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| 10:09pm 18/08/2004 | ||||
i guess i wun be using this journal...but i'll still keep it? yeah thats all i guess |
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calm| i'm the one to blame | |||
| 09:17pm 29/04/2004 | |||
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| 11:55pm 27/04/2004 | |||
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yes my suspicion has been confirmed. i know who has been writing the comments. i mean the -harsh- ones. my heart just fell down from a thousand storey building. but i can't blame anyone but myself |
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| woah............hot day! | ||||
| 10:03pm 20/04/2004 | ||||
i think i have been too sensitive..today she spoke to me..and i didnt feel anything wrong..i mean like...its like nth had happen..maybe i WAS too sensitive...gosh...this is confusing... oh no...chem test tml..and i dun even noe a thing..the notes are like..useless! damn..i am so gonna die for this test.....die die die... |
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worried| SPORTS DAY!!!!!!!!! | ||||
| 10:57pm 15/04/2004 | ||||
manz....our sch rox! we won so many medals...including gold ones! super! we rock! another sch not bad too.....won many track events...but our sch is at field events! i almost cheered until i spoilt my voice...my throat feels a little sore now.....and very thirsty..... AND I AM SOOOO SUNBURNT! oh my god...i'm starting to feel the pain..my face is super red now.....like lobster.....and theres white marks cuz of my specs....so uneven....my nose and cheeks and forehead are like......soooo painful....it feel like its going to peel any time soon....and my arms....oh gosh...super red...super hot...super pain.....but it was worth it...i like to cheer...especially for the school! woohoo! but i was super shocked by the results of the cheering competition...that sch didnt even deserve to win...i mean..not onli i thot so....majority thot so.....and yeah...the emcee sux....she doesnt even noe the pledge...she said "justice for our nation" instead of "progress for our nation"..this is the country's pledge..hello??? gosh...she sux.....even when she was annoucing the results.....i seriously think she's biased toward this particular sch....cuz they have been first in many track events...then she announced..."1st..yes u guessed it..XX secondary!" gosh.......there were some others terms she used and apparently i forgot...but some of my frens were pretty angry over the terms or phrases the emcee used to announce the 1st for the events.......i dun see her saying those for our sch...cuz our sch had many consecutive firsts too...ahh heck.... i still think the sports meet 2 yrs back was more fun....the whole sch was much more energetic....woah...this yr..i think theres something wrong..must be there arent enuff cheerleaders.....but nvm...at least we shouted until we almost lost our voices. had fun today....and was super tired while shopping for our costumes......and all the hard work was not paid off.....we spent so much time looking for a suitable skirt..and the shop told us there was not enuff stock..even at all the other branches there weren't any -_- sigh........hope we can try our luck somewhere else... sigh.....still have sch tml...stupid pple...why can't they just put sports day on friday? then the atheletes will not dose off during lessons...i bet the atheletes will be very tired...but then again..it might be because they want to minimise the loss of friday lessons....haiz~ wadever....as long as we had fun....and many medals won....sports day is still fun no matter what....especially if its inter-schools... im feeling very tired now..after hours of staying under the sun and screaming my head off.....think im gonna slp pretty soon...after i finish copying notes..... ^o^ |
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lethargic| oh my god! | ||||
| 08:26pm 14/04/2004 | ||||
