News #2
I could be up to win tickets to the Expo party that the guest celebs attend too thanks to the Expo Radio Show :D
Awesomeness!!
~Ryopon~
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Radio 1
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Thursday, October 19th, 2006
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10:07 am - Contemplation time
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Hmn....
Just upgraded to Window's Live Messenger for lack of anything to do...
Well, that's not true... I was kind of bored and when I upgraded normal MSNM, it spazzed out XDD;;;
Though, now I have WLM running, I'm not sure if I quite like it yet or not.... hmn....
Maybe it's because I'm not used to it or something - I'll see by the end of the week XDDD
I miss there not being a boss mode though - that kind of sucks... or maybe I need to find it.
~Ryopon~
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Stereophonics - "Handbags and Gladrags"
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12:24 am - TT_TT!!!!
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Just watched the Last Samurai on tv...
OMG.... That's such a well choreographed movie with such a sad story to it... *sniffles*
I'm not afraid to say that I had tears in my eyes towards the end...
And the score is just beautiful.... I think I'll have to get hold of that...
Now.. off to bed for me...
~Ryopon~
current mood: sleepy
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Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
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9:16 pm - otto...
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Front desk demoted again today!!!
Jeez...
I think they do it deliberately because apparently I'm the first person to get the hang of stuff there...
And I speed type.
Hmn..
Oh well.
XDDD;;
~Ryopon~
current mood:  okay
current music: Roy mustang - "Shounen yo, Shinjiru Nakama yo"
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Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
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10:40 pm - Let me say what just went through my head...
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WE WERE COMPLETELY ROBBED BY A LINESMAN THAT NEEDS HIS EYES TESTED!!!!!
I mean excuuuuuse me?
That was NOT hand ball against Thierry Henry... playback showed the ball hit his abdomen you dufus!!!!!!!!
SO THAT GOAL SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN DISALLOWED.
Grrr... some bitch/bastard has jinxed me - and it's spread to my football team as well.
Damnit.
~Ryopon~
current mood:  frustrated
current music: Radio 1 Black Hole
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8:59 pm - FOOOOOOO!!!
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Hmn...
Usually, I find Tuesdays to be the most hellish days of the week..
However, today was pretty damn good XDDDD
Oh yeah... I found out that my Hard Gay keyring actually nods his head.... or moves the rest of his body up towards his head.... whichever way you prefer :P
Oh yeah.. I seem to have picked up another fanboy.
And another guy just told me he's got a crush on me and put this comment on my guestbook on my piczo site claiming I kissed him ... erm... hello... MSNM (k) signs are not real...
~Ryopon~
current mood: amused
current music: Nickleback - "You Remind Me"
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Monday, October 16th, 2006
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11:53 pm - I've discovered something awesome...
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ZOMG!!!
New Channel 5 branch off Channel called 5US - aaaaaand they're showing the new series of CSI: Crime Scene Investigation!!!
YOSH!!!!
BADASS!!!
And on the cosplay front - I can't really escape from this now because I've been asked by too many people...
I'm most probably going to join the Fight Group for May :D
And yes, I think I have decided...
I'm deciding on something totally the opposite of Roy Mustang... even though I thought Kyo Kusanagi would be my first crossplay...
I'm going to try and figure out how to pull off Kula Diamond from The King of Fighters :D
Wheeeee!!!
Oh and I managed to fix the problem of the dress rope 'clasp' on my Mustang cosplay - and nearly messed up because I was laughing so much at Graham Norton's show The Bigger Picture :P
Oh!! And I spoke with Rel today - she said she's going to make me a Tifa wig for free because she promised me one!! KYAAAAAH!!!!
Also, she was one person who thought I should cosplay Kula Diamond (she's cosplaying Chun Li from Street Fighter) and reckoned she could make the wig for a Kula cosplay if I wanted :D
Ok, now I need sleeeeeep
~Ryopon~
current mood:  artistic
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9:45 pm - Shed a little light
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Well...
Looks like there might be hope in my crappy little out-of-hours life after all...
