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[02 Jan 2004|08:45pm]
[ music | uh...someone playing the piano. ]

hey. im still really, really bored. james is repeatedly playing 'mary had a little lamb' on the piano. well, i hope its james. otherwise theres some creep in my house that i dont know about.

i think i might do i survey to waste away time. if i can find one. eh. maybe later.

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[02 Jan 2004|07:09pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | a global threat-false patriot ]

hey. so after i changed from my clothes that smelled like dying, rotting animals kathleen, dd, and i went up to buy our mother fucking power bar so we didnt have to shove all our amp plugs in outlets that they dont really fit in. so now we've got 12 outlets (all of which have 3 holes). and we got a free extension cord with it, because you can never have enough of those. then we went to food basics because i realized i never had lunch. i bought chips. 97 cents for a pretty big bag. good stuff.

tomorrowwwww...tomorrow we're kind of stranded at the ski resort all day, because we're hitching a ride with anjuli's parents who want to hang around afterwards so....we dont go home until they go home. thats ok because we need the practice. i wish the snowboard rentals there werent such shit. neh. when i get good enough/have enough money (which could quite possibly be never) i might just buy my own snowboard. no...if i ever get lots of money i need a new amp. actually, i dont need one as badly as i thought. but i still do need one. ok im fucking rambling on insanely so im going to go. thats what happens when im forced to wake up before 11 am.

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snowwwwwwboarding. [02 Jan 2004|02:04pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | blanks 77-are we having fun yet? ]

hey. i went snowboarding. im exhausted. partly because they said we had to be there 2 hours before the lesson for no particular reason....so yeah. then i realized the snowboard and boots i rented were a pieces of shit because the boots didnt do up properly and once i snapped into the board i couldnt get out again. then we somehow were put in a class of kids a lot younger than us with a senile-seeming teacher. then my nail fell off and it bled a lot. i also smell like moist, dying dogs. yep. this entry sucks because its just me complaining. no, snowboarding's fun....i just need to get more sleep tonight. bye.

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[01 Jan 2004|11:54pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | blanks 77-are we having fun yet? ]

EVERYONE-

tell me what toothpaste you use. once again, i dont care if you're a random person or anyone. just leave a comment with your name (real or fake one) and the toothpaste you use.

why, you ask? i dont really know. but i made i site (well kathleen thought of it, because she's smart. that wasnt sarcastic.) which is a list of the toothpaste people use. you tell me and you get to be on the site. get it? yep. nah, its pretty lame but still amusing. here tis.

http://www.toothpaste.cjb.net/

anyway...

i need to go to bed. early tomorrow. nrrrrrrrrr. i dont have any gloves. you need those for snowboarding. ill find some.

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[01 Jan 2004|05:56pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | the nightmare before christmas-this is halloween ]

hey. i dont want to go back to school. ever. someone shoot me in the face.

so today was a huge ass waste of time. i sat around for a long time. then i went to kathleen's house where we were planning on writing out the tab for 'this is halloween' but we got lazy and didnt so we sat around watched warped dvds.

at least we're going snowboarding tomorrow. but we have to be ready by 8:30...nrrr thats almost as bad as school. i better be able to sleep tonight.

hey, i can actually write the tab now.....wait, no i cant because my guitar's at dd's house. well...i have the giant acoustic one....eh i could use it if i was really that bored. maybe i will. i also need to clean bird's cage. im going to go now...bye.

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happy, happy new year, children!! [01 Jan 2004|01:43am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | catch 22-keasby nights ]

awwwwwwww. happpy newwww yearrrr. whoo hoo. ill tell you about my day.

so we went to the movie theatre...and we saw the lord of the rings: the return of the king again...kickass movie...but then BAM, right at the end where merry and frodo were hugging, the screen starts to melt. and it goes white. HAHAHA. we got free movie passes. yay for us.

then we crapped around outside for a while, trying to act out the part where frodo and merry and pippin were frolicking in the bed and gandalf stands there and laughs...it didnt work out properly but twas still funny. HAHAHA.

we headed off the dd's house, where we sat around in the basement. then we ate food. i love ketchup doritos. then they wanted to watch the gc dvd, which was ok because its rather amusing. i yelled 'LEVEL' a lot. they know why. HAHAHA. i think it made the dvd more enjoyable.

then we ate pizza, and people slowly started leaving. eventually leaving me and dd there. so you know what we did. we wrote a kickass song!!! HAHAHA. i like it. we tried writing instrumental parts but we got frustrated and decided we would rather play super nintendo. except we couldnt get it set up. so we went upstairs...and we sat talking to her neighbours for a long time. then we played some car racing game. and thennnn...we more or less sat around. then twas midnight. dd's dad set off fireworks on the road. HAHAHA. and then we sat in the basement some more, and had what i think it would be safe to say the stupidest conversation ever. and then we taped our hands up. then i went home.

and nowwwww...i got home, and i had this peach wine thingy, and it was really good...i also had pizza. it was also good. now im here. whoo hoo.

i hate when popular kids use these damn emo songs in their msn names about people making fun of them and stuff. they can all go fuck themselves.