thinking back..i think i was too angry...cuz i had no one to tell to....i guess no one will feel good if i bitch abt the person to them....so writing it on my journal is the best. someone's advice was to tell me to leave them...but i can't...its not easy.....they sit around me.....maybe i'm too sensitive....wad i think is that it is onli one person who is influencing the others. no i dun hate that person, i dun like to make enemies. they are my friends, or maybe, they were....its hard to decipher...maybe i shld just stop thinking about it. but whenever i want to ask that person something, she gives me that pissed off tone. so i seldom dare to ask her anything. i guess i just have to put up with it. luckily i still have friends that care for me. i am just soo touched. and i dun think the other classmates know bout this whole matter. it would be good if they dunno....or maybe they are just ignorant? haiz~ i think i better stop harping on this matter anymore. its not good to feel this way all the time. writing a journal is the only way i can bitch abt someone. yupz.....so happy i got pretty good for the recent geog test! yeah yeah! budden the maths test wasn't too good larz...but at least i passed. hope i can maintain that standard for geog..but i know its impossible...cuz my geog tcher is too angry with us......maybe its true that the problem lies with our class......-_- hope all the teachers will have a fun time teaching us.......hope that our geog tcher wun be so angry wif us anymore. hope that our class will do well for the o's....hope that the class will be united as one..especially the guys and the girls..... hm...tml sports day...yippee!!!!!!!!!!! la la la...can suntan liaoz! can CHEER! woah......hope i can cheer like crazy and no one cares.... :P friends are forever..i love u guys M and T....u guys noe who u are! muacks! |
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excited| getting a headache with prob with fren:S | ||||
| 06:09pm 05/04/2004 | ||||
well...basically wad happened was today morning...cuz J got one necklace lar...then F said was quite nice....then i just saw and didnt say anything..cuz it just looked oKaY~~ then she got this file which she decorated wif lots of butterfiles and honestly..it was damn nice lar....then i SUPER HONESTLY said "ahhhhh...sooooooooo nice!!!!" then she like didnt appreciate it or wad la..she said " i never ask u for ur opinion" WAD THE FARK lar...... i was saying it was nice la...it was a compliment.......i like to voice my opinions wad......then if F say nice or wad....i never hear her say that she didnt ask for F's opinion....... wah lao..i damn angry+sad lar...then i turned ard...and tears started to well up my eyes and OBVIOUSLY no one saw and my eyes or nose didnt turn red...so it wasnt obvious.....i was SO HURT by that line of hers lar....then i saw her writing something on a piece of paper for F to see.....then give ML see...i mean like...IT SO DAMN BLOODY OBVIOUS THAT SHE IS WRITING SOMETHING BAD ABOUT ME RITE? i just dun get it...wads wrong man? wei4 she3 me4 ta1 yao4 zhe4 yang4 zuo4? wad did i do wrong? where did i go wrong? why? i dun understand why she hates me....i just dun............. i realli dun.....T_T |
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pissed off| tml got temperature taking exercise.....bring thermometer hor:P | ||||
| 10:57pm 29/03/2004 | ||||
manz..i am so lazy i dun have enuff self control to finish my hw...i am gonna suffer sia... being a sensitive me....i think there is someone who is unhappy abt me...that is jlfy... some MAY noe who i am talking abt larz... i dun understand lorz...i thot she and me like good frens liddat...ok ok one....then i suddenly felt that she was pretty cold towards me...my sixth sense tells me that she has been talking bad abt me larz... i dunno la..like that day we were having phys test...then she was asking ML abt some phys thing la...then i overheard..and i was trying to be helpful then i turned around and started telling her larz...then she was like.....never mind, not talking to you. i mean like...i was onli trying to help.....maybe i shldnt be so kaypoh after all.... then got once ah.....dunno izzit she buy choco for her fren la...then i wanna see wad choco mah...then i ask her whether can see or not..then she was like...it not for u, cannot see those kind of attitude larz....then i said i just wanted to see...like want to noe wad kind of choco and wad flavour la...and i also cannot eat wad..i sick.....she still persistently dun let me see larz...then when ML and F wanted to see wad was it..then she opened the bag and let them see la..i mean like....see onli wad...not like i gonna grab it from u or wad... haiz~~~~~ dunno la......i feel like not a part of my class larz...like a bit the outcast..or am i just too sensitive? sometimes being too helpful is a sin... *my mind is playing games with me* |
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confused| mOndAy~~~ sian diao! | ||||
| 11:51pm 22/03/2004 | ||||
