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!!! [07 Mar 2005|08:44pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | I Walk The Thinnest Line ~ Dead Milkmen ]

Wow, it has been almost a year since I have written in this, and now that I look back I have finally recognized what a loser I was. I guess I'm writing in this thing again. Fun stuff. I doubt anyone will read it like before, but I have myspace too so Ill just tell people to check mine out. Well, I'm out.

Karen.

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ahoy there! [09 Jul 2004|07:25pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | Some song by The Early November? ]

Ive decided to stop writing in mah blurty since not alot of ppl read it or comment it. Plus i just suck at the whole background and everything so w/e.

-Karen

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has been a whiiiiiiillleee!!! [25 Jun 2004|03:34pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | God's Love, Bad Religion ]

Hey, i came back from cancun a while ago, it was quite boring since i just slept on the couch reading a sad book and listening to music dying of the gosh darn heat. I got to go scuba diving which wsa lovely but the instructor was quite annoying. She was italian and had this huge accent. I got to swim with dolphins which was really awesome and i got to go snorkeling and look at pretty fishies like every day and i found pretty shells! My mom and i kept getting in fights since all i wanted to do was sleep and she wouldnt let me wear makeup so i look like shit in all my pictures... She said it was our vacation and that we could look like shit if we wanted to. But I didnt want to!!!!! RRRR o well. lets see on wednesday i went over to rickie's and we hung out with tracie and taylor then skipped over to iggys and hung out with him, court, jake and this other guy who i dont know? i ended up sleeping over there. that was cool. The next day my mom and i went shopping and i got bundles of hello kitty stuff and a couple of Cds. Then i went over to adrienne's and we listened to music. That was fun cuz she has great music and i havent listened to great music in awhile since i dont have many good cds. well she slept over at my house and we talked and listened to more music and pissed off my parents because it was 3AM and we were still up. Well afterward i went back over to AD's house and we listened to even more music and walked over to the outlet mall. she was paranoid that someone would rape us or something lol. Then i came home!!! Today i might go to the movies with Ian and David and Rickie whichll b fun. And tomorrow i hope to go to the fair. and on july 6 i REALLY want to go to the vans warped tour concert at the coors ampitheatre but my mom wont let me :( so if someones going will u please let me run away with you to it? anyways, my brother told me he saw lani and she thinks im pissed at her. Which really isnt the deal. I just dont like her as much anymore. which is good because now im not depressed! Well g'bye!

-Karen

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Lani, im sorry [05 Jun 2004|02:03pm]
[ mood | guilty ]
[ music | none ]

LANI IM SOOOOOO SORRY! I CANT BELIEVE I SAID ALL THOSE THINGS ABOUT YOU! man i feel bad... :( and i like told everyone that i hate your freaking guts! Lani, its just you get on my nerve sometimes. Like, youll say things but do the totally opposite, and i cant deal with all the lying and the sneaking out like u can because my parents are just not as loose as your parents are. Plus, i mean the whole carly thing. I mean i like her, shes really nice, and i gave her a chance too. I just dont get how she can become your new best friend in less then a month. I mean u guys are closer then u and i ever were lani. And i guess that just pissed me off because i thought we were close friends. I guess not. I think that youre really nice and you are really cool most of the time. but then u just get in that bitchy mood where u act all controlling like u can just do anything. And then u make me feel bad by saying "Well, i would do that for you, you know i would!" and u say that because u dont realize that my range of friends is quite broad and sometimes u end up getting in fights with one of my friends. (Taylor, Vanessa, Jess) Anyways, im glad were friends again, and i hate this love hate relationship so hopefully u will like change your ways and i can change mine.

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Rickie!!! [04 Jun 2004|04:42pm]
hey everyone its rickie and i am at karens house !!!!!i dont know what else to put so i just want to say hi!
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End of the school year complications... [04 Jun 2004|02:34pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Rape Me, Nirvana ]

