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[08 Jul 2003|11:33am] |
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pm5k - free |
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So Saturday was pretty good. Went to Big Day Out 3 at Saratoga Performing Arts center, SPAC, to see Staind, Evanescense, Hoobastank, Trapt, Bruise Brothers, and some other bands. I mean the music was alright, Of course I'd prefer to be at a slipknot or metal concert in a club or bar or something but i had fun. The people themselves were entertaining. I saw Richie there .. Matt ... Creamer ... Ryan ... Danielle .. other people i "know" from school. Julie went too but I didn't see her until after it was over.
Sunday night I had to go clean the office Bleh.
Sean was here saturday to monday morning, then he drove back down to .. rhinebeck or something.
Cindy, Cass & Jimmy came over yesterday .. stayed for awhile until they had to leave to go to my moms house of dinner, which they wanted to leave from as soon as possible.
Then I went to work at 6. Came home, they came back over, we ate, hung out, watched Shallow Hal, ate shrimp .. they slept over and are still on the floor in one of the living rooms. eh i need to blow my nose .. my leg is bleeding cause i scratched myself .. skeeto bite I think ..
So I have to work again tonight ... then off to Julies tomorrow for some swimmage. |
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[29 Jun 2003|12:28pm] |
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So far my morning has been shit.
Had a really fucked up dream, which I wrote about in my DJ.
Had to watch and listen to my sister flip out and take everything
out of my lil bros room and smack him upside the head several times hahaha.
I feel like I'm gonna be sick.
And better yet I have to go clean the office sometime today. >_
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[27 Jun 2003|01:32am] |
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Pm5k - Alive |
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Yep, I finally told Kirsta off ... and now Joseph will never talk to me again.
Oh I made his "internet crush" upset. So fucking what .. jesus christ stop being a hypocrit!
Like I said earlier .. I'd hire someone and rape krista, then kill, and then have skull fuck and
leave in a gutter somewhere. Sigh, If dreams could happen.
I'm sad though. I didn't even get a chance to know him, and I feel as if I've lost something important.
But then again I guess I would've never got that chance anyways.
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[24 Jun 2003|02:10am] |
Ok I just wanted to say im gonna update this thing regularly again
Just made Suzy a journal .. added her to friends list ..
Gonna try to get Joseph to make one too ..
Im gonna go to bed ..
after I go pee .. I have to piss like a race horse ......
EEeeeeeeekkkkkk
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[06 Jun 2003|09:49am] |
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pessimistic |
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Stone Sour - Choose |
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There goes hack #8 or so. Some wanna be gangster white boy took it this AM and refused to give it back.
Now I'm going to be bored all gotdamn day. Was gonna stay after school today, But I dunno If I still want to.
I'm having a bad day, I feel like crap, and I resemble now I feel.
I'm in yearbook "class" right now, doing basically nothing. Kinda pissed off 'cause the books arn't coming in until Monday and we can't have them until Tuesday, which gives us one day to get them signed and stuff.
Gotta work tomorrow morning, get my check, cash it hopefully, and then going to concert with Rich and Maria, which will be interesting ... I just hope I don't have a bad time and end up bored the whole time, but I doubt it.
I'm going to fall asleep here...
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[02 Jun 2003|06:20am] |
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I havent really updated this thing in awhile. Particularly because noone on this friggin site updates their shit either. Todd still reads my DJ once and awhile so thats cool.
What have I been up to? Uhhhhh <-- sound my brain makes quite frequently now a days
Working, School ... trying to find clothes for graduation cause god knows I have no "Dressy" stuff.
My sister is making me go to Senior Awards night, I dunno why .. I'm not getting anything but a pin for having an arts major that'll go on my cap and gown <-- ugly ass red thats kinda small.
It's been rainy and just shitty out lately.
Tammy's friends Aaron and Sarah were here Saturday and Sunday & left this morning because they live 2 and a half hours away and had to get up early to drive to work. Their pretty cool, wish I had friends like them .. or more in general.
Powerman 5000 is coming on the 16th at Valentines .. or is it Northern Lights? I don't remember, either way I'm going.
Only 10 days of school left, 8 are reg days, and on 1 i have to take an english final, and on the other I have an Earth Science Regents lol, Chem was so much funner ES stinks. Anyways ...In a way it kinda sucks because I probably wont see like 99.9% of the people I hang out with ever again but I'll be getting out of that shit hole school. Yearbooks come out this week, I gotta get everyone to sign mine, like michelle, byron ... all them peoples.