oh....wei yang's birthday is today rite? whahahhaz...the boys in my class..always soooo lame...singing birthday song for loh every time a different teacher comes into the class... and i realised that ah...everytime for loh rite...the guys will always create a new song for loh...and WHEN did loh's name become ANDREW? whahhaaz...must go ask the guys manz.....so funny! i lurve my class..all the lamers...woohoo! rock on......4H we rock! 4eva! happy burfday to -andrew- loh wei yang! |
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awake| psl malacca trip 2004! | ||||
| 05:42pm 21/03/2004 | ||||
yeap...had malacca trip on thurs and fri which is 18-19 march... reach sch in the morning and our trip ended at nite.......... wad fun.....a number of interesting events happened...and i got to know more psls too! now isnt that good? first day we went sightseeing... bought a lot of souvenirs....then had our lunch..had to say it was edible..the fish stank. and there was too many fish cakes....we had to play zhong ji mi ma to finish the fish cakes...-eeewww-... then checked in the hotel...renaissance hotel....5 star hotel...then went room to bathe and rest....then ironed out clothes :D after that we went for dinner at a nearby restaurant...the food was ...erm...edible too? after dinner we went to the hotel's 9th floor...the swimming pool and gym floor..to have our team building games....we had to put our fingerprints on each other's cards and make use of our creativity to draw something from the fingerprints....that was fun..and we had our fingers dirty....some even played until their arms were dirty... after the 'card making'..we played one game..which was like the game from happy sunday..where one will do charades...then the next person will copy the previous person's moves and this continues...then we had to guess wad the word is....had a lot of fun with this game...cuz some people will do stupid actions.....after games..the teachers gave us 1 hr to move among the other rooms....since we cannot girl go guys room or vice versa...but mich and i wanted to play mahjong with dihua and junda..then we did something realli stupid la...we played at their doorway...with the door opened...^(oo)^ after the 1 hr then have to go back-____-....so boring...then we decided to eat first...then sleep..like pig worz!!! we decided to leave the tv on...cuz too quiet...or else we cannot slp..... yupz..then morning liaoz..got morning call...then wake up go downstairs for the buffet breakfast...not bad..at least this is platable..loved the omelette...delicious! after breakfast we had to pack bag...board bus..then more sightseeing! yea! oh yah..i forgot to mention darius....he is ms ling(my tcher) nephew...so cute..7 yrs old....went we first saw him..he shy shy one..later he started to get used to the atmosphere... that stupid dihua and junda thot him -where is the baby?- its one stupid excuse to hit the person..it is like...u stretch ur palm out and ask A...where is the baby? then if A points to the palm and touches the palm..then u tell A...DUN TOUCH THE BABY! and then u start hitting A...poor darius...mind kena corrupted... darius so cute!!! but kids are little devils...hahhahahaa on the bus...it was time to sleep..hahahhaa...and sing songs..so fun!!! the sing song part...everyone sang along...the wierd thing is that..those songs where we dun have the lyrics...everyone knew how to sing it..like yue liang dai biao wo de xin..and peng you... 1st day we could play the cd...but 2nd day cuz the driver was driving when it was raining...so he couldnt help us play the cd...so we saboed people to start the songs..hahhahahahhaha........dihua was like...sing the song until so loud....like -heal the world- cuz got some high parts..junda dihua and li li were screeching the parts.....then darius so cute...stuck his fingers into his ears! hahaha u go darius!!! we watched di xia tie on the bus.....in the end alot of people were sleeping! haha..that show not bad la.... oh yea...stupid jian huo eugene! he bought a mini mahjong set for RM8 onli leh! jian huo jian huo!!! we went to bargain with that shop owner if can buy for RM8 again...then she bitch la..say cannot.....say if we all want go buy from jian huo la..! bitch..asshole............hope ur business fails! then jian huo felt so apologetic..hahahha...then at tan kim hock...we went to see see..then buy chendol eat....yvonne and yuhui asked jian huo to buy them chendol...so he bought la..too apologetic larz..hhahahaha..so ke lian..kena