Hey, today was quite nervewrecking.
Vanessa brought candy to school, so that was just awesome.
1st period was pretty sad because it was Mrs. Reba's last day of teaching! I mean seriously, with out her i would have gone crazy. I could not have dealt with Ms. Hall this whole year. Kate got the "outstanding student award" or whatever the hell it was. Good for her i suppose?
2nd period, nothing important
3rd period, i have a damn C+, not good. Hung out with Krista, Ben, Nick and Kaylei. Krista showed me her loose tooth?
4th period, i sit next to lani so it was a bit awkward. She noticed that ive been ignoring her lately and that i was moping around a bit. So she asked me why, at first i tried to pull off the nothing-is-wrong type of thing. But then i just tried to be like im-mad-at-you-but-i-dont-want-to-talk-about-it-so-just-shut-up type of thing, so yeah. I mean who cares. She was nice to me all day i have to admit but ive seen her evil side so i know not to give in. Plus, shes moving anyways so she can just go fuck herself am i right? Its for the better!
Lunch, Kalie and Tracie were mad at Stacy and Lauren because they both want to have parties on the same day or some shit like that. Well i guess stacy ended up canceling their party, but then Kevin, James, Ryan and Ron are having a party now! So things are just weird.
5th period, i talked to Lorayne. Yeah...
6th period, dissected frogs again bleh. Someone who i really want to kill is lani tho. I had to work with her during it. Shes so stupid, Katelyn told me she was making faces at me? What a retard! Kevin and krista were just like talking and she shouts: Are u guys going out!!?!?!? when we all know that they arent! I mean how stupid is she? And she always says, im so depressed i hate this school why does everyone talk shit about me? I mean most of the rumors start because she either makes them up or she tells people about the things shes done. !!! ok enough about her. Why am i talking about her anyways? I mean shes the one that ruined my life... Whatever.

Somehow someway or another im supposed to meet Travis by vons today? Anyone want to join me? Rickie might come over is she calls, which she hasnt yet... I want to go someplace! I mean its friday. All everyone is doing is talking about the last day of school, which ill be wasting in Cancun! What about this weekend? What about today which is a friday? and fridays are special to me... anyways i want to go to cancun, but i have to miss all the partying! Damn...

-Karen

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hell... [03 Jun 2004|10:47pm]
[ mood | enraged ]
[ music | Rape me, Nirvana ]

I just dont feel like talking about Friday, It was just the gayest day ever. Except the movies. The movies was pretty nice. But before, my fucking gawd! No im not talking about that...

Anyways...

Today we disected frogs and stuff?
I dont feel like typing im to tired.
Kaylei Your background is soooo awesome!!!! Im so glad that im in it that is just so cool! I cant wait til school lets out! ill be in Cancun! And i also cant wait til lani moves, Shes really getting on my nerves! wow, arent i just amazing that i dealt with her this whole god damn year? hah! After all that she did to me, she still treats me like shit. Woah i really need to get better best friends... And carly, i love you but its to bad u had to become friends with lani, Well i guess its not bad for you since she never treated u the way she treated me. hah! wow, i crack myself up, i think im finally going insane!

-Karen

Ps. I think i should announce it, now that lani put it in her profile liek the stupid bitch she is. YEAH I CUT MYSELF!!!! Woot woot! Hooray! Why? Because i cant deal with gay people like lani and the rest of this shithole called Aoms! Yeah! With the exception of the following people: Rickie, Kaylei, Linda, Jess, Krista, Vanessa, Stacey A, Stacy S, Mitch, Spencer, Travis, Kevin, Jose, Toula, Adrienne, Anna, And all the rest whom i love so very much!!!

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New Hair and New Boyfriend! [29 May 2004|03:12pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | bros watching Tv, which is not music... ]

