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[01 Dec 2003|12:39am] |
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I was all set to come on here and write about how insignificent my life really is, and how falling off the face of the earth sounded like a good plan to me, not like I'd honestly be missed anyways.
And then I was unpacking my suitcase and tucked underneath a stack of clothes was a little hardcover book entitled, "To My Child..We May No Longer Live in the Same House, But You're Always in My Heart" I picked it up and looked through it, and it made me cry. This little book of poems made my day. Just knowing that my parents truly do care for me, no matter what. It helped. A lot.
I haven't been in the best of moods today. Can't really explain why, I just haven't. Emotions and mood swings going full force.
I really am thankful for that book, and contrary to popular belief, I do love my parents.
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[01 Dec 2003|01:47pm] |
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I heart my friends.
I have the best friends in the whole world, and I truly mean this.
I love you guys!!
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[01 Dec 2003|02:37pm] |
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"o holy night" - 98 degrees |
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I am in a good mood today, despite my massive research paper that is due next monday and I haven't even attempted looking at it. Not only is it just a research paper, but it is my actual final for writing class. uh oh.
But it's snowing out, and for the first time I actually don't mind it. It's december 1st, thanksgiving is over, and its the christmas season. Nothing puts me more in the christmas mood then snow and christmas songs.
I have some ideas for christmas gifts for people. I'm excited about it. And if all goes according to plan, they will work out fine. Yes! I feel bad though, I am really low on the cash flow this year so I don't think I can spend quite as much as I used to. I am determined to put as much thought into them as I can though.
10 more days. I can't wait!
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[01 Dec 2003|11:04pm] |
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I finished my research paper. Woo hoo! Only the draft is due tomorrow, so I still have a week to revise it and change it around if I have to. Both my sister and DJ read it for me and said it was good, so I guess we will see.
At least I have that off my to do list. I have plenty more to finish up though before next week.
And speaking of that, I might be able to come home for break earlier than the 12th. Apparently the 12th is just a make up day and I don't intend on missing any of my finals, so either I'll be home the 11th for sure, or possibly even the 10th, depending upon my final dates. Lets hope!
Ouch. I think I have a spider bite on my cheek. It sort of looks like a pimple, but it doesnt..you know? It's in an odd place for one thing (i dont think i've ever gotten a zit there) and it hurts really bad. Little bastard probably bit me while I was sleeping. It's a no win situation. Ever since I came to college, my skin has gone to hell. I break out constantly and I hate it. Plus my skin is so dry. ugh.
I'm watching "Elimidate", I love that show even though everyone is so mean. Its terrible. Especially when it's one guy and four catty girls that constantly put eachother down. Figures this week is the "girls gone mad" Girls annoy me. If I had to live in an all girls dorm here, I think I would kill myself, or else go insane before I could.
Well kids. I think I'm gonna get to bed. I seriously cannot get myself up in time for my 8 o'clock if I don't get to bed at a decent time.
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