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[09 Oct 2003|10:37am]
Another reason I'm not a fan of the Church...

http://www.guardian.co.uk/aids/story/0,7369,1059068,00.html

On a somewhat happier note...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
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[07 Oct 2003|12:07am]
random thoughts....

Songs I Used to Like But Were Too Overplayed

* Smooth - Santana, Rob Thomas
* That Evanescence Song
* Miss Independent - American Idol Chick
* Hold My Hand - Hootie

I also realized earlier that I am most definitely in love. Was doing one of those online dating things (eharmony.com - the profile they gave me was actually very accurate). One of the questions on there was who is the most influential person in your life other than your parents. Realized my answer was the guy I'm seeing because he's so confident in himself and unapologetic for who he is. That stuff has been rubbing off on me and I'm much happier for it. Was listening to my Launch radio station and the old Billy Joel song "Just the Way You Are" came on. Have now decided that song will have to come into play someday with him. Perhaps get his favorite band to work on a punk cover of it? Hmmm.

Have also been really sexually charged lately. I'm totally free to sleep with someone else - we've still got no formal commitment. Even went on a date with another guy last weekend. I don't want to, though. Want to be with him.

My 25th birthday is coming up. I think back to last year's birthday and how different things are this year. Makes me rather sad. I miss my old friends so much. Don't know how to approach them though - I let them down so much. Uggh.
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Grrrr [24 Sep 2003|08:09am]
Yet another reason I'm Libertarian....

http://interestalert.com/brand/siteia.shtml?Story=st/sn/09230000aaa03658.upi&Sys=rmmiller&Fid=NATIONAL&Type=News&Filter=National%20News
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[17 Sep 2003|01:12am]
[ music | porn ]

In case you find yourself wondering what I'm doing at this moment, I'm organizing my MP3 collection with porn playing in the background and am occasionally stopping to see if I can deepthroat the bottle I'm drinking from.

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[16 Sep 2003|11:50pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Leno in the background ]

Just so you know I'm not all superficial and sexually-minded, there are other things I have decided are requirements in a guy...actually...let's list some deal-breakers, shall we?

I WON'T DATE:

*Stick-up-their-holier-than-thou-asses conservatives
*Bleeding-heart-take-care-of-everyone-even-those-who-don't-deserve-it liberals
*Anyone who doesn't know Randy Johnson from John Ashcroft
*John Ashcroft
*Devoted Christians...I have nothing against Christians or anyone steadfast in their beliefs. I, however, am not a Christian and I don't believe a relationship will last without either my partner eventually feeling a need to change my ways or give up something important to them. Besides that, religion affects too many other aspects of life and there would just be too many fights.
*Anyone who feels we must have every interest in common. I have hobbies, you have hobbies. We don't have to like all of the same things.
*Anyone too indecisive...cause I'm a Libra and we'd never be able to settle on something for dinner.
*Liars. As previously stated, I tend to give a lot of trust in a relationship because it's just easier that way. I can be a total paranoid psycho bitch if you give me any reason. I hate myself when I'm like that, though, so I'll make us both miserable.
*People with really noisy mouths. Gum smacking, loud eating, etc., drive me nuts.

Ok, enough pessimism...I'm gonna think about something happier now.

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[13 Sep 2003|12:22am]
[ mood | drunk ]

What I Want In A Guy

(I figure this has to be somewhat theraputic)

Looks are important, but not in the conventional sense. I'm usually attracted to dark features...hispanic, asian, italian, etc. Could just be a white boy with dark hair and eyes, but in any case, not into pale, blonde, etc. Body type isn't a major issue, but I don't want anyone too much shorter than me. It's comforting to have to reach up to hug.

Similar sexual outlook. I don't have a huge connection between sex & emotion and I get bored somewhat easily. I prefer being submissive, but I don't want it to be out of the question for me to tie him up and take charge when the mood strikes. Strong appetite for sex. Willingness to experiment. Fondness for porn and toys and hopefully swinging (no kissing other people though, dammit). Affinity for long, drawn out, all-day and all-night sexual escapades. Fuck, rest, fuck, smoke, fuck, snack, fuck, movie, fuck some more.