*Wednesday*

Lani, Anna, Adrienne and i decide to meet eachother at riteaid on Wednesday. Lani and i ate at peccis, or whatever its called and we saw this hot guy there. He was with his dad and his dads friend or something. Well anyways, he asks how old we are and i ask what school he went to. He said valley and then he asked us what school we went to. Lani said Valley for some odd reason, and i said Aviara oaks. Well we ate our food and then Anna and Adrienne show up. So we skip over to rite aid and we decide to dye my hair there and then in the bathroom! So i pick out my color, a bright orangey red and we buy it. Then that one guy we met at peccis comes by and givs us his number. His name is Miles Lang? well anyways we head to the bathroom, we mix the color and the developer, we put on the gloves i take off my jacket and we start putting it in my hair. We head into a stall just in case someone comes in. Well someone does come in and she asks us if we were dying our hair. We say no, but she kicks us out anyways. So im running out with hair dye in my hair and i see Shane, so we say hi and we run outta the store. Then we go up to the bathrooms above these stores and theyre locked and the only place that has the key to it is Rite aid! So we were screwed. Lani just kept putting the dye in right next to the bathroom. But then i needed to rinse it out. So we go to El Pollo Loco and get a cup. I put my head above the Toilet and they pour water from the sink onto my head. Soon the toilet water was dark red and it looked gross because well the hair dye went in. I still needed to put the conditioner stuff in my hair so that my hair doesnt get fried. So then we finally got smart and decided to go to the haircut place because we were desperate. Fortunately, they did it for free and my hair turned out pretty well for what happened. Well we go and gewt soda and hang out in front of subway for awhile. My hair dries and everyone says it looks good. I call my mom on annas cell but no ones home and i could barely leave a message since she had to battery left. But o well. So annas mom comes by and we all hang out in her car. Finally we find Adrienne's ride and she leaves. Then we go and pick up Katie, Anna's sis. Then Annas mom drops off lani and i. My dad and gramma barely notice my new hair but thats alright. (my grandma was over cuz it was my bros bday) Anyways, Lani and i hang out with Julian's sister, Kelly, Lani's neighbour, and Grant. We just hang and we chat. When Lani and i decide to see if Tj was home. So we go and see, and by coincidence we find him walking up the hill. Heading to Jack And The Box. This lady pulls over and asks him if he lived in Harbor Pointe because she thought he robbed her. Hmm... Well Enzo's Step brother from colorado happened to be visiting him and he asks if we wanted to join at the pool in 15 minutes. So we say yes and head home to change. Lani wears my yellow bathing suit and im looking EVERYWHERE for one of mine. But i cant find one. So i just go into my moms room and grab one of hers. Were about to head out the door when my dad stops me. He asks whose bathing suit im wearing. and i say it was my moms new one. he gets all pissed off and asks me to change but i tell him that i couldnt find any of mine. So he tells me to call my mom and ask her if i can wear one of her bathing suits. She says no and dad makes me change. By this point im really pissed off, because my dad also said i could only stay at the pool for 15 minutes because we were about to have dinner. And then everyone comes in, and i have no clue y, Lani and i are fighting as usual. And im just slamming doors looking for a fucking bathing suit. My dad yells at everyone to get hte hell out and then he starts yelling at me. Well i end up finding just the bottom of a bathing suit and lani wears that with one of my mom's tops, Shh dont tell. And i just wear my yellow bathing suit. 15 minutes late, lani and i head down to the pool. Lani, for some reason is like ashamed because she thinks the bathing suit doesnt look good on her. I think it does tho. So yeah, we finally go into the jacuzzi and we chat up a convo with Matt, Enzo's 14 yr old step bro. He finally asks me out? Yeah... I mean hes kinda hot, i guess. Well yeah. my dad wanted me home by 800 but were still at the pool by 845. My dad comes barging through and tells me to come home. I missed dinner but thats alright, i need to lose wait, and lani goes home. Yeah...

*Thursday*

My bro's birthday... thats all i can remember...

Ill tell u about friday and today later... because woah, did friday give me a headache!

-Karen

PS. O yeah i decided to go vegetarian? Well i want to try it out atleast. Ive been animal free for the last 40 hours! Go Me!

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smoking is bad for u! Remember Kids! [21 May 2004|04:08pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | That's Youth, Anti-Flag ]

Today was a regular day, someone wrote something about lani on the bathroom walls about her being a hoe, we had speaker come in who told us smoking was bad and stuff. She was really fat and loked old, but as just like 46. She told us all this awful bad mean stuff about tobacco companies and how they fucked her over. She had like a hole in her throat and she talked like a robot. Anyways, alot of people werent at school because of the AO Eco Beach Clean Up Field Trip Thing. I was gonna go but decided not to since i despise the beach. Im glad i didnt. Lani and this one Michelle chick were supposed to fight this girl name Bianca after school but she never showed... Hmm... im fucking grounded so i cant go to the Boys & Girls Club Dance. And no one will tell me what the "surprise" is... since my dads back from Germany we are going out to eat tonite. He wants to go to the movies too? But i dont want to go with my family on a FRIDAY NIGHT. To embarassing to handle. O, i had 3 tests today. Math, English and Science. Math was easy but the other 2 not so sure. Bs or lower i bet. Well thats it! Bye!

Karen a.k.a. Queen Karen

PS. What does cynical mean?

