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Praise God for this day [27 Jul 2003|09:36pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Awesome God - Chaz Shepherd ] hello, I'm Krystel Moore.... I sound like Johnny Cash ROFL!!!!!!!!!!! ANYWAY, I had a great day until I went to sleep around noon. I got up and talked to Jenn last night then morning, my darling hubby called and he had to go and he got back on AOL and we talked and he had to go again and then I went to the BALLPARK <333 My best friend-place eh. And I turned on my Gospel station and listened to a GREAT sermon, it was talking about how you shouldn't feel sorry for yourself and live in GOD and that the devil wants you to be sad and it was just so great and it touched me and made me cry and then some cha cha Spanish Gospel came on, uh.. so I um.. cha cha'd for a bit, then i changed it ROFL!!!!!!!!!!! and then Warren got back on when I came outside and we talked some more and he had to go, so I turned on the TV and watched a talk about how you have to get to know the Father through Jesus (check out Matthew 11:27) and then I went to sleep, I LOVE GOD and learning about Him! All these talks, studies and music fills me with the Holy Spirit! and I've been listening to my Christian music all day. I was filled with God this morning and got EVERYTHING done. HE IS MY STRENGH AND HE IS MY SALVATION!!! I don't have anything to do now except tidy up the kitchen a tiny bit (from cooking) and makeup my bed, I'm still trying to get back on my schedule. Life is so good! God blesses me with so much joy! I'm just so happy right now sitting up, drinking tea and listening to this good Gospel music, I don't feel alone at all! I <33333 Jesus. Thank you! strutter!

the PIPER will lead us to reason and a new day will dawn for those will stand long and.. la la la [27 Jul 2003|03:49am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Led Zeppelin - Stairway to Heaven ] ack, nobody's on and Nanny is almost asleep in her room. I'm so bored so I just had to write in here. I went to check on my LJ that Natali stole, but then told me to shove it where the sun don't shine and it says in it that she's going to give it to her friend, whatever man. she knows that I didn't give it up without a fight and I didn't surrender, I just let it go because of all that legal crap. it's after 3, CMT isn't on anymore, ack ack ack. i got all of my "outside" work done, meaning the dishes are clean but not put up and the clothes are dry, but not folded/put up, so the house is clean as usual, but you know, I could go put that stuff up, eh, but I don't feel like it now, I feel like some "me" time. i miss everybody that's ever gone away so bad and i'm beyond pissed at Natali and Alicia, I don't miss them, just pissed at them. I miss memories.. good times.. going out with family. I'm waiting for Warren to sign on, I miss him so much, I wish I could be in his arms, he's my heart and everything else. damn it's so quiet I can hear crickets lol JK eh. I wish my aunt was still here... and I wish my mommy was out of jail and I wish we were all at Shoney's now lol. Eating out, having fun... *sigh* LONELY EH!!!!!!!!!!! 1strutters strutter!