Honesty. Previously mentioned sexual preferences make it imperative that I am able to hold complete trust. You can fuck another girl, but only when I'm there. Don't make me wonder. I don't like playing the nag role. If I ask questions it's because I'm genuinely curious about your life....not because I doubt you. Want to spend the weekend partying with a bunch of female friends? I'm fine and dandy with that as long as you tell me I can trust you. I'm weird that way. Trust is yours to lose, not to earn.

Sense of humor and sharp wit. Ability to hold intelligent conversation as well as marathon bullshitting sessions. Don't get your feelings hurt if I fuck with ya.

Good sense of practicality to balance my flakiness.

Ability to take care of me in the sense of comforting me when I need it and being a rock when I need stability. Let me do the cooking and nurturing. I'm a nurturer, remember? (See 10 Things About Me in my profile). Small token suprises are greatly appreciated though (nothing big, I just like to know you're thinking about me occasionally).

No psycho-jealousy, although I am a girl so don't be too aloof. If another guy crosses the line, you better defend my honor.

I love sports, drinking, cards, anything social and/or competitive. Seriously...why the fuck can't I find a guy that I can spend an afternoon getting silly drunk with while watching football and fucking during halftimes?

Willingness to lead separate lives while knowing (and making it known) where the heart really lies.

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[12 Sep 2003|11:39pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

long time no post again. some news in my world...

the tattoo now has color. one of my yahoo profiles has a pic, but i'm not telling you which one. email me if you're really desperate to know.

lost a couple of old friends in the last month or so. people dying way too young, way before their time. tomorrow would have been the 26th birthday of one of my best friends who died when we were 12. i think about things like that and wonder why i'm still around....don't know what good i'm doing in the universe.

today marks the second time in two months that finger eleven is playing in my state and the second time i'm missing the concert.

still prowling for other girls to play with, but this time i'm looking for someone who will play with me and my boy...much more difficult that way.

getting really into some different fetishes...freaky stuff i would have never imagined i'd be into before.

working on a story about one of those said freaky fetishes.

semi-drunk and tired.

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got ink? [25 Aug 2003|11:02pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

i got a tattoo! it kicks ass. my boy told me it would hurt, said it was very "aggressive" for a first tattoo. guy doing the tattoo said i was "gonna die" and that he had seen grown men cry when getting tattooed in the same area (between and up and over my boobs). but it wasn't that bad...hurt a little, but a good kind of pain. who knew i'd be such a sadist?

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the story of the other night... [15 Aug 2003|12:53am]
[ mood | running a fever..but horny ]
[ music | watching Conan ]

I tried getting this down about a gazillion times now, but Blurty was dead and I kept losing what I wrote. So here goes for all you hornballs.

If you know me, you know my first kiss with a girl was with..um...I'll call her Katie...during my freshman year of college. We were friends in high school, so when I came home for Christmas break we went out to some clubs in Savannah one night. We ended up making out on the dancefloor at one of our stops.

Well, it's 6 years later and I've moved back to the old town. I was working my part-time job and a guy I was helping recognized me...said we had gone to high school together. I didn't really remember him, but he said he was a friend of Katie's. Still had her number and said he'd give her a call and give her mine. I got home from work to find a message waiting. We made plans to meet up at a restaurant for some drinks.

When I got to the place we were meeting, I didn't even recognize her. I had taken a seat at a different table when I realized a girl was across from me waving. As long as I've known her, she had long, wavy blonde hair. She's cut it all off, though, and now it's short, straight, and black. She looked awesome?she's got these really cool green eyes that the new haircut really showed off.

I haven't seen her since the night of the kiss, so I was kind of worried that things might be weird. They weren't though and once we got passed the girly gossip swap thing, the conversation turned rather quickly to sex. We had been talking about our exes when she said something about how her last boyfriend wouldn't give oral, the one before that sucked at it, and lately she's been trying to find a girl to play with to see if all the hype there is true. She told me she had fooled around a little with another girl in a threesome once, but that they hadn't gone down on each other. She said the time we had kissed was still the most in-depth experience she'd ever had with a girl. She had a chance with a chick who wanted to try the whole bi thing by being with Katie and her boyfriend at the same time, but the guy didn't want to (strangely enough, that same thing happened to me once...weird).