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[20 May 2004|05:40pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | none ]

What is your name?:Karen Geisterfer
Are you named after anyone?:Ya, my mom's mom
What's your screename?:oo4letterlie or beforeidie163
Would you name a child of yours after you?:no, i hate my name
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:skylar/sky
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Adrienne because i like it and i can see myself with it
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:not with my first name but with my last name alot
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:im not sure
Basics
Your gender::Female
Straight/Gay/Bi::Straight
Single?:yes
If not, do you want to be?:like i said, single...
Birthdate::4/1
Your age::13
Age you act::15
Age you wish you were::16
Your height::5'3
Eye color::hazel
Happy with it?:sure
Hair color::real hair color: light brown right now: reddish brown
Happy with it?:no, i want red or black or dark brown hair
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::righty
Your living arrangement::home
Your family::mom, dad, 2 bros
Have any pets?:yeah, 2 cats, max and sam, and 3 fish, flo, davey, and marilyn
Whats your job?:student
Piercings?:4 all on my ears
Tattoos?:i wish
Obsessions?:Hello kitty and Sanrio
Addictions?:partying
Do you speak another language?:un poquito espanol
Have a favorite quote?:nope
Do you have a webpage?:kinda
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:i wish i didnt
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:hold on lemme look up tolerant...
Do you have any secrets?:a couple but ive told some people secrets. not a good idea
Do you hate yourself?:almost
Do you like your handwriting?:no
Do you have any bad habits?:cutting and biting my nails
What is the compliment you get from most people?:i like your hair
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:THE EXAMPLE OF WHAT NOT TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE`
What's your biggest fear?:that everyone will hate u and leave u to die by yourself
Can you sing?:ive been told i can
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:sometimes
Are you a loner?:i used to b
What are your #1 priorities in life?:have fun and dont give a shit.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:yes
Are you a daredevil?:more then others
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:that im ugly
Are you passive or agressive?:a bit o both
Do you have a journal?:yep
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:my greatest strenght is that im nice, and my weakness is that i dont care, that i dont tell people how i really feel, that i dont get mad, that im vulnerable...
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:that i wouldnt be generally weak, and that i wouldnt procrastinate, and that i was prettier
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:yes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:O YES
Do you think life has been good so far?:no
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:dont trust anybody, and dont give head
What do you like the most about your body?:my belly button, my lips, my ears, and my hair
And least?:my nose, eyes, stomach, chin, toes, thighs and ankles
Do you think you are good looking?:i can be
Are you confident?:" "
What is the fictional character you are most like?:Daria's friend
Are you perceived wrongly?:yes
Do You...
Smoke?:used to a little
Do drugs?:only once
Read the newspaper?:the comics
Pray?:rarely
Go to church?:on holidays
Talk to strangers who IM you?:yep
Sleep with stuffed animals?:some times
Take walks in the rain?:ya
Talk to people even though you hate them?:ya
Drive?:nope
Like to drive fast?:i wish
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:yes
Hurt yourself?:yes
Been out of the country?:yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?:yes
Been in love?:yes
Done drugs?:yes
Gone skinny dipping?:yes
Had a medical emergency?:yes
Had surgery?:no
Ran away from home?:yes
Played strip poker?:no
Gotten beaten up?:no
Beaten someone up?:no
Been picked on?:yes
Been on stage?:yes
Slept outdoors?:yes
Thought about suicide?:yes
Pulled an all nighter?:yes
If yes, what is your record?:all night
Gone one day without food?:probably
Talked on the phone all night?:almost
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yes
Slept all day?:no
Killed someone?:no
Made out with a stranger?:yes
Had sex with a stranger?:no
Thought you're going crazy?:no
Kissed the same sex?:yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:no
Been betrayed?:yes
Had a dream that came true?:yes
Broken the law?:yes
Met a famous person?:yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:yes
On purpose?:an ant maybe?
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:yes
Stolen anything?:yes
Been on radio/tv?:in the newsapaper?
Been in a mosh-pit?:no
Had a nervous breakdown?:no
Bungee jumped?:i want to
Had a dream that kept coming back?:yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:yes
Miracles?:yes
Astrology?:yes
Magic?:yes
God?:no
Satan?:no
Santa?:no
Ghosts?:yes
Luck?:yes
Love at first sight?:yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yes
Witches?:yes
Easter bunny?:no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:no, in the end life screws u over
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:i wish
Do you wish on stars?:yes but it never works...
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:yes
Do you think God has a gender?:i dont believe in god
Do you believe in organized religion?:yes
Where do you think we go when we die?:im not sure
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:not sure
Who is your best friend?:Kaylei! Lani im not sure naymore
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Lani or Kaylei
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:dunno
Your favourite inside joke?:dunno
Thing you're picked on most about?:liking ben
Who's your longest known friend?:Kaylei
Newest?:Carly
Shyest?:Nicole
Funniest?:Jess
Sweetest?:Cassie
Closest?:Lani/Rickie/Kaylei
Weirdest?:Adrienne
Smartest?:Krista
Ditziest?:Carly
Friends you miss being close to the most?:Sam
Last person you talked to online?:dont remember
Who do you talk to most online?:Kaylei
Who are you on the phone with most?:Lani
Who do you trust most?:Kaylei
Who listens to your problems?:Kaylei
Who do you fight most with?:Lani
Who's the nicest?:Carly
Who's the most outgoing?:Vanessa
Who's the best singer?:Kayeli
Who's on your shit-list?:whats a shit-list?
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:no
Who's your second family?:Rickie
Do you always feel understood?:no
Who's the loudest friend?:Jess/Sam
Do you trust others easily?:to easily
Who's house were you last at?:Lindsey's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::Kaylei
Do your friends know you?:Some what
Friend that lives farthest away::Sam and Lani will be
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:it can be...
What do you find romantic?:watching a movie at home alone :)
Turn-on?:being nice and funny
Turn-off?:being mean, dumb, and gross
First kiss?:Chase, my mom's friend's daughter's cousin in like 1st grade
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:i would date the person
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:well, id like to somewhat know them
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:sometimes
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:not sure ask them
What is best about the opposite sex?:that they're sexy
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:that they wont understand u sometimes
What's the last present someone gave you?:cash
Are you in love?:used to be
Do you consider your significant other hot?:no
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:Lani
You wanted to kill?:Lani
That you laughed at?:Carly
That laughed at you?:Lani
That turned you on?:****/*****
You went shopping with?:Kaylei and Vanessa
That broke your heart?:Ben
To disappoint you?:Lani
To ask you out?:Ben
To make you cry?:Ben
To brighten up your day?:Jose
That you thought about?:Lani
You saw a movie with?:Lani
You talked to on the phone?:Lani
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:dont know
You saw?:Sebastian?
You lost?:Ben
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:nope
Will it be with your significant other?:dunno
Or some random person?:dunno
What are you wearing right now?:a blue tank top, jeans, white converse, white socks, a watch, 3 bracelets, hello kitty coochie cutters, and a black bra
Body part you're touching right now::my waist
What are you worried about right now?:my life
What book are you reading?:none
What's on your mousepad?:its plain blue
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::cranky, bored, uncomfortable, worried, tired
Are you bored?:yes
Are you tired?:yes
Are you talking to anyone online?:no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:no
Are you lonely or content?:lonely
Are you listening to music?:no

