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[28 Feb 2003|11:22am]
For my Sociology class, we have to do a survey on something. I have chosen to do mine on online journals and the people who use them. Since this is a subject that I myself am interested in, I'd really appreciate it if you filled this out. :)

What is you age?:
Gender?:
How long have you had your current journal?:
How long have you had a journal? (Is this journal your first one? Did you have ones before your current one? Give dates if you can.):
How many of the people on you friends list do you know personally (talk/chat to on a regular basis)?:
How would you rate the content of your journal? (On a scale of 1-5):
Would you consider yourself to be anti-social when it comes to your journal?:

Thankyou for your time.

(please fill this out if you have the time and post your answers, with the questions please, in the comments. :) thanks)

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[08 Jan 2003|10:09am]
*waves* back from break and twice as lazy! :P

didn't write over break because i rarely do anything interesting enough to talk about over break. i did write about my swag, of course, but thats really the only exciting thing. i've been lazy for the last couple days since school started to write again too. bad me, no?

i wrote one interesting thing over the break though:
i, my fine feathered, furred and slightly smooth looking friends, have figured out utopia and how we are to get to it.

its so simple, its stupid.

when i was younger, well, not too much younger, it only stopped happening a couple years ago, my family use to take me camping. it was the usual idea of camping that i think people come up with. it wasn't a park where we got a spot with our tent and survived for a weekend without any kind of real tecknology. we had a tent actually, but me and my sister ruined it in our backyard ((where, incidently, was the only time it would be used)). we camped in trailers. nice ones. expensive ones. ones with softer-then-you'd-expect beds and stoves and electical outlets.

we camped in family camp grounds. ever since i could read, i would hand my head out the window of our trunk ((since, only our trunk could pull our trailers)) and read the signs these camp grounds had. "familys only". i'd always looked at my slightly red-faced sister ((who was always sitting up straight in her seat to peer out at the scenery around us)), my black haired and slightly balding dad and my almost-too-old-looking mom and thought "we surely must be exactly what they mean."

in these camp grounds there seemed to be a hundred kids the same age as me ((or, pretty close to the same age)). there was always thirty kids wanting to play baseball or fifty waiting for the lifeguard to open up the pool.

it seemed like there was a hundred trailers too. all of different makes, colours and decorations. some had craved wooden padios and little wind birds in a batch of flowers. some people who had their trailers there all year long had little garden sheds. other people who weren't so perminate ((like us, just passing through)) had little name tags and lights. at night it was almost like the christmas season with all the lights on.

i grew up around these camp grounds.

they are utopia.

no one ever went hungry in the camp grounds. there were stores with penny candy for kids to buy and groucerys for parents. you always had that kind neighbour that was willing to give you a hotdog if you were hungry and polite enough.

everyone was kind in the camp grounds. polite. once i took a turn too fast on the grovel road around a turn and did some horrible scuffing on my legs. i sat around the dirt for a moment with my legs tangled around my bike when a elderly lady came out of her nicely decorated trailer too see if i was alright. she helped me up and gave me some bandages.

there was no real crime. it was kinda like the horror stories we told over camp fires with our overly burned marshmellows and undercooks hotdogs. crime didn't exist around the camp grounds. nothing bad ever happened in the campgrounds.

the thing about utopia is that you can't stay long. even though the camp grounds were nice for a couple weeks ((at the most)), you got tired of seeing your friends leave for the outside world. eventually, you had to venture out into that world too because there was always things to me done.

but, they were utopia.

utopia is easy to get too if you have forty bucks and a tent and a weekend to find it.

at least, thats what i figured out.