That got us going off on the tangent about how adventurous some guys are. I told her about some of my explorations of late with a guy I've been seeing (btw...from hearing her stories I'm damn lucky to have found someone with so few hang-ups...so thanks, Mr. You-Know-Who-You-Are). I told her about a CD full o'porn I made for him a couple of weeks ago and how he's really cool about me using toys when we play. She said she really needed to get a good toy, but was scared of going to the store by herself. Hmmm?when have I ever turned down even the insinuation of an invite to a porn shop??? There was one very close by, so away we went.

The place was kind of crowded...a bunch of guys...so two girls walking in together drew a few stares. We wandered around looking at toys...one man even asked us to help him pick something out for his wife. Coulda been a line, but whatever. Anyhoo?she ended up buying the same way-too-expensive-but-damn-it's-worth-it vibrator I bought a few months back. When we came out of the store there was a wreck right at the intersection we needed to go through to get my car and things were kind of backed up. We decided to just go back to her place for a while then go pick up my car later.

We stopped at a store to buy some beer and batteries, but when we got to her apartment we just hung out for a while, watching a tape of our graduation she had and just talking some more. A couple of hours later we had gotten ourselves pretty drunk and she suddenly decided that she wanted to see the vibrator's power (hers is now named Big Red...mine is Big Blue....creative, aren't we?). After a major fight with all the damn plastic cases for the toy and the batteries, we finally had it buzzing (drunk girls and sharp objects = not good combination, btw...poor girl sliced a finger). Katie made a comment that she was kind of worried about it's power, so I told her she was a wuss and if she couldn't handle it she should have bought the $7 lipstick vibe. Like me, she apparently doesn't like any sort of a challenge and said something like "Bitch, I'd take this all right now but I wouldn't want to offend you." I came back with a comment about me not being the one who's never done a girl or that toy. At the same time, she was trying to figure out some of the different controls on Red, so I showed her how to operate it. She laughed and said if I was a true friend I would show her how to use the toy. I told her I would if she wanted to, so she stood up, handed me the toy, and took off her jeans and panties.

She was sitting next to me, but swung one leg over my head so I was between her legs. She has a really nice pussy...it's completely shaved and was soaking wet. I fingered her for a second before sliding the shaft of the toy in (btw...a pic of the toy can be found here so you know what I'm talking about). I turned the rotating balls up on high...she whispered "Oh my God" and just completely sunk into the couch. I eased it in and out of her?watching her the whole time. Her eyes were closed, mouth open, and after a minute she started running her hands up and down her chest. She asked me if I minded her taking her shirt off?I told her of course not. When she raised up to pull it off she also leaned forward to kiss me. I helped her with her shirt, using the chance to also feel her tits and suck on her nipples for a second.

She lay back down, asking me to turn on the toy's clit vibrator. I put it on low, but she nearly jumped off the couch. It's got little rabbit ears that slide around the clit, but the vibration is really strong. I couldn't really take it when I first got the toy either. She asked me to turn it back off..but cursed cause she said she had never been able to cum without some kind of clitoral stimulation. I wasn't going to leave a friend hanging, so I held the ears back and leaned in to lick her clit for her. I love the taste of girls and haven't gotten any in months...ugggh..I was so happy then. She yelped a little, but arched her hips up, giving me a great angle. She pinched on her nipples as I licked and sucked her clit, but not for long...she came really really quickly...and really hard.

She laid there on the couch for a second, then sat up, pushed me back and said she wanted to repay the favor. She pushed my skirt up (you know I never wear underwear) and admired my piercing for a second...asking me about when I got it done, if I liked it, etc. She turned the toy on and slid it inside of me. I guess since I'm used to it, she pushed it all the way in and cranked it up to full power. I was leaned against the armrest in a mostly upright position, so she leaned forward to kiss me as she pulled on the toy a little...just barely pumping it in and out of me. I didn't last long either....not with this beautiful girl kissing me, my hands pinching her nipples (which she seemed to really like), that thing buzzing away in and on me.