bullied by us! lunch on the second day was good! super good! peranakan food...then dessert was chendol..yummie!!! we also went the peranakan museum....so cute...the nonya were pretty smart u noe...can lock their husband out of the 2nd storey if he went home late..haha..and the peephole very cute also...a hole in the floor..their designs on the clothing and furniture or anything..were very intricate.....damn mei leh........ oh yea...before going back s'pore...we went to a chinese school, called pay fong school...exchanged ideas on their sch system and ours...and even exchanged e-mails..hahaha....had some fun understanding how their sch worked larz finally at nite...went home.......at the tuas checkpoint ah..we were held back a little...cuz chuan lui got fever..then couldnt get past the scanner.....had to go tts hospital lorz-_-poor boy.... finally reach sch at ard 9...finally can go home liaoz..home sweet home! the whole trip was fun..and many details i cannot write down la.......all in my head:) the most memorable thingy was the story of the st. francis xavier......saying that his body after hundreds of years is still fresh..not rotted..but it is shrinking..... how i wished there is another trip with the frens...with PSLs.....so fun.....and much bring darius along too! hes such a cute little thing!:) dunno wad to say liaoz..like beating ard the bush..hehehehez.... *la la la* gimme another trip anytime.....not expensive one can liaoz! thx uncle jit! thx uncle driver! thx tchers! thx pSlS..thx darius...=) |
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high| YEAH! | ||||
| 10:24am 01/02/2004 | ||||
went east coast....guess wad...to LEARN how to CYCLE..:P hey dun laugh at me..i dunno how to cycle k? so paiseh lor..so many pple then..almost crashed into a couple..bet i scared them.....WHAHAHAHHAZ.... my dad was exhausted..having to push me..heh heh...........i can cycle liaoz...but not steady yet...hahaha..at least got improvement..rather than dunno how to..so paiseh -_-" hm...today is public hol...TML ALSO! YEAH...budden got quite a couple of hw..die la..dun think i so hardworking to do lorz....hm....afterwards going my aunt's hse..got some gathering...some potluck thingy......gonna hear gossips again...-_- who else but my mum and my aunts... yea can play with the dog!!! heh heh..hope it doesnt do its business on me...:P |
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accomplished| i thot mondays were bad?~?~?~? | ||||
| 08:19pm 26/01/2004 | ||||
at first was very boring...and chee was so NOT updated..he didnt tell us anything..was pretty angry.. then we had to dress the mascot up.....and we had no materials..so we had to take the materials from the board..whahahhaz...actually the mascot was supposed to be martin...but he simply refused...then we asked zhan hui..then he AGREED!!! yea......zhan hui u are the best! love ya!! then he agreed to take off his shirt...whahhaz....and we wrapped him in crepe paper..SO SEXY...and one banner to be the skirt...i admit...hes has such a great figure..simply great...its like..the dream figure of all girls...oh myy god...makes me feel so guilty as a girl..-_-" so sexy...so pretty...then he went on stage to "dance" to the music..and didnt realise that he could do such a good impromtu job! the concert was quite okay la...wad sucked was the tchers singing...many of them didnt want to take the mike...and those who took the mike sucked...and they asked the psls to join them for the second song...and after the song...the tcher said the students and better than the tchers..then i said DUH...quite loudly la..whahhaz..:P some people heard lorz..but its true... hm..then got the chopsticx dance by CS dance.....liew..their yao1 li4 so good lor.....tho quite stupid dance..butu not bad la..can dance until like that..waahahz.. got some activities like guessing the riddles..and the emcees did a realli bad job..very.....sucked lar.... wad to do? concerts..especially in dhs are not nice anyway...-_-" haiz~ tml still for chem test..and i am here slacking -_-" cham la...si liaoz lor.. dhs,sux(oh ya..i LOVE zhan hui) |
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giggly| FRIDAY!! la la la~*~ | ||||
| 06:46pm 16/01/2004 | ||||