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I dont love ben [20 May 2004|04:36pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Brainwashed, The Causualties ]

I never told you about Disneyland on Monday, anyways... choir, the band geeks, and the orch dorks all got to go to disney land on monday. We got to go in these big ass charter buses that had curtains, TVS, leanback chairs and a bathroom. The TVS didnt work that well which was gay. I sat next to Kaylei and in front of Sandra and Adrienne. We watched "The Little Rascals" On the way there. Alfalfa, Buckwheat, Darla, Spankey, and everyone are so cute! Even tho it was a monday it was kind of crowded because when we wanted to get on the tram there wasnt enough room for all of us! Adrienne sat on my lap but this mean guy said she couldnt so she had to wait with Ms. Hall. haH! Well, Lena, Adrienne, Sandra, Kaylei and I were one group. The first ride we went on was Indiana Jones. we watied in line with Sarah, Stephanie, Alexis and Melissa. It was cool and Alexis said i was screaming in her ear the whole time... After that we went on Pirates of the Carribean with Mr. Franklin. Lena through gum at him and thought it was me... This pirate had a huge butt and Alexis almost hit her head on the ceiling when she stood up in the boat... Then we walked to Sleeping Beauty's Castle because thats where We had to meet Ms. Hall. But since shes on crack she was in thepark whcih was in front of it. We called her a billion times and she never said that was where she was. I almost fell in the lake and we saw some swans which were so pretty. We also saw Belle and Cinderella but we didnt go up to them. Lena had to go to Toon Town to meet with the band people. So Sandra, Adrienne, Kaylei and I went and had lunch at this hill billy place in Frontierland. We through stuff off hte balcony and ate hamburgers. We sang a song too! Then we went on this one Space ride thing. And we saw this hot guy at Autopia. We rode cars there and Since Sandra was so slow Kaylei bumped into me like 5 times. And we took the monorail on a tour around disney land and california adventures. We threw like 3 dollars worth into this fake lake thing. After that we tried calling L:ena to meet somehwere but Kaylei couldnt get her. We get something to eat and then meet Ms Hall for the 2nd time in the park. Then we see Lena! Yay. Then we go on Splash mountain. Since Lena didnt want to get wet and Sanrda had a castg on they didnt go. But we got to hang out with Cassie, the twins megan and Shelby, and Kay. They had these pretty tiaras! just like the ones Kaylei and i had. But we lost them... :(. We go on the ride and then see our picture... pretty hysterical. Then we get Lena and sandra and meet up with Ryan and all his buddies. We tell them this one space ride is open but it ended up not being open so everyone was mad at us. We go on this gay airplane ride and then we go to Toon Town. There, we go on the Roger Rabbit ride, which was sooo trippy! it was like when i was shroomed out! i swear. Then we go in Chip and Dales house and get pics with Donald Duck! Then we start walking back and meet up with Ryan and his friends. They are still mad at us for the Space ride thing so ryan spanks me with his sword. Then we sit down cuz we are tired. and hten we leave! When we get back to the car we are sooo tired! and just ready to watch the best movie in the world, the nightmare before christmas!!! But wait, no we couldnt, because some dumbass guys wanted to watch "The mighty ducks" What losers. I fall asleep like 5 times and eat some of Andreas fudge. It was yummy. Then we get back at school at around 8 and i go home. yay.