just rambeling [25 Jul 2003|01:08am] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | Tiffany Brown - Breathe ] I got Jenn to send Natali and Alicia this email about God and how if you do not accept him, you go to Hell. well Natali wrote back threatening to press charges against us for talking about God! I can't stand her!!!! She said "I do not Believe in God and I do not intend to" she told me she believed in God, but she was Wiccan. What a liar! stupid Atheist. I can't stand Atheists! They think they know everything when Christians have got the knowledge! read John 17:3. and Christians are happy, all these people on the computer with these dark sounding screen names and they're messed up profiles with all the black and grey and they follow this dark trend, they PISS ME OFF! and I was thinking about when I was dying of Anorexia, how I'd live in extreme fear of how I was going to die, but I didn't want to stop, i was pro-ana, but i wanted to live, for Warren, Nanny and my friends, I was afraid to give it to God at the time and i felt like my organs were BEGGING me to give them nutrition, but now I know I am saved, God is working in my life, praise Him! praise Him in all His glory! God is good! I KNOW that I'm HEALTHY, I'm BEAUTIFUL, I am SKINNY, Warren LOVES me, Jenn LOVES me, Nanny LOVES me, my mommy LOVES me, Dana loves ME, but most importantly GOD ALMIGHTY AND JESUS LOVES ME! Hallelujah!!!!! I'm getting so emotional! I'm litterally about to cry from happiness! I once was lost, but now I am FOUND! GOD is worthy of Praise! Yes He is! People are lost without God, people need to seek HIM. I'm not afraid to admit, that JESUS CHRIST is my best friend! I am shaking thinking about GOD ALMIGHTY, HALLELUJAH!!!!! He is AMAZING! He is able to HEAL within a flick of the palm! just like THAT! non-Christians Anorexics take about 20 years to heal! I did in two days! HALLELUJAH! HALLELUJAH!! One of these sweet days! When God has destroyed Satan, the evil and His people are on earth, His people only! the earth will be rebuilt! the blind will see, the deaf will hear! the cripple will walk, the old will be young, THE LAMB WILL LAY DOWN WITH THE LION!!! ok now I'm crying, but it's TRUE! Papa, Aunt Dolly, Jenn's Mommy, Justin, will all be there! everybody! Warren and I will be married! we will be perfect again! God is AWESOME! if you're reading this and you need help, please set aside your PRIDE! 1 Corinthians describes love as not being proud! not being boastful! LOVE IS PATIENT! PLEASE seek God, I will never be ashamed of Him. strutter!

WTF is wrong with people nowdays [23 Jul 2003|08:07pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | KISS - calling Dr.Love ] so yeah, I read Natali's journal again and Alicia's and Alicia took me out as a friend and in Natali's journal, Alicia comments saying she loves Natali! FINE! They can have each other. true friends wouldn't do crap like that. I've always found that I always lose non-Christian friends. I guess they know I'm a BIG Christian. I'm sorry, I'm a Christian and I got love in my heart for everybody, maybe that's why that hurts so bad. I just am NOT going to put up with crap like that. I'm not going to beg them to by my friend, I'm glad they're gone, I was wanting to get rid of them for a long time. I don't want any friends that are not Christians. Jenn (Tennesee; Christian and Dana; California, Christian; Anne;Christian) are my only true friends. I've been great friends with Dana for five years and we've never had one arguement and she's always been super sweet to me and Jenn of course, is my sister for life and Anne, of course, is a great friend. I don't know what Natali told Alicia, I don't wanna know, but I know she doesn't want to be my friend anymore and Alicia asked me "would you want Natali to know you're online?" and I said "no why" and she said "just curious" YEAH RIGHT! she was talking to her at that time and she puts up an away message stays gone for a long time. so yeah. SCREW that. that's the same as lying to me. I always felt very uncomfortable talking to them, too. Natali always wanting me to join her and meet her stupid youngun boyfriend and crap. I didn't want to go and she got pissed and said she was hurt and she was always getting hurt and I was trying to tell her about HellFire and how there's proof in the earth of a HELL and she said "rofl" and I got upset and thought maybe I was being too preachy and I said "nevermind, there's just some people you just can't talk to" and she said "bye :(" and acted like she was crying and said she wasn't saying rofl about that but something else. UH HUH! what else could there have Been?! I hate liars pretending to be my friend and talking about me behind my back! OH YEAH, i Hate Warren's EX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sorry but I have ZERO love in my heart for her, maybe God doesn't want me to love her, she's evil. I mean I can't say "I don't hate her, just what she does" I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she's just.. HATEABLE. GRR. I think I'm finished for now. xo; KiWi strutter!

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I forgot EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [22 Jul 2003|08:09pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | George Strait - I Cross My Heart ] Natali turned Alicia against me. Eh. Who cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK enough !'s And I miss Warren so much and I need to go do housework so BYE :) XO: KiWi 7strutters strutter!