hm...went to watch dhs bball's matches..the girls and the guys one... sad to say..the guys were trashed badly..and i mean badly..the difference btw the score was drastic..i mean it... but the girls were great! they won! they grab the ball from the opponent...i mean like...realli grab....they are so violent lorz.. but this doesnt mean the girls are good the guys arent..cuz the guys opponent were good..i mean..great..they were very strong..especially their defence..and they had height advantage....but the guys did a good job larz... the girls opponent ah..haiz~ damn lan lorz...they cannot hold the ball properly..and i think they do not have a clear layout and defence was poor...-_- quite fun la..watching the match....just jealous these people get all the nice nice shoes.....so cool manz..i wanna have new shoes for CNY!!! but no new clothes for me cuz my mum says got too many clothes liaoz..=( after the match went to eat long john silvers...yummy fries! haha...felt like a dorky person there cuz no one talked to me..in the end i was damn bored and lonely....felt like i was in another world...thats me..i always like to walk behind my friends..always..i dun feel too good walking in front of them....always thinking i am in a different world..i think i cannot communicate well to 'strangers' or come up with something to talk abt..i guess i can be realli good frens with kang hua(but that would be wierd...)...sigh~ just read a email that said communication breakdown is often the root of all relationship problems....i think that its very true....it takes 2 hands to clap...so if one doesnt talk...the other is affected...so thats why if anyone likes me..i cant go steady with them..cuz we cant communicate like how my girlfrens and i talk....i dunno why i have been pondering alot on relationships...btw frens and the opposite gender...sometimes i can get so sensitive bout words that come out from frens mouth that i start thinking too much..in the end i get very sad...like wanting to cry......too touchy i guess v(oo)v finally tml there is hong dou nü zhi lian show.....after waiting for 2 long wks...bcuz of the death of anita mui...the tv series is postponed...damn..and now channel 5 has no more -whose line is it anyway?-...one of myy fav. shows...haiz~ yesterday i was pretty angry over the fact that min made my(or shld i say my brother's) vball dirty......was angry..and sad..and worried that my brother would kill me...but i think i shld blame myself for putting all my trust in her to handle the vball properly...since its not ur own..u will not realli take care of it..its true...unless that thing is very very expensive...thats why i do not trust people easily..i often get suspicious of people... sigh~ the world is that unfair...T_T i just hope my liang jing ru cd is not being mistreated...its damn new and its gonna be passed on to the people on the waiting list..sigh...plz dun spoil my cd.... *always so pessimistic* |
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lonely| sChOoL oF rOcK~~~ iT ROX! | ||||
| 11:55pm 10/01/2004 | ||||
hes damn lame lorz....u people shld watch the show la...its not say very good...but funny lorz... not bad if u wanna have a laugh! quite meaningful la! weekends...thats wad i am always waiting for every week...hm...budden ah..still got quite alot of hw lorz...especially that stupid afy's hols homework..havent finish...tat time say dunno when must pass up..then i dun care monday then i pass up....hate chinese sia..dunno how i can pass o level hcl lorz...-_-" alamak...now weekends dun seem as fun....go out my dad and mum keep nagging...say must study...kao eh...i'm trying to relieve the pressure amounted from the week lorz...u think i can stand all these studying? kao eh....let me relax lar.....-_- but anyway.....school still quite ok la...feeling quite motivated to study hard...but guess wad..i still sleep..and my old line is...old habits are hard to change lar....hm...guess i realli gotta work hard lorz:) waiting for chinese new yr....kuai dian lai!!! wo yao na hong bao la! |
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| 09:10pm 06/01/2004 | ||||