^__^

i also started an online comic: and i walk. its shiny and cool! :)

ummmm, can you tell i'm just trying to blow time while i have nothing to do at school? started a new blurty journal, cause i got bored: gender

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fa la la la la [25 Dec 2002|08:01pm]
[ mood | amused ]

swag report time.

god, i love present day.

took pictures of all my new stuff with my brand new baby, my digital camera. mid completely and utterly |AMP|hearts; her digital camera. i even got a spiffy as hell carrying case. the case is leather *purrs* and cushioned. perfect for the paranoid owner. my baby is resting in the case now, but i plan to have fun with it later ((here lynn lynn lynn)).

i also got my other baby, my ps2. black and sexy baby. i didn't think they would indulge me this much ((considering that i'm getting a discmen as well soon for some odd reason)) and get it for me along with the digital camera. but, you should have heard me squeel and coo over it when i unwrapped it. no ones gonna hurt my babies.

more ps2 pictures ((which include the final fanstasy games i got :D)):





i also got two necklaces this year. pulled right out my mother's ass and like "boo! didn't expect that one, did ya?" a beautiful ninepoint star and a creasant moon and star. i'm wearing them right now. they're my ne mini-babies.

my aunt and uncle have the oddest ideas sometimes for gifts for me and my sister. they gave us these neat paper lantern things this year. of course, we don't have the kit needed to have a lightbulb in that won't set the paper on fire. but they're neat none the less. i really like mine and plan on painting it. might have to figure out a way to scam some paint though ;)

and now onto the my favourite people shots of the day! :D
my sister being and ass and not looking towards the camera. i'm making a wallpaper out of this one because it looks so funny. :] she hates having her picture taken and i love taking pictures.

my grammie and grampie and our dog. they had christmas dinner with us. now we have enough turkey for the next three weeks. mmmm, turkey. i was told to take this one, but lost the larger size of it. ;_;

that was my christmas.

:D i love being spoiled!

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[23 Dec 2002|01:46am]
i saw THE TWO TOWERS! :D

hehehe. i think annoyed people with some of my comments. thought the heterosexuality was really forced. tolken was must have been like "yeah, just put him with her, whatever...." there really was no evidence for most of it. most of it seemed like hero-worship to me. there was more evidence for a romantic relationship between legolas and aragorn then any of the heterosexual ones.

i think i just see gay people everywheres....

whatever.

present day is coming! XD with all the new shiny stuff being given. i'm gonna be a spoiled freaking brat this year. and i don't care *dances*.

HAPPY PRESENT DAY EVERYONE!!

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[17 Dec 2002|07:41pm]
woot. she crawls back.

didn't write about the weekend or monday cause they were boring. went to get a money order. watched sister and her boyfriend play kingdom hearts ((WANT)). thats about it.

today was the last day of exams. *HAPPY* i could even do a little dance. but i don't wanna right now. i just want to veg for a while and pretend no one in the world exists. gonna dig that hole.

got present day gift from lynn *bear hugs to lynn*. she's so cool.

i refuse to be normal or non-weird. fuck off.

^______________^

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of our own free will [13 Dec 2002|07:21pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

sometimes i think i should make more friends just so i have someone to rant at when i feel like ranting. someone to bitch back. but then i think "thats really fucking stupid" and keep my distance from people.

*shrugs* afraid of 'em anyways.

today i woke up and everyone else was asleep. lazy bastards, they always complain about me sleeping a lot during mornings. whatever. people should start realizing that when i have my headphones on, it means i don't want to talk. *shakes fist*

got wished good luck too many times for me to feel comfortable.

got to school in time to go to the soc exam. great timing mid. fuckin' grand.

school as a whole makes me tired. too tired of depressing people. too tired of being the only one smiling for real. gonna dig that hole and gonna tell no one where it is.

yeah.

day hasn't gone good.

the exam was okay. the waiting to get into the gym unnerved me. people all around bumping me for no god damnned reason. i wrinkled my papers. oh well. the exam itself wasn't bad, not hard at all, just a whole ton of writing. it hurt to write that much. but i got it so done it was dead.

got out of the exam gym about an hour early, so i called home. didn't feel like waiting around and being a chirpy whiny bitch. maybe tomorrow, thank you. still don't feel like being around anyone.

mcdonalds is disgusting. thats all i have to say about my lunch.

being home was uneventful really. found a music video with alan rickman in it, so i was happy for a while. might watch it again just to pick my spirits up again.

