| where are you christmas?!? |
[06 Dec 2003|03:14pm] |
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I want christmas break to come NOW. I repeat, NOW.
I want to go christmas shopping and to start buying gifts. I want to drive around and blast christmas songs. I want to see my friends and family for more than a few days. I want to go sled riding. I want to get away from writing damn papers. I want to make christmas cookies and decorate our christmas tree. I want to drive around and look at all the christmas lights and decorations. I want to fill out christmas cards and wrap all of the gifts I buy.
ugh.
Where are you christmas??
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| heh heh |
[06 Dec 2003|01:27pm] |
A little humor to start your day..(thanks dj!! ;)
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| what crap |
[06 Dec 2003|02:01am] |
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This is stupid. Apparently you can't have more than 10 friends listed on here unless you are a paid member. What bullshit. I am a college student, therefore I cannot afford to be a paid member.
bah.
That play I saw ended up being really good. Jerry went with me cause no one else would. What a bunch of wusses..they didn't want to walk in the snow to the theatre. psh. But anyways, Aaron and Mike did a great job, as well as the other actors.
Walking back to my dorm tonight in the falling snow, and listening to the peacefulness, and seeing the freshly fallen snow glistening from the light of the street lamps made me realize how much I should have a boyfriend. It would be so cool to walk with the one you love in the falling snow and just talking and being together. ugh. My life blows.
I watched "Devil's Pond" tonight with Diane and Stef, and its not even released in theatres yet. so nyah! Valecia's uncle works for Artisan Entertainment and gets movies on DVD before they are even released in theatres. It was a good movie, despite it being Tara Reid (i dont like her very much) I felt priveleged. It's not being released till December 16th.
My workload is minimized now, thank god. I got my critique done and am almost done with my final essay for theatre. Then its just doing my take home final for media, finishing up my writing paper and I'm done. helll yea!
Sleep time!
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| yay!! |
[05 Dec 2003|04:41pm] |
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Lets all have a moment of silence and praise for it being the last day of classes. *moment of silence*
Yea, so I am thrilled. No more classes except for a few finals, but those dont count as classes. I cannot wait for break. I love christmas and just the whole christmas season makes me happy.
This weekend is gonna be a lot of writing. I still have some more papers to write, as well as putting the finishing touches on my paper for writing. And then tonight I need to go see "2wo New" which is a production Clarion's drama department is putting on. I need to go see and and write a critique about it cause I didn't do the one in october [slaps self in head] But Aaron and Mike are in it, so it shouldn't be TOO horrible. I'm just not looking forward to walking like 5 miles in the snow to get to the theatre. ugh.
So my roommate still hasn't completely moved back in yet, meaning most of her stuff is back, but she hasn't slept here yet, which is fine by me. BUT she randomly comes back and at random times. This morning I was awoken by her coming in, turning on the light, shuffling around for awhile while making a lot of noise (i pretended to sleep) and then she left like 10 minutes later. I roll over and look at the clock and it's 4:45 IN THE GOD DAMN MORNING. stupid whore. After that I was awake and it took me forever to fall back asleep.
I swear if she pulls that shit during finals, I'll kill her!
But yes. I'm off to dinner, then to the play, then to the movie store to rent movies for an all night movie night with my girls.
Later!