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[30 Dec 2003|11:46pm]
[ mood | tired ]

hey. so for tomorrow, we arent staying at dd's the whole night...neh..perhaps its for the better that way. for 1, only about three people could stay all night anyways. 2, i feel like shit and have already lost enough sleep anyways.

so we need to buy our damn power bar and practice some more tomorrow, since we never got around to that today. i also need to go to erin mills. some day.

oh yeah, i changed my background...and icon...yeah.

i found a new years survey which is quite fitting. i wont put it in the lj cut because its pretty short.

1. How would you rate this year 1-100? aw wow....1-100...a lot of last year and this year sucked....i mean really, really, really....sucked. but we also had some good times. id saaaay...around 50. i remember more bad stuff than good but as i said...we still did have some good times.

2. What has been the best thing to happen between you and a friend? not really anything with just one person...but camp was cool...our band shit getting sorted was cool...just chillin in general is nice. hopefully tomorrow'll be fun.

3. What has been the worst thing to happen between you and a friend? nothing really bad happened with us....it doesnt usually...

4. What has been the best thing to happen between you and a significant other? N/A :P

5. What has been the worst thing to happen between you and a significant other? ^^^

6. If you had a chance to go back to January 1st, 2003 and do it all over, would you? fuck no.

7. This year have you...:

-Cryed over 100 times? definitely not. i doubt ive cried even 100 times in my lifetime.
-Laughed over 100 times? probably
-Regretted over 100 things? no
-Thought to much? eh.

and i have another survey just to waste some more time. and then im going to go to bed.

hjsekhrsekrhserh )

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[30 Dec 2003|06:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | none more black-dinner's for suckers. ]

i did more or those quiz things on that site. the first one is insanely accurate.

Conscious self
Overall self
Take Free Enneagram Personality Test


Advanced Big Five Personality Test Results
Sociability |||| 18%
Gregariousness |||||||||| 38%
Assertiveness |||||||||||||||| 66%
Activity Level |||||||||||||||| 62%
Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Cheerfulness |||||||||||| 42%
Extroversion |||||||||||||| 52%
Trust |||||||||||| 46%
Morality |||||||||||||| 54%
Altruism |||||||||||| 42%
Cooperation |||||||||| 34%
Modesty |||||||||||||||| 66%
Sympathy |||||||||||||| 54%
Friendliness |||||||||||| 49%
Self-Efficacy |||||||||||| 42%
Neatness |||||| 22%
Dutifulness |||||||||||| 46%
Achievement |||||||||||| 50%
Self-Discipline |||||||||| 34%
Cautiousness |||||| 22%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Anxiety |||||||||| 38%
Anger |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Depression |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Self-Consciousness |||||||||||||| 58%
Immoderation |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Vulnerability |||||||||||||| 58%
Emotional Stability |||||||||| 38%
Imagination |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic Interests |||||||||||||||| 62%
Emotionality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 58%
Intellect |||||||||||||| 58%
Liberalism |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||| 68%
Take Free Advanced Big 5 Personality Test

and i dont get this one...

INFP - "Questor". High capacity for caring. Emotional face to the world. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 4.4% of total population.
Take Free Myers-Briggs Personality Test


and now ive got a huge ass survey )

our plans for tomorrow are still somewhat fucked up. we dont know who's going. neh. anyway. im listening to the warped tour 2003 compilation cds....the first one is very disappointing. the second one is better though. this band none more black...the singer sounds extremely familiar....damn, ill get it.....uhhh....kid dynamite!! thats it!!!! sounds exactly like him. yep. ok im going to go.
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passed the point of delirium....on my own, here we go. [30 Dec 2003|01:48am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | green day-brain stew ]

cant sleep. eyes burn. damn.

jskehtjskerhajkerh )

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[29 Dec 2003|11:57pm]
neh. had to steal train's quiz. because it was there. i scored more or less the same as the other one.

Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||| 42%
Schizoid |||||||||||||| 54%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||||| 80%
Antisocial ||||||||||||||| 74%
Borderline ||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Histrionic |||| 18%
Narcissistic |||||||||| 34%
Avoidant |||||||||| 34%
Dependent |||||| 30%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 42%
Take Free Personality Disorder Test
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[29 Dec 2003|11:28pm]
[ mood | extremely fucking pissed. ]

may 29 2008 will be one of the happiest days of my life.

lets just say so im so fucking angry right now i could kill something. literally. and being absolutely exhausted doesnt help either.

i have complete faith that my parents completely hate me. maybe hate isnt the right word. let me rephrase that....i have complete faith that my parents think i am the stupidest person in the world. yeah. i think that pretty much sums it up right.

my dad thinks i am the most stupid, worthless ass ever. i know it. maybe its just mom that hates me. i'd rather be hated though than considered a retard. yeah, i am stupid. but not stupid in a way that i cant think for myself.

"you know, i dont like hair dye."

great. i dont give a shit.

"im going to be disappointed if you ever get a tattoo. i dont like them."

i dont care. you wouldnt have to like it.