mother asked about uni for next year. i told her what i tell everyone else; my choice are mount ali or unb. she wasn't at all happy about the idea of me going to unb. i told her i didn't give a flying fuck about how happy she was about the idea. so she told me the one thing that completely and utterly ruined my day: if i went to unb, she wouldn't be helping me out.

it pisses me off.

her reasoning is that she doesn't want me around gene. so she'll do whatever she can to make sure i don't. this pisses me off majorly because last year on uni day i thought st thomas would be a good place for me to go. now that he's there, i can't. ITS FUCKING UNFAIR! why the fuck does my choice have to be limited by someone elses decision?

why the fuck is she making gene screw me over?

one moment please.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

that felt kind good.

anyways, i'm sick of my mother. and my day went to shit over something small and stupid.

i hate people.

i hate other people.

i will make my decision on where i'm going next year because the place appeals to me. NOT because gene is there. NOT because my mother wants me to go there. NOT because lynn is going there. i'm going to go somewheres that i think i would enjoy.

i'm pissed.

let me simmer.

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crimson sky [12 Dec 2002|08:35pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | u2 - one ]

decided to recontruct my old dellusional journal as a mirror for vampyric poet. i've gotten into the idea of mirroring things since i really don't trust the online world at the moment. weee! go paranoid mid! wohoo!

anyways...

i didn't write yesterday because i didn't feel like writing. ha. too personal, and my memories would actually carry on. i write here because i don't want to forget things, but there are things that happen to me that i won't forget.

onto my day.

last night was horrid. my only alone time when there isn't a tv blaring in the background was interrupped. my ALONE time was killed. god-fucking-damned sister and her god-fucking-damned boyfriend. apparently, he didn't have a ride home, and my mother discovered this at one-freaking-a.m. i had to have them behind me until i decided i was sick of waiting them out ((i wanted them gone so i could have MY time)). argh. just argh.

ARGH.

anyways, not much happened today other then that. watched one of my taped movies ((which makes me want to watch it again)), avoided looking at anything remotely school like, and read. talked to gene, eddy *gag* and lynn today. woot. thats about everything i know. hehehe. gene talked my electonic ear off about sg and living off-campus. lynn sounded like she was trying to eat her phone.

it was kinda cute....