*Tuesday*
I went shopping at the mall with my mom and brtothers and saw Vanessa and Kaylei there . So i ditched my family and hang with them. Vanessa's ultra cool mom told me some stuff that happened like 2 weeks ago. It really pissed me off. But im okay because i never get mad! Thats me... :( shows i cant even trust my so called friends... anyways. we go to the toy store and i buy these cool glittery bracelets and some handcuffs and we handcuff ourselves together. Then we have a perfume fight at pacsun. Then we go to some makeup store and i put on some pretty red lipstick. Then i get my mom her present, a toe ring, a purse, and makeup. Yay. Then i meet up with my mom and bros and we go to Rubys. Did i mention my fish died? :( O and ben dumped me too. And i got a detention!

*Wednesday*

My mommy's birthday! she liked her presents but was sad that i had a detention. I had this gay performance thing for the 5th graders in choir. We had to sing we go together from grease and had to wear these ugly red and white shirts and a poodle skirt that went up to your neck. It was gay and embarrassing. Lani wrote all overme in 4th period. So i was pretty mad. It was sharpie and stained my shirt and bra and back pack. She wrote i love ben which i most certainly do not because hes a fag. Tal was making fun of me and Lani denied that she worte that bedacause shes a fag too. And i dont care if she reads this because shes moving and everyone hates her already... Ok enough said.

*Today*
I did my time in detnetion and Tal made fun of me some more and Lani lied some more. Blah blah blah. Thats about it.

Karen

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EmO tEaRs ~*~ [18 May 2004|03:34pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | The Great Disappointment, AFI ]

I hated today... everything was going fine until lunch. Tal and Vlad come up to me and say that Ben doesnt want to go out with me anymore. I slapped Vlad since he was making fun of me. I kinda feel bad, but it was ben who i should've slapped. Since he was lame enough to have his friend dump me for him. Whatever, i guess i was wrong about him. I cant believe i liked him anyways. I guess it was because he was the only guy that i actually "hung out with" last year. Well last year i had no life what so ever. And he only actually was kind of by me because he was friends with Ashley. And when they started going out, i guess i got a crush on him. Since he was the only boy i knew... Its a year later and i still have a crush on him. Hes changed a bit, But i changed ALOT. I guess i just thought that just because i changed doesnt mean that my love for him had to change. And it never did. When i first had a crush on him i didnt know anything about him. Ever since like 2 months ago when i finally did start getting to know him i started liking him EVEN MORE. I guess once he figured it out he felt bad for me and asked me out. I shoulda known he never liked me. I mean who would ya know? Plus, when all the guys were making fun of carly, lani and i lani hit me in the face with her purse cuz she tried to hit Tal. I was so fucking embarassed. anyways. Thats not all that happened to me... One of my fishies died!!! yes, i got 4 fishies from walmart on Sunday 2 days ago. And one of them (Frankie) died... im so sad. She was so pretty too. She was yellow and had a red fin. I will miss you Frankie. And, i will miss you ben. Just cuz i dont have you anymore doesnt mean i cant keep the memories... One more thing! My best friend in the whole wide world is leaving in like a month!!! When shes gone im gonna be the school slut... Plus im ugly, and i mean thanks to lani i get to have so much fun. I dont know what im gonna do with out her. Whatever...