Not coming from the direction I had hoped but hell, when you're feeling as crap as me, anything'll do.
And now?
Now I'm going to cling to that little bit of hope because I know it keeps my head above everything and anyone that's trying to bring me down.
Not to mention, this news hasn't made me just a little bit more hopeful and happy.
It has for at least 2-4 other people.
James, dude.... you're a star.
Thanks for all your help.
And to everyone else trying to rub salt in to wounds - I give you a two-fingered salute.
Because bitchyness on that level in a public place...
It just isn't done.
~Ryopon~
current mood: hopeful
current music: Hinder - "Lips of an Angel"
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9:17 pm - I'm not okay, I'm not OKAAAAAAAAYYYYYY
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Wow
That took even quicker than I thought for me to be knocked from my personal Happyland o.o
A sudden barrage of crap just hit me over the last 30-45mins...
And yup.. here I am...
Back in the shithole.
Again.
My star sign was right for today - work does indeed take my mind off a 'personal relationship problem' (thank you Metro newspaper)
~Ryopon~
current mood:  pessimistic
current music: My Chemical Romance - "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"
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6:27 pm - Woooah...
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Man... first day back in the in-patients room in a long time...
And bloody hell it was busy.
Richard got put on admin today myahahahahahaha... that's to get him back for when I was put on admin last week and he came round with a few others teasing how I got 'demoted' bwahahahahaha.
On that note, it's like nothing happened on Friday - he was really pissed off when he found out I didn't get covered at 7pm and was left in the operating room until the trauma case finished.
Then, when we were on the way home this evening, he reassured me about the other thing bugging me - telling me that I shouldn't worry too much if someone reacts over name calling - he said he calls the woman he loves really horrible things but they always joke about it.
XDDDD
But yes, it's been a bit of a wake up call for me recently - I'm over the initial shock now... and I think I'm starting to slowly get over it and think more towards positive things.
What with all the organizing I have to do for the in-patients room this week, Expo next week, Halloween the week after and then World Radiography Day in early November, I can't afford to be pulled back by stupid personal things that want to play havoc with my mind.
Yes... from now on, I'm going to try and be a little more care-free...
And I'm going to try and stick to the bright side.
Mind you, knowing me, all it will take is a shitty day - or night shift - this week to bring it all crashing down XDDD
But for now, I'll no longer lose sleep over things I realize now isn't up to me to right anymore - it's now beyond my control and up to the other party.
Or parties.
*nod*
~Ryopon~
current mood:  determined
current music: Dire Straits - "Sultans of Swing"
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7:24 am - New stuff
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Because of a turn of events as of recent, I've been finding new things to occupy myself with to take my mind off other things - or basically get over them.
So the current big thing at the moment is the London Expo.
Just 12 days away - as everyone keeps IMing me and reminding me about on MSNM (even with their display names - there are an awful lot of people counting down like it's advent, this is the first time I've bothered to count days XDDD)
I figured when I was drying my hair last night that I needed a haircut.
I think this time, I'm going to find a picture of Roy and just bring it in and say "make my hair like that" or something XDDDDDDDD
Anyhow, off to work now :o
I have a feeling there's still much planning to do - the FMA group seem to be active, thus giving me as the organizer a lot to do still XDD;;;
As long as I just survive this week with the on call and all... XD;;
~Ryopon~
current mood: okay
current music: RevenG - "Exotic Ethnic"
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Sunday, October 15th, 2006
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10:47 pm - You know you're back when...
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A certain member of the household starts acting likc a complete bastard...
And your mum manages to lose your new £150 phone that you never really got the chance to use yet.
I swear to god that if she's thrown it out whilst she was clearing my room out - whilst I was on holiday, I might add - then I will make her buy another one...
Gah... It's shit being home...
And not a lot of people I can bitch to about it atm.
Seems like work seems to be the happiest place for the budding young Flame Alchemist at the moment....