This Better WORK EH!!!!!!!!1 .... 1 eh [22 Jul 2003|07:46pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Southern Gospel, Valdosta 8.10 AM ] *ROCKS OUT!!!!* woo YEAH. This better work. I wrote a long entry yesterday but poopie Blurty wouldn't load it, all that for nothing eh.......... Anyway. I hate Natali with all my heart now. Yep, sure do. Anybody turn their back on me like that enough to steal what's mine and threaten to call the cops on me, that does it. I'll NEVER forget that, I'll forgive because I'm a Christian, but I'll never be her friend again. She's Wiccan anyway and I'm not supposed to talk to witches. I'm glad she's gone, I cut up that stupid little bunny she sent me (i love bunnies but that thing was ugly and it looked dirty and it wasn't new) and I took the frame she sent me and threw it in the trash. Get rid of those demons woo. anyway my Mommy called and she was beyond happy that I'm not Ana anymore, you know, sometimes I am triggered, I am terrified of getting fat, but I do eat. I know if I just eat right and have some fatty stuff, I mean some ice cream, but not 1,000 pounds of it a day and work out and keep busy, I'll stay very skinny, but I'm terrified of being fat, I guess I'm gonna have to give that to God, I prayed last night real hard for it. I pray every night for everything I need I pray for it, I can do all things through Christ and without Him, I am nothing. I know it sounds stupid, but I pray for God to help me with my housework, because I need to get it done for my emotional health and it's unhealthy to live in trash and I need strengh, because Ana weakened me real bad and it's taking a while to get over it. Nanny said I'll never be fat, but I'm still worried. I wanna be hard, but Nanny said females aren't supposed to be hard lol. Oh, you Valdosta, GA people, if you're a Christian tune into 8.10 AM, GREAT Gospel music! HEHE! *sings alone* Because Satan puts bad thoughts in me, but I look deep into the scriptures and fiiiiind JESUS la la la in HIS Kingdom... la la on the cross, Jesus burried my PAST. Sowwie I was singing. This is a GOOD one! HEHE Anyway, I've been thinking lately what would be 100 percent happiness. If Jenn's mommy and brother was still alive and my Aunt Dolly and Papa and Jenn was married to Josh and I was married to Warren and we both had kids and lived in a giant house together with Nanny and Papa and Jenn's momma, daddy, brother and my mommy.. you know one big happy family and we have lunch at the ballpark after going to church and we sing good Gospel songs together and go shopping together, that would be so nice, I know it'll happen one day strutter!

Ahh good riddance! [19 Jul 2003|06:20pm] [ mood | enraged ] [ music | Toby Keith - Courtesy of the Red White and Blue ] American Girls and American Guys We’ll always stand up and salute We’ll always recognize When we see Old Glory Flying There’s a lot of men dead So we can sleep in peace at night When we lay down our head My daddy served in the army Where he lost his right eye But he flew a flag out in our yard Until the day that he died He wanted my mother, my brother, my sister and me To grow up and live happy In the land of the free. Now this nation that I love Has fallen under attack A mighty sucker punch came flyin’ in From somewhere in the back Soon as we could see clearly Through our big black eye Man, we lit up your world Like the 4th of July Hey Uncle Sam Put your name at the top of his list And the Statue of Liberty Started shakin’ her fist And the eagle will fly Man, it’s gonna be hell When you hear Mother Freedom Start ringin’ her bell And it feels like the whole wide world is raining down on you Brought to you Courtesy of the Red White and Blue Justice will be served And the battle will rage This big dog will fight When you rattle his cage And you’ll be sorry that you messed with The U.S. of A. `Cause we`ll put a boot in your ass It`s the American way Hey Uncle Sam Put your name at the top of his list And the Statue of Liberty Started shakin’ her fist And the eagle will fly Man, it’s gonna be hell When you hear Mother Freedom Start ringin’ her bell And it feels like the whole wide world is raining down on you Brought to you Courtesy of the Red White and Blue strutter!

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