-Karen

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Its been a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time [15 May 2004|12:33pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | Tomorrow Belongs To Us, The Casualties ]

*Friday*
I havent updated in months, well ben and i are still going out. Everyone is telling me that he doesnt like me, but then y would he say that he does when i ask him? and wouldnt he have dumped me by now? Then again he never talks to me... and we havent been hanging out that much lately. And, my friends say that he was cheating on me because he wanted to see their boobs... but that was tal, lance and vlad... hmm. Anyways, Lani and I hate Taylor, because he took some stuff of ours. I dont care i just think hes an asshole, but hes always not liked me so whatever. I hate him. Eric P made a shirt that says "Godward Suks hard" on it. Its not very nice but its hilarious. Carly, Lani, ERic P, Kyle (Lani and Carly call him Tim?), Taylor, David, Ian and i went to the movies. We saw Van Helsing. I had to leave extra early tho because my mom sucks. She was happy tho that i wasnt pissed off. But then i snuck out with some drinks while she was at a friends house and met everyone except Kyle that was at the movies in front of my house. We drank some and thats where lani explained what happened with Taylor. What a fag. Sorry Lindsey. :) O yeah Ian and Carly are going out! Aww. David was stoned and ian was too. and im sure lani and carly were a bit too. Not fair i bought it and i was the only one who didnt get any. Taylor took it all because he said it was his. Then he yelled at me and said that he was the one who got it. Yet i payed for it. I dont care anymore. Lani says she would pay me back but i dont want her too. I want Taylor too because he took it. But since hes an asshole i know he never will. W.e, Taylor and Eric left to go meet ben at the park. (the park @ dark, ha) David, lani, ian, carly and i hung out on a corner and we chilled for a couple hours. Then we went back to my house and hung out while we waited for lanis mom to pick up carly and her. So when they left Ian and David left. So i went back inside and told my bros not to tell my mom that i went out or that lani was over since my mom hates her. Hopefully my little neighbour wont tell her mommy. anyways, after they all left i called lani just to talk but she wasnt home yet. She never called me back. I watched tv and then went to bed...

*Saturday*
My mom woke me up and then i went to the ortho, then i came back ate breakfast and now im home with paul. My moms @ sean's game. I still dont know what im gonna do today so can someone call me pleasE?!??! im bored. Im gonna take a shower... lanis gonna be gone all day since shes at some dance recital thing. Hmm... Anyone want to hang out? :)

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oopsie [10 Apr 2004|04:44pm]
i forgot to mention... on thursday this bitchy girl comes up to me with her friends in her mercedes SUV and she says: "Why are u wearing a tiara?"
"Cuz i want to..."

"O, Are you a bitch?"

"I dunno, am I?"

"Yeah"
She Honks the horn and drives off and lance throws candy at her car and it breaks. So she turns around and she almost beats up sam even tho she didnt do shit. It was funny... yeah

-Karen
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spring break's almost over... [10 Apr 2004|04:39pm]
yesterday i was sick so i stayed home all day... then i went to the pool by myself and saw bianca this one lil 6th grader there. after 45 minutes i went home and a guy honked at me as i walked... then i asked my dad if i could go to the mall with lani and stacy a. and vanessa but he said no. So i went to rickies and hung out with her and shayna instead. i ended up spending the night which was chill bcuz rickie and i havent hung out in a while. i talked to ben til like 1230 but then he wanted to go to sleep. I also broke my infamous tiara :(... anyways... it was fun. didnt get any sleep tho. Now im going to taylor's party in like 15 minutes and my pants are still drying!!! I got taylor to invite ben so it'll b fun. Hope to see ya there!
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w00psie... [09 Apr 2004|02:54pm]
I forgot to say thanx to eric P and Ian for taking care of lani and me @ the movies!!!! i dont know what we wouldve done w/ out u guys... Luv ya!
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stuffx5 [09 Apr 2004|01:25pm]
* Monday Night *

My brother and I had a tickle fight... he lost.

* Tuesday *

Talked to Lani and Sam and Jess 3 way all afternoon, then lani and i went to teh mall where i spent like all my money... then we went to the beach. It was really cold, i was just in my bathing suit and skirt and it was like around 600... ben, vlad, lance and tal came. Ben, tal, lani and i ditched them to go makeout by a nasty creek with dead birds in it... we were gonna do more but we didnt want to get diseases and there were tennis players? then i came home said sry to my mom bcuz i missed karate... we had dinner and lani came over and spent teh night.

