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[20 Sep 2003|11:51pm] |
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"the dance" - garth brooks |
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I miss everything thats familiar.
I miss my parents. I miss my sister. I even miss my brother. I'm desperately missing my friends and all the good times we've had these past years. Especially this summer.
I miss sleeping in my own bed. I miss having my own room. I miss showering without shoes on. I miss my car and being able to drive wherever I wanted. I miss regular food. I miss my house. I miss having fun. I miss being a kid. I miss walking down the halls of high school and seeing familiar faces. I miss having teachers that actually knew my name, and cared. I miss dance class.
I miss erie. I miss that even though we complained there was nothing to do, we always found something to do and had fun doing it. I miss being able to shop pretty much anywhere without having walmart as my only option. I miss him. I miss the beach. I miss the fountains. I miss the tressles. I miss the dairy queen workers (most of them). I miss having money. I miss having other things to do for fun besides partying. I miss laughing so hard it hurts. I miss random roadtrips. I miss movie hopping. I miss causing chaos. I miss going to eat n park at insane hours of the night. I miss frontier park. I miss the dock. I miss all the people I've lost touch with after high school. I miss lounging in cara's pool all day listening to the beach boys. I miss things being easy.
I just miss any and everything familiar.
I am not having a good night. My head is pounding and my stomach hurts. I'm lonely and feeling really homesick.
I just want to go home and make everything turn back to where it was before college.
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