i'm gonna skip off now to go about prettying up dellusional now. ^__^

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stolen from unemotional cause its so freakin' cool :D [10 Dec 2002|08:45pm]
1. WHAT IS THE STORY BEHIND YOUR USERNAME?
werevamp is something that is in my manuscript. Jihad is unfortunate enough to have gotten scratched by a werewolf when he meets the vampyre Laval. Laval is a royal asshole and decides to see if it was possible to make a werevamp: someone who was part werewolf, part vampyre and part human. i liked the term werevamp because i think i'm th only one who actually thought of such a thing
2. NAME FIVE [5] OF YOUR FAVORITE PIGOUT FOODS.
poutine, fries, potodo wedges, mars bars, chocolate chip cookie dough icecream
3. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER?
no
4. HAVE YOU EVER WITNESSED DEATH?
yes
5. WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY/WHERE?
never been out of the country
6. ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY.
metal
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY?
sliding along the dusty hallways last year to prove to anyone who gave a damn that they should really clean the floors more
8. WHAT IS THE MOST INSANE THING YOU'VE DONE FOR/TO YOUR LOVE?
i think live is insane enough, thank you
9. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING.
vagas
10. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE DOING WHEN YOU ARE 60?
writing
11. WHAT IS YOUR FIRST MEMORY?
dunno, can't really remember being a kid. hit my head real good like and now have a bad memory for that time period....
12. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE QUOTE?
yes. "The closest door hit me on the way out."
13. MY FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED WHEN I WAS...
stupid. really stupid.
14. HOW MUCH MONEY DOES IT TAKE TO KEEP YOU FOR A YEAR?
probably only a couple thousand
15. DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD PREFERENCES? WHAT ARE THEY?
no touchy. if i want touchy, i'll touchy damnit. and stay away, i adore SPACE
16.WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
penis envy
17. WHAT PIECE OF TECHNOLOGY DO YOU WANT MOST RIGHT NOW?
ps2 or digital camera
19. FAVORITE GEMSTONE?
the purple kind
20. GIVE YOURSELF A PORN STAR NAME.
no
21. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FLAW?
i'm a lazy bastard ((and i swear a lot too))
22. WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER?
run like hell
23. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW?
filter - you walk away
24. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE MOVIES IN THESE CATEGORIES:
oops, no categories.... i don't keep favorite movies anyways
25. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DISNEY SONG?
dunno
26. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE.
one story with all hardwood floors and a tons of matts. no walls, just blankets tacked up wherever i feel like having a wall at the time. tons of soft fluffy things
27. YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR:
don't have sleep wear
28. WHAT'S IN YOUR BAG?
bullshit and manuscript
29. WHAT IS THE MOST INTERESTING THING YOU'VE EVER WORN, PIERCED, OR TATTOOED?
dunno....
30. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW?
not enough to buy me dick all
31. WHAT ARE YOU MOST PROUD OF IN YOUR LIFE?
my manuscript
32. HOW WAS YOUR SENIOR PROM?
dunno, i'll have to find out this year
33. TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS.
once went to a fast food chain and played with all their crappy games....
34. WHAT DO YOU MOST ENJOY ABOUT LOOKING AT OTHER PEOPLE?
hair
35. WHAT ARE THE FIRST FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD SPLURGE ON IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE?
books, cds, games, electonics, domains
36.WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL?
take off my clothes
37. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU?
i'm sure i have one floating around, just can't remember it now....
38. NAME THREE [3] OF YOUR FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS.
garfield, spiderman, sheep
39. WHAT ARE THE MAGAZINES YOU READ ON A REGULAR BASIS?
don't read magazines
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES?
my boots *pats boots*
41. WOULD YOU RATHER BE A HOBBIT, AN ELF OR A DWARF?
elf
42. WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG.
you walk away from me

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you walk away from me [10 Dec 2002|08:40pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | filter - hey man nice shot ]

hahaha, i'm a lazy bastard. don't wanna write, but i must. MUST! *looks detrimined*

*coughs* yeah...

another day with my mother annoying me about my morning habits. did a mini bitching about how people really shouldn't mess with my mornings, since i try to base my day off of them. they set my mood you could say. whine, whine, whine, right?

whatever.

got a drive into school today. *beams* s'its good. don't like the idea of people glaring at me in the bus. ((i'm very paranoid sometimes))

i'm vain, so what? *beams*

argh, just had a pang of "god i'm so stupid"-ness. -__- i hate it when things like that happen. argh. whatever. its not ruining my day or my headache.

got a 77 on my last math test. 78 on my last assginment. fuck me. i hate it when i get marks like that. they make me really really nervous on what could happen on my term. *worries*

did my soc presentation. was jittery and bouncy to hell and back. hehehe, kinda weird.

not much i want to say about today.

i'm going to go check to see if i understand my math now....

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once when i was a kid [09 Dec 2002|08:16pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | nirvana - you know your right ]

i was bored today, so i have a few more journals then i had yesterday. i have a fetish that i can only satisfy with many journals, otay? fuck you if you think its strange.

hahaha, blunt mood. i was swearing like a sailor today at the mall. why should i care if people don't like a word? its just a word. i hate the words culture and lesbain, but i don't turn and hiss at people when i hear them being said. no one has to dance around me, therefore i will not bother to dance around anyone else. grow up. letters put together to form a word that only has meaning because someone put the meaning there will not do anything to you. the tone its said in will.

hahaha, getting tired of teachers correcting my language. i'm so cursing when i become a teacher. mwahahaha.

today had argh factors. they made me want to bang my head repeatly against a table or wall. stupid teachers. stupid school. stupid me.