* Wednesday *

SIX FLAGS W/ LANI!!!
we saw alexi?

* Thursday *
my parents were gone all day so i invited ben and lance and ian and lani and tal over and we did some fun stuff...
then we went to the movies and then scotts house... jess and sam bought stuff... and lani and jess and sam and i "shroomed out". thats what i call it anyways. IT WAS FUN!! Didnt get caught. i saw pretty colors and everything was spinning... and people had 4 eyes and 3 noses and 2 mouths and big foreheads and stuff... yeah... it was hard keeping my cool in front of the 'rents... but i did it!!

* Today *
I dont feel well? i have a cough and stuf... i called ben and we talked blahblahblah... watch me ill end up doing something again. Or ill go get a pedicure

-Karen
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woke up @ 10, cuddled with my mommy, watched TV at breakfast @ 11, went on aim, watched the InFeRnO, ate lunch, took a shower @ 2, got dressed, did my hair, put on makeup, talked to kaylei, went on aim, went to the movies...

* @ the Movies *

Everyone was there when we (Kaylei and I) got there. we hung out in our *magical corner* as my mom calls it then we went to crazy burro where we smoked a bit... then we went to the movies and stacy, lani, kaylei and i went to vons. and then we went back to the movies. Kaylei and Nick stayed and everyone else went to the lagoon. Nothing much happened. By this time it was 800 i was like o shit bcuz my dad was coming back at 830. so we walked back to the movies and hung out at allen's pizza or w/e. Then my dad picked me and Kaylei up. Kaylei couldnt spend the night :( o well. Now im here on aim. Dads getting mad because he said i have to go to sleep. Damn him...

-Karen

PS. Ben, I luv ya!!
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bzoink!!!! [04 Apr 2004|09:10pm]
Name:Karen
Nicknames:Kkgirl, chipmunk, A+ student, princess, jaws
Age:13
Birthday:April 1
Nationality:Spanish/dutch/german/mexican/swedish
Current Height:5'3
Hair Color:light brown/dirty blonde
Eye Color:hazel
Family:what about em?
Location:carlsbad
College:not yet
Piercings:4
Red or Blue:red
Spring or Fall:fall
Santa or Rudolph:santa
Math or English:neither
What are you going to do after you finish this survey:talk on aim
What was the last food you ate:stawberry icecream
High School or College:high school
Last movie you saw:texas chainsaw massacre
Last noise you heard:this weird gothic song?
Last time you went out of state:summer
Things you like in a girl/guy:nice, FUNNY, taller then me, chill, optimistic, risky, understanding, daring, brave,
What book are you reading now:i finished it last night, 13
Favorite board game:monopoly
Favorite magazine:seventeen
Worst feeling in the world:knowing someone hates you
First thing you think of in the morning:if i should fall back asleep
Future daughter's name:Kaitlin or Rachel
Future son's name:Travis or Kevin
Chocolate or Vanilla:depends on my mood
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:i have them and i sleep with them sometimes
Dream job:photographer or interior designer anything that shows individuality
Whats under your bed:you dot want to know...

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Its been a long long time [04 Apr 2004|08:07pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | The Tv playing the simpsons ]

hi its been about 41/2 months since ive updated my blurty and ALOT has happened... i went out with travis miller again, then james towner, and now after liking him for almost a year BEN... im so happy. Kevin's party was a blast and i turned 13 about 3 days ago. Ive made a whole lot of friends (Kaylei lol) and lani and i got in our first fight. Even tho it was pretty lame. But were cool now. A fight at school got some people to get closer. (lani and stacy and taylor) And some people even ran away (Sam and Jess you guys rock!!!) Stacy and i dont hate each other anymore which is gr8 because shes nice. and rickie and i are on the same softball team. Her house is like my home away from home! Well Life Is good for alot of people. (Except poor Ari Covington) but thats good or me :) no offense to those who like her. Sry Kevin about ditching you on friday. Bogi got in a car accident? Nick and Kaylei are going out, we'll go double dating... Season's Fall broke up and so did Ryan and Sam. I got drunk and smoked my first cigarette for the first time! Lani, remember the leaf!?!?!? at the mall w/ sean?!?!? that ws hilarious! Well thats all the stuff that has changed.

Heres some stuff that hasnt:

Taylor still hates me (i think)

Ari still hates me (i'm sure)

Ben is as hot as ever!

-Karen

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