~Ryopon~
current mood:  grumpy
current music: The Adam and Joe Show Podcast
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Saturday, October 14th, 2006
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5:42 pm - What the song says
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Keep listening to this song on my playlist XDDDD
Last night it was that Lips of an Angel song - but then I realized just how much that song ended up depressing me... especially after how yesterday went!! I'm glad it's all done with!! That's the last time I work a Friday 13th!!
So yeah, I feel like a bit of weight has been lifted but still...
When the kris dagger starts to look inviting, nothing's ever going to be good.
Speaking of daggers - Mark showed me this dagger he bought for £7 - and the katana Eevee got for about £15-£20 - both real.
Damn, wish we had closing down sales like that here in North London. XD;;
Anyways... I finally got around to sorting out the Captions pages on my website - so you guys can all stop bugging me about it!!! My gosh, I was on holiday - there was no way I could have modded that part of my site whilst I was away XDDDDDD
Anyways, yes... PEOPLE CAN FINALLY STOP BUGGING ME ABOUT THE CAPTIONS PAGES!!!
SORRY IT WAS LATE BUT HAARRRRRR IT'S UP NOW!!!
*goes to find that asylum jacket*
~Ryopon~
current mood: blah
current music: My Chemical Romance - "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"
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11:02 am - Thank you
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I would like to say thank you to TJ, Princess Quatris, Yukito, Mark and the others last night who really cheered me up after such a horrible day!!
And... for the extra advice that's been bugging me all week - and even more when another problem arised yesterday with my best friend at work over something trivial that did not actually involve me, but he decided to take it out on everyone around him.
Yes, I see now - if they really cared about me as a friend, they would say what was wrong instead of lashing out. That IS what makes friendship, right? Thanks for being the first to point that out, TJ - even though I'm cutting out all the profanities that you put in to the convo as well XDD
So today, I'm going to try and start a fresh - it's a nice sunny day outside but I'm going to stay in and talk to my other friends - organize the FMA groups for the Expo and all.
This is my 2nd Expo and it's what? 14 days away now.
I'm actually really excited about it :3
And I'm definetely more involved this time than I was the first time I went in May.
Mark reckons I'm going to be really popular - he said I was even now very popular on the forums!
So yes, I'm going to try and push out as much of the negative points as I can now.
Monday, I'll speak to Rich. I know what the problem is - I know it's not with me but another member of staff - but I'm not going to let him lash out at everyone - including his best friend - and then go sulking because of sillyness.
And Takechi knows my IM's always on if she wanted to ever talk about whatever the big problem was.
Right. Got that off my chest.
Now. Breakfast.
Then. Organizing - sorting things out and working on my cosplay.
~Ryopon signing off~
current mood: calm
current music: Bowling for Soup - "The Bare Necessities"
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Friday, October 13th, 2006
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8:48 pm - Devil's Day
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I had such a SHIT day!!
I think it was probably one of the worst days at work I've ever had so far - and not very many people to get it off my chest to really.
I'll probably elaborate on it later but for now, I'm just going to say it was absolutely fucking horrible.
~Ryopon~
current mood: crappy
current music: Nick Lachey & Jessica Simpson - "A Whole New World"
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Thursday, October 12th, 2006
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9:08 pm - Thank you, bastards
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After a sudden warning of less than 24hrs, the masquerade at Expo was given a closing deadline.
So... it was a mad rush for me to make a script, get everyone to read it, verify it, get my entry form done, get the others to send their entry forms to me - complete with pictures, mash them all together, send them all in one big e-mail...
And for what?
NOTHING.
Now they say it was already full!!
ALL THAT HARD WORK FOR NOTHING!!!
I'm having SUCH A SHIT DAY SINCE I GOT INTO WORK THIS MORNING
Please excuse me, I'm going off to cry.
Apparently, there are a lot of people that dislike me - and for nothing I can comprehend.
I just want to die.
~Ryopon~
current mood: depressed
current music: Radio 1
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6:42 pm - hmn
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I'm trying to find the nearest words to describe how I feel at the moment...
I think the following are closest:
Sadness
Heartbrokeness
Betrayal
Depression
~Ryopon~
current mood: depressed
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