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| yea..still bored |
[05 Dec 2003|12:09am] |
1. A body of water, smaller than a river, contained within relatively narrow banks? creek..i have one in my backyard! 2. What the thing you push around the grocery store? grocery cart..races! 3. A metal container to carry a meal in? lunchbox 4. The thing that you cook bacon and eggs in? frying pan 5. The piece of furniture that seats three people? couch 6. The device on the outside of the house that carries rain off the roof? gutter 7. The covered area outside a house where people sit in the evening? porch, or patio 8. Carbonated, sweetened, non-alcoholic beverages? pop 9. A flat, round breakfast food served with syrup? pancake or waffle 10. A long sandwich designed to be a whole meal in itself? sub 11. The piece of clothing worn by men at the beach? swim trunks 12. Shoes worn for sports? depends on the sport..sneakers or cleats 13. Putting a room in order? cleaning, organizing 14. A flying insect that glows in the dark? lightning bug! 15. The little insect that curls up into a ball? potato bug 16. The children's playground equipment where one kid sits on one side and goes up while the other sits on the other side and goes down? see saw 17. How do you eat your pizza? pick it up and eat it 18. What's it called when private citizens put up signs and sell their used stuff? garage sale or yard sale 19. What's the evening meal? dinner
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| i am SUCH quiz whore..and i was bored ;) |
[04 Dec 2003|11:16pm] |
 You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only love in your sweet kisses.
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 Power Rangers Movie!
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My inner child is sixteen years old!
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 Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds."
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 You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...
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Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)
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 You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
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 -Motherly- You're the motherly type. You love to take care of the one you love, and generally you can be a bit overprotective and possessive, but you know, that isn't always such a bad thing. At least you'll be a good mom in the future.
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| MY FAVORITE FLAVOR!! |
[04 Dec 2003|08:55pm] |
 You are Orange. You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to find the bright spot in everything. You are energetic and people are naturally attracted to you. However, you are not always sure of what your purpose or goals are. Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint
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| movies~ |
[04 Dec 2003|01:07pm] |
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Today is totally a movie day. I intend on watching some of the movies I haven't seen lately, which with my collection, is a lot.
I took my paper to the writing center and the girl helped me with a couple corrections, so once I fix those I should be good to go. Then I have a couple more papers to write for theatre, a test in theatre, test in math, take home test for media and a test in psych.
And then I am done.
Next week just can't come soon enough.
Movie time!
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| ugh. |
[03 Dec 2003|09:16pm] |
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"its your love" -tim mcgraw & faith hill |
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How come its easier for me to write a 6.5 page paper on animal cruelty & animal rights, but it's nearly impossible for me to write a stinking 1-2 page essay on the future of theatre?
Seriously. I have writers block. I've been sitting here staring at the screen, typing a few words every so often.
Thank god its not due til monday..
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| not done! |
[03 Dec 2003|04:33pm] |
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My final paper for writing class is still in the works. We had our first peer response group meeting yesterday, and even though I got positive feedback from everyone that has read it so far, I'M still not satisfied. I added in my citations and changed some things around, added some stuff. I'm at 6 and a half pages.
The "suggested" size was 4-8 pages, so I'm good. But what I don't understand it that he also said somewhere between 1,000-2,000 words. um. Mine is definitely 8,587 words. And I don't even know if I'm done yet or not. I am going to take it to the Writing Center sometime this week and have someone there read it too.
This is my final paper for that class. It's mucho important!
I have to go to psych in about 15 minutes, and I had better ace the test because I actually read the chapter and studied. Its on psychological disorders, which interests me so generally when I'm interested in a subject, I tend to do well. Cross your fingers for me!
Well I'm off..
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| rip off. |
[02 Dec 2003|09:46pm] |
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"merry christmas, happy holidays" -nsync |
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So I returned 3 of my books to the bookstore (3 books i've never opened mind you) and all I got was $51. That is so ridiculous. I still have like 6 more to return, but my parents paid well over $500 for all of my books together. I feel so guilty. They bought my books (as well as paying for my college education) and I called my mom to ask her what she wanted me to do with the money, and she told me to keep it! I feel so bad.
I hate having such a huge conscience.
I will do things, and not really think about it until later, and then I feel so incredibly guilty to the point where my stomach hurts.
ugh. I think I will use a good deal of the money I get back to buy my parents a nice christmas gift.
In better news, they had a Mr. CU pagent tonight to help raise money for the childrens cancer ward at the Clarion Hospital. Me and a bunch of the girls on my floor went to check it out. It ended up being so funny! They had formal wear, beach wear, talent and questions. It was a good time and they ended up raising well over five hundred dollars for the hospital.
