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[27 Apr 2003|03:50pm] |
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To Destination - Boundless Love |
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Well.... I'm on the train back from Osaka. I didn't do much today...
I paid my mother a visit... I left some lilies on her grave. I talked to her a bit. About Hijiri... and Tsuzuki... and just everything...
I saw my own grave next to hers... I hate looking at my own grave. It sends chills up my spine. I left a sunflower... that's it. No one ever left flower there anyway. My relatives didn't like me much.
I went and had some tea at a restaraunt I used to love...
The cold air didn't do much to clear my head. It only made me think harder about Hijiri... and my feelings for him. I waited up all last night for him to come home so I could tell him how I felt... but he never came. I didn't worry too much, because he was with Tsuzuki. I hope he found my note.
I bought Tsuzuki and Hijiri something... just a little gift to show them how much I hope they are happy together. It's a stuffed animal thing, of two dogs holding a heart. I hope they like it.
Back to the office tomorrow.... *sigh* I'll probably stay in the lab all day.
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