soc project presantentation was suppose to be today for me. didn't know. was sure that the last time i asked the bloody bastard when i was presenting he said i was on the last day. *shakes fist* i was so sure he said that. i could be wrong. but, goddamnnit, you'll never hear me said that out loud. stupid teacher.

exam review in geo. yipee. -__-

had a test in tech. swear that half the stuff on the bloody thing was stuff that he had never told any of us. i don't remember reading or hearing some the stuff anywheres. argh. just argh. i hate it when things like that happen to me. it makes me want to run around stomping my feet and screaming. why can't i be two again? it was so much easiere to have a temper when i was two.

its hard to be a 17 year old with a temper. really hard.

school is really starting to make my skin crawl again. the amount of people that are always around is really getting to me i think. crowds everywhere i turn. *shudder* well, heres to hoping i'm not jumping or scittering around yet, or that i might start.

damn crowds. hate crowds.

spent two hours on the computer at school being an ass. got new journals like i said before. tweaking. trying not to think about the chattery, intrusive, way-to-fuckin'-close people that were around. -__- i think i need a good hug or somethin'. maybe i need to work at the hole more....

took my sister to town. giggled at merchindise. drooled over games. annoyed the piss out of my sister. i'm a fucking crow, otay? something interests me, i stop and look. i can be easy to interest sometimes.

pissed her off good.

that was my day.

yep.

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what did you say? [07 Dec 2002|07:05pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | filter - american cliche ]

i really do love weekends.

got up at 2 today. mother was nagging. wanted to know about gene's gift. still haven't gotten the bloody thing. just called for it, so i hafta go to the flea market tomorrow. yipee, loner-ness. hahaha.

didn't get a hair cut, even though my mother and sister wanted me to. i'm still good. a little greasy, but still good.

nothing really happened today except me seeing some gameplay for ff10 and watching ice age. woot.

yep.

thats all.

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times we've known [06 Dec 2002|08:01pm]
[ mood | devious ]
[ music | orgy - gender ]

today has been a good day.

i don't usually consider days bad or good. i usually only think of them as days. i do have bad days, but they don't happen very often. they only happen when too many things are making me feel like i've been back up into a corner. i do have good days too, but those ones are hard to come by because not all that much stuff happens to me in a run of a day.

but, today was good.

it would have been great if it had not been for my mother's christmas vacation starting today. i can stand the woman, and i have learned to live with her because i need to. but in the 17 years the woman has been around me, not once does it get through her skull that i hate to be bothered in any kind of way within two hours of waking. i am not a morning person. i very rarely act civil towards people during those two hours. the person has to be special or i have to have way to much sugar in my blood for me to be nice. fuck.

just fuck.

but anyways, everything else was great today. i got my own seat on the bus. my grammie gave me money for food ((i have 17 bucks in total, i'm such a spoiled brat)). She had a new box of chocolates out this morning and i got to grab two of my favorite kind. my batteries are still kicking in the walkmen ((its not my walkman)).

first period was great. had a free. spent the time editting and surfing the net a little. added a whole bunch of people who i thought were interesting to my friends list on the mirror. enjoyed staring at my current background for this journal. it even looks good on a monitor that isn't as blurry as mine. woot.

lost my manuscript today. lynn has it. it got photocopied today by my grade ten english teacher. theres something to boost my ego. she wanted a copy even though i told her that i didn't have it all edited yet. :) my heart is all a patter.

hopefully, lynn gets the time over the weekend to look at it. *shrugs*

went to the imax today with 14 other people. saw harry potter. was sweet. think i squealed during the previews before the movie. theres gonna be a daredevil movie. i'll just sell my soul now to see it.

my slash didn't tingle, it screamed. i didn't mind. had way to much fun ogling the characters. hermoire's hair still annoys me. wanna take a bucket of water to it. i cheered during the dueling scene. i was like "go snape, blast that bastard! XD" i really don't like lockhart. annoys the piss out of me. then there was draco looking smirky and just so freaking *seme* and ron looking completely uke like. *purrs* i want lucius. pretty. mrs weasley was great, so was the burrow, and harry was too cute for his actual age. :3 all in all, i'm a pleased and tinglely fangirl.