I think I'll go study for psych so I can ace the test tomorrow, as opposed to failing it horribly.
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| wasting away again in margaritaville.. |
[02 Dec 2003|09:54am] |
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I hate how my tuesdays and thursdays are wasted. I am done with class at 9:15, then I come back to my dorm, nap for a couple hours, sit around, workout, sit around some more, then go to sleep.
Don't get me wrong, I don't mind the extra free time, but it feels like I should be doing more with my time, and I don't.
ugh.
So I'll probably go take a nap now..wow, I need a life.
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| haha |
[02 Dec 2003|09:51am] |
Princeton You're smart, you're thin, you're pretty, and goddamit, people love you. You are destined for great, great things, little Princetonian. Let there be a never-ending stream of Country-Club-Like institutions in your unmarred future.
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| relief.. |
[01 Dec 2003|11:04pm] |
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I finished my research paper. Woo hoo! Only the draft is due tomorrow, so I still have a week to revise it and change it around if I have to. Both my sister and DJ read it for me and said it was good, so I guess we will see.
At least I have that off my to do list. I have plenty more to finish up though before next week.
And speaking of that, I might be able to come home for break earlier than the 12th. Apparently the 12th is just a make up day and I don't intend on missing any of my finals, so either I'll be home the 11th for sure, or possibly even the 10th, depending upon my final dates. Lets hope!
Ouch. I think I have a spider bite on my cheek. It sort of looks like a pimple, but it doesnt..you know? It's in an odd place for one thing (i dont think i've ever gotten a zit there) and it hurts really bad. Little bastard probably bit me while I was sleeping. It's a no win situation. Ever since I came to college, my skin has gone to hell. I break out constantly and I hate it. Plus my skin is so dry. ugh.
I'm watching "Elimidate", I love that show even though everyone is so mean. Its terrible. Especially when it's one guy and four catty girls that constantly put eachother down. Figures this week is the "girls gone mad" Girls annoy me. If I had to live in an all girls dorm here, I think I would kill myself, or else go insane before I could.
Well kids. I think I'm gonna get to bed. I seriously cannot get myself up in time for my 8 o'clock if I don't get to bed at a decent time.
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| walking in a winter wonderland.. |
[01 Dec 2003|02:37pm] |
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I am in a good mood today, despite my massive research paper that is due next monday and I haven't even attempted looking at it. Not only is it just a research paper, but it is my actual final for writing class. uh oh.
But it's snowing out, and for the first time I actually don't mind it. It's december 1st, thanksgiving is over, and its the christmas season. Nothing puts me more in the christmas mood then snow and christmas songs.
I have some ideas for christmas gifts for people. I'm excited about it. And if all goes according to plan, they will work out fine. Yes! I feel bad though, I am really low on the cash flow this year so I don't think I can spend quite as much as I used to. I am determined to put as much thought into them as I can though.
10 more days. I can't wait!
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[01 Dec 2003|01:47pm] |
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"christmas is all around" - love actually |
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I heart my friends.
I have the best friends in the whole world, and I truly mean this.
I love you guys!!
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[01 Dec 2003|12:39am] |
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I was all set to come on here and write about how insignificent my life really is, and how falling off the face of the earth sounded like a good plan to me, not like I'd honestly be missed anyways.
And then I was unpacking my suitcase and tucked underneath a stack of clothes was a little hardcover book entitled, "To My Child..We May No Longer Live in the Same House, But You're Always in My Heart" I picked it up and looked through it, and it made me cry. This little book of poems made my day. Just knowing that my parents truly do care for me, no matter what. It helped. A lot.
I haven't been in the best of moods today. Can't really explain why, I just haven't. Emotions and mood swings going full force.
I really am thankful for that book, and contrary to popular belief, I do love my parents.
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