Ok so I'm up, and not yet totally awake but I gotta go. Grab something quick to eat then head out for the bus.
Later PPL
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[20 May 2003|12:09pm] |
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Today has been alright.
Hot as hell though.
I was outside playing hack with Michelle, ~Byron and like 8 other ppl during
lunch and I was sweating my ass of .. probably literally lol.
I got my cap and gown for graduation during 4th period and tried it on.
Its mad big .. I'm dead ass yo .. lmao
I was going to stay after school today ... but noone has a hack and
Casey might bring over my rat today.
But then again I think I have to, for Mrs. Johnson and the community
service thing were doing .. making a quilt haha and I have to sew.
I'm not sure if its today though, I'll find out 9th period.
I'm gonna miss alot of people here .. I hope I can stay in touch with them.
"Grr" made a blurty journal too so I'm going to add her now ... im out. :D
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[16 May 2003|06:31am] |
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custom - morning spank |
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yawn yawn yawn yawn .. oye I'm tired and just woke up.
Eighteen days of school left, not including the one we have off for memorial day.
Then I have two regents to take .. and then I'ts graduation.
Get to wear that fruity red robe.
My sister invited people and what not .. I'm not even all that excited.
Just means I'm going to be lonlier over the summer and until I meet people next year.
I called into work last night 'cause my other sister, her daughter, and her daughters father
came over last night. I mean ... all of us hadn't been talking since Cindy let Jimmy come
back up here to live with them ... I guess their finally trying to make an effort.
Cassidy is so adorable, I'll have to upload a pic or two of her.
Lets hope things don't find thier way back down the crapper again.
Later, I'm off to school then an interview. Be home around 4 Rawrrrr
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[14 May 2003|09:59am] |
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Got Big Day Out 3 tickets. Inside, kinda close lol. I'm just going to have fun I guess .. I'm not having much of that lately. Staind, Evanescence, Static-x, Trapt, and some other bands are going to be there .. and some local ones too. I'm looking forward to hear who's going to be at EdgeFest this year. I'm definately going to that.
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[08 May 2003|06:29am] |
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Todays going to be a long day. Oye
First school .. leave at 6:40 like always,
go to first job after school @ 2:30 ..
second at 5 -9. Come home, do whatever
work teachers throw me ..
I so didnt wanna get up this morning ..
hit the snooze a couple times.
When i got outta bed to turn it off I
got so dizzy and almost fell over..
uhm, after starting blankly at the keyboard
for a few mins I think I'm gonna go grab
something to eat and get on my way
no hack today .. damn converse :p
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[06 May 2003|09:51am] |
Talked to Todd yesterday ..
about what I'm not quite sure lol.
It didn't make much sense at the beginning
but I guess he just has alot on his mind.
Maybe I just don't understand what he's
going through since I barely ever think
about anything.
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[05 May 2003|02:01pm] |
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I Lied when I said I wasn't Mad.
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[29 Apr 2003|10:15am] |
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SLipknot - No Life |
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Well, I feel kinda sick .. throw up-ish
Hmm.
Things arn't too bad, boring at times.
Its crazy to say, but It's good to be
back in school. I gotta start hanging
out with people after school hours...
I'm becoming a hermit other than
school, and my three jobs. Okay so
I'm still not home That much .. But I
guess I feel lonely.
Steph and I are going to apply at a
store around the corner from my house,
then I can finally quit the friggin library.
Well class is just about over so I'm
going to end this. Gonna go double
lunch :p
Internet will be back up soon .. phone
too .. like anyone ever calls me anyways.
Bah .. later.
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[28 Apr 2003|10:21am] |
I'm going to look into getting the DSL back up in my name tomorrow ... gotta work tonight, don't have time.
I kinda feel like I'm gonna trow up. Oye ... bell gotta go.
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[25 Apr 2003|11:56pm] |
yeah .. ive had a few mins to calm down .. and id say im more pissed off than sad now ...
hmm .. what looks genuine seems way to easy to be something that was heartfelt and easy to throw away ...
Hey .. at least I have myself
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[22 Apr 2003|08:05pm] |
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depressed |
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Deftones - Change in the House of Flies |
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Yep, Internet going bye bye.
Roadrunner's getting disconnected and their isn't
a damn thing I can do about it.
I'm gonna put it in my name but that'll still take
probably at least two weeks.
I'm going to go crazy!
I'm so sad, I'm not going to be able to talk to Todd.
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