i got too much pop for to drink though. had to piss like crazy after the movie. proved i could hold it in for over an hour though. i dunno if i should be proud of that....

the trip back wasn't much to say anything about. i slept through most of it. i know how to cope with my motion sickness. we got back to school at around 4:20. i was really lucky and got a ride into town. woot, only had to do half of a long cold walk. go me. i hate hills. i hate hills more when its cold and they look like i'm going to trip and slide down them into traffic.

i made it too arbys though. called me dad, got a ride home. got feed. been vegging ever since. *sigh* this is the life.

if only exams weren't coming up. that only means one thing: my mother will be bugging me more then she is suppose to. *sigh* i hate being bugged about school work.

whatever.

thats all.

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not your american dream girl [05 Dec 2002|07:18pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | joydrop - spiders ]

brrrr, cold icecream.

got myself a new journal today. just a mirror for this one. woot-ness. new-ness. think i will change the background image for both of them ((since they both use the same one)). this current image was nice and cool when i first made it, last week when i first started this journal, but now i'm bored of it. since its so easy to change backgrounds with this type of journal, i might do so as often as i can. i'm weird that way.

trying to decided whether or not to take a break from writing. maybe just writing the boneyard tree. i don't at all like how the boneyard tree is going currently. i like my characters. i really like aoife. i think i might recycle it ((i have the tendancy to do that when i wrote something nice for a moment yet i don't like the plot in my head)).

i wanna ask lynn for her opinion. she's my readers. i like knowing my fans think ((even though i really only know of one ^__^;;)).

you know whats really annoying? taking a poster on the bus. taking two posters onto a crowded bus when you have a bookbag on your back and a walkmen in you other hand is even worse. i had an awful time juggling all that crap this morning. i should be in the circus, its a marketable talent. at least, i think it is. go me.

reacurring nightmare: sister and her boyfriend. *shudders* now i know what hell is.

its suppose to snow tomorrow. snow a lot. enought snow to cancel school. this might be the only time where i don't want it to cancel school. i wanna go see harry potter damnnit. i'm not going to get any other chances to go see it at the movies other then this. but, knowing my luck, it'll all be cancelled and i will have to wait for it too be out on pay-per-view ((or wait even longer for it to be on the normal movie channals)).

*shakes fist at sky*

damn sky.

school was horrible today, i think. had math first. bleh. need to copy the notes that i misses ((teacher gave me her copy)). kinda left a bad taste in my mouth for the rest of the day. lucky for me though that i can understand math this year. woot-ness, i'm not a dumbass.

had an art test too. thinking about that bloody thing makes me wanna go green. ick. i didn't even remember it was today at the slightest. damn. shoulda studied or somethin'. fuck it.

fuck it.

soc was boring. nobody really has interesting presentations. they just walk up and go blah, blah, blah about their culture. i shouldn't complain because thats probably what i'm gonna do. but, you know, i like complaining. it passes the time.

global geo was normal. wrote notes. listened to two presentations. listened to the teacher babble. geo teacher loves to babble, its like a hobby for him. kinda interesting at times. annoy for most of the time though.

tech was tech. didn't do tech, edited manuscript in tech. really getting tired of people going "your still not done editing that?" of course i'm not done, dummies, its 199 pages and i'm pretty much the only editor it'll ever see. i want it SHINY damnnit, and to make it shiny i have to put a lot of time editting. i hate editing, but i like shiny. have to live through these things.

i hate some of the older ((i think they're older)) buses. the ones with stiff seats that make it so hard for me to curl up a doze for a while. i doze on the bus. been losing dozing time due to that crappy buses. *shakes fist*

yeah...

...made some icons. they're now being used on the mirror. really think they're kinda pretty. go me. skills gettin' a little better. woot. check them out:




yep, thats all.

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[05 Dec 2002|05:20pm]
just a first post.

bwahaha.

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