"you know what i think..."

no. i dont know what you think. and i dont care. im not here to fucking impress anyone. i dont care if other people like the way i look. i dont care if other people dont like the way i think. i dont care about what my parents think is retarded or not. i. dont. care.

and its always like this. always. maybe i just blew up at it today because it always happens. maybe because im just so damn tired. but shit.

"you know, i try to keep an open mind..."

bullshit. thats all i have to say.

*sigh* this is going to be a stupid entry because nobody knows whats going on. please ignore it. its mostly a build up of anger and exhaustion. this is all so emo sounding. if i wasnt so tired i might punch myself out of disguist. neh. fine.

they also hid my bleach from me. that counts as fucking stealing. they give it back or they give me my 15 fucking dollars back.

im going to bed. my stupid head is burning. my arm is too. now its bleeding. damn. good night.

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[29 Dec 2003|02:00pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

tomorrow, shoot me if i go to bed any time after 11.

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[29 Dec 2003|12:22pm]
hey. aw man im tired. ok. well today dd is online and she can do stuff, and i dont know where kathleen is. and i dont know if i should call or not. ehh. maybe soon.

and we found out we can use dd's house on new years. yay for us.

im going to go for now. bye.
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[29 Dec 2003|02:22am]
[ mood | tired ]

just got back from seeing the lord of the rings.

definitely a kick ass movie.

indeed.

i felt bad for sam when frodo was being such an ass to him. i dont really like frodo.

i like merry and pippin though. they make me smile.

im tired as fuck. i also wont say much about the movie so i dont spoil it...even though there isnt much to spoil, the ending is obvious. but its still a very kick ass movie.

oh, i also want to see...i think it was called the butterfly effect. and harry potter. *sings harry potter theme song*

good night.

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what do you live for when you're no one? [28 Dec 2003|09:19pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | the distillers-colossus USA ]

hey. im in a pretty good mood now. we just went out for dinner. eh. im not a fan of going to nice restaurants but it wasnt bad. there were none meat meals on the menu! imagine that.

anyway, i think me, dad, andrew and james are going to go see lord of the rings now...im probably going to want to see it multiple times because ive been told by many people its really good (works out nice because we're going again new years eve...i think...oh train, if you're reading have you talked to dd yet?).

looks like im using pink for my hair. i have a pretty good idea of what i want to do. oh man, i could bleach my hair tonight. except tomorrow it'll be kind of a sickly white-ish (because i wont get the dye done before i go out...IF i go out. i hope i go out). who cares. maybe i will. eh, maybe not...ill be tired when i get back. ill leave it for tomorrow. bye kids.

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how i spent my winter vacation: [28 Dec 2003|04:08pm]
[ mood | pathetic. ]
[ music | catch 22-point the blame ]

i sat here.

eating under cooked noodles

listening to catch 22

bitching about stuff.

i have such a sad life its not funny.

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[28 Dec 2003|02:46pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

fuck this. im tired as hell from waking up early and we never end up doing stuff anyways because something always fucks up. so that makes the day even longer than it has to be....if i knew i was just going to be fucking sitting around the whole fucking day id wake up as late as i possibly can instead of forcing myself out of bed at fucking 11:45.

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SHOULD I GO BACK SHOULD I GO BACK SHOULD IIIIIIIIII.... [28 Dec 2003|01:59pm]
[ mood | a weee bit delirious ]
[ music | blink-asthenia ]

ehhhhh. this is going to be one fuck ball of an entry because i think my lack of sleep just hit me. see, i was up until 3 something or other with andrew playing resident evil and eating noodles. OH MAN. i love those noodles. best food ever. im going to make a list of food i could live off forever.

food kristyn could live off forever:
NOODLES.
veggie burgers
jello powder
m&ms
fries
salad/random vegetables. WITH RASPBERRY DRESSING. mmm...raspberry-ish.
poptarts

and while im at it

DRINKS kristyn could live off forever:
DR PEPPER
ice cappucino
strawberry lime soda
whoop ass/that monster drink
the lemonade they had at camp
sprite ice

yep. im bored. dd is at the mall. so we still cant practice. fuck fuck shit fuck. i apologize in advance for the retardedness of this entry.

and none of you bastards picked a color. ill kill you all.
except one kid picked one. thanks whoever you may be.

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[28 Dec 2003|12:59pm]
EVERYONE:

pick a color: green or pink.

even if you're some random person who somehow got here. or if you're someone i know in real life (otherwise kathleen and katrina...actually just you train because kathleen already picked). or...i dont care, just pick.

so far: 5 for pink, 2 for green
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how kristyn spends her saturday nights: [27 Dec 2003|10:44pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | green day-jackass ]

well, lets see. for at least the past 2 hours ive sat here listening to various cds while eating m&ms and doing quizzes. then i ran out of m&ms. then i did more quizzes. then i switched cds. then i ate juicy fruit instead. yeah. lotttts of quizzes.

yeah, you know you wanna click it, bitch. haha im not funny. )

guess what else i did.

guess what this is. )

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