and now is sec 4 yr....its soooo damn important and my dad is like asking me to study whenever i watch tv...ask me go to my room............wth...i cannot even watch the show that i want..! sch reopen then so many tests soon....i hate sec 4..but its reality la..i still have to face it..and so much hw too...AFY is like chasing us for chinese hw..cuz alot of pple nv finish.whahahz...good:P haiz~ nowadays i really cant stand my brother(the younger one of the older brothers).....hes so damn irritating like when i was playing GB..then he was like behind me *yak yak yak* aiyah u so lan la...cannot shoot one la..see! wtf...i just wanna play and plz shut up..i was like damn irritated with him and wanted to give hima slap...but i just stared at the screen and continued playing.. then today when i was about to bathe...i switched on the heater then go bathe...then when i turn on the tap i realised that the heater was off....WHO ELSE COULD HAVE DONE IT? duh obviously is that bloodyy brother of mine...i wanted to shout to switch on the heater...budden heck la...just bathe...then when i was bathing he threw onto me a cup of water(which he usually does last time).....then he started laughing when the water hit me...-_-" and he always likes to hit me(as in those friendly friendly kind..like wad fiona does sometimes)...but he just doesnt realise how irritating it is when u constantly hit someone...and its damn painful for ur info...so when he hits me..all i can do is hit him back or scold him u F***ER!! i wanted to complain to my mum..but i realised wad good does it do? she obviously likes him more...(but obviously she says she treats all my siblings equally) oh plz....which person with eyes doesnt noe u like him more? how childish can my brother get? for goodness sake...he is 6 yr older than me...-_-" no wonder he cannot find a GF...so childish who will want? at least my eldest brother is not like that... haiz~ dunno la.....i really cant stand him anymore..really...damn irritating..realli feel like slapping him lor...but i cant..or else he will get realli angry and trash me around...as in realli hit me like crazy..and get realli angry... haiz dunno la....start of yr already like that..life is sooo cruel....:"( |
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| 06:43pm 29/12/2003 | ||||
soon i will be dying, dying, dead... wanna watch movies..go kbox..but no time...cuz i spent all my time slacking..i actually swear to not be so slack when hols started...but...old habits are hard to change...sigh~~~ damn...anyone who done math? i tell u..sch reopen...i am gonna die..really...i think fang is gonna kill me...and i havent studied for the tests...F*** haiz~ why is dhs soooooooooooo stressful? other schs dun have ANY homework..i repeat..ANY....some schs just have a little..not as much as we have....have i ever mentioned? I HATE DHS...except the students...I HATE HOW DHS WORKS...I HATE THE DHS SYSTEM..I WILL NEVER RECOMMEND DHS TO ANYONE..AND I SWEAR TO GOD I WUN RECOMMEND DHS TO ANYONE... *pissed + sad* |
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frustrated| OH MY GOD!! | ||||
| 10:52pm 18/12/2003 | ||||
just now someone(i shant mention names)told me he is interested in me for very long liaoz....budden hes nice...he said that we stay as friends...well..DUH... then another guy is trying to get to know me better.....ALAMAK...i ammmmmmm soooooooo CONFUSED!! :'( how how how??? i need a shoulder to lean on.......ARGH! gonna have a class chalet soon...(at least there is a bright light amongst the darkness)..shall update my LJ soon after my chalet...and see wad happens at the sale of sch uniforms lorz:) |
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| la la la..wad a beautifuL day... | |||
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heyo~ so long nv write lj liaoz... hm...today is the last day of utp..SHO SAD!!! will miss everyone lorz...sigh and no one else is going to tease me..or else. i think utp ah..is nice..cuz u get to help people and at the same time train ur muscles.whahahz..and get to noe more frens too.. and can matchmake people also....there is already a couple and i shan't mention names. hm...job attachment has finished long ago..but i sort of learnt quite alot...i didnt noe it was that frustrating..haha this holiday is pretty enriching..but boring too..AND I HAVENT STARTED ON THE HOMEWORK!!(other than zi tie) ah wadever..will try to finish it... *la la la* |
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| 07:41pm 27/11/2003 | ||||
but cannot blame...cuz i was not able to receive the pres from my frens.... WHO GOT PLAY GUNBOUND?????? very FUN!!! *the shortest msg ever* |
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| 10:26pm 18/11/2003 | ||||
i hate it when there are problems ard me...especially my frens...sigh...shall not elaborate....T_T damn it..why got geog hw?? lazee to do lehz...:( tml and thursday still got math lesson..stupid fang. after all these...still got ton's of hw waiting for me......i hate school..but the real world is even more cruel.. *life isnt fair* |
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