After I came we smoked a couple of cigarettes, catching our breath. I teased her a little because the nipple pinching had left her tits matching the color of the toy. She laughed, but said that the little pain from that made her cum so much harder. I told her she should get some nipple clamps, so she went into her bedroom to get on her laptop and order some. We looked at a lot of toys, then we drifted onto some porn sites. I showed her my favorite (myfreepaysite.com) and we both go kind of worked up again. We were laying on the bed and as we watched a video of an interacial orgy (apparently one of her favorite fetishes), our hands drifted until we were fingering each other. We did that for a little while, then she told me to keep watching because she wanted to go down on me. She hadn't done it before and started off a little tentatively...I could barely feel her at first, but then she got really into it and kind of went crazy on me. She was sucking on my clit, fucking me with her fingers...I was going nuts. Then the next clip for the vid we were watching came on and it showed a couple of girls in a 69...I wasn't going to resist that little hint from fate, so I told her to swing around and get on top of me. We ate each other out...I don't know for how long, but I came two more times, and she did at least that many times.

We finally exhausted ourselves and after a little kissing and giggling, we got dressed and she took me back to my car. I have no idea if we'll get together again...but I'll keep ya posted.

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good stuff on da way [13 Aug 2003|04:40am]
[ mood | giddy & exhausted ]
[ music | Weird 50's Punk Covers ]

ok....i know i haven't posted in forever, but i just got in from a crazy night....one i gotta share. i'm suckin' down mountain dew and chain-smoking to stay awake. bear with me for a little bit....it'll be worth it....i got me some girly action tonight and i'm trying to make this a worthy re-telling of events.

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[04 Jul 2003|12:55am]
know i haven't posted in a while. all is finally well i hope...at least on it's way to being so. had a great night.
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woohoo [22 Jun 2003|02:00pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | the new finger eleven cd!!!! ]

feeling better. finally got the new finger eleven cd!!!! WOOOMUTHAFUCKINHOO!!!! had a great weekend...went to an asian festival (TGIBS is half-vietnamese), ate sushi, got a kick-ass henna tattoo on my hand. i also wrote a song the other night. it's a very angry-rock-grl song. i like it. if only i could sing.
i'm in a major artsy kick. gonna paint something later i think.

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blurty personal hottie [19 Jun 2003|02:34pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | She Hates Me - Puddle of Mudd ]

anyone else noticed the guy listed as the blurty personal of the day? freakybriefs. he's a total hottie and funny as hell. why won't they let you contact people without paying? grrrr

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Quiz time!! [19 Jun 2003|02:07pm]
You are Pyrokinetic!


What's Your Magic Power?
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This one made me laugh my ass off...

Gay Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Gay Bear



What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you?
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Princesses
Hey Princess! Get off your cell phone and listen
up! There is more to life than the mall, boys,
and your hair. You are the typical look-
obsessed, popular "cool" girl.



Shhhh...don't tell anyone...I've got a rep to protect:


Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
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Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Future

You come from the Future. Your soul came from a
different time, far in the future. You're just
a little bit a head of everyone else and you're
constantly wondering what lies ahead.
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oh yeah [19 Jun 2003|01:43pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | Case of the Ex - Mya (went on downloading spree last night) ]

and by the way...i fucking HATE sporks. hate them. what good are they? they suck as forks, they suck as spoons. i've thought about creating the Anti Spork Society, but i fear we'd be doomed to failure due to an unfortunate acronym.

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The If Quiz [19 Jun 2003|01:32pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Skater Boy - Avril ]

There's a line of books out called "The If Book[s]". I highly recommend picking some up. Very fun for getting to know someone or using as a party game. Decided as a conversation starter to pick out some favorite questions (and some of my own originals as well). Post your responses, ok?

1. If you could spend the night with one celebrity, who would it be?
My answer: Matthew McConaughey, , of course. Eminem if Matty Boy isn't available.

2. If you could pick three bands/artists for your own private concert, who would you pick?
Finger Eleven, Smashing Pumpkins (yes, I know they broke up, but I can dream, can't i?), Barenaked Ladies

3. If you could possess one super-power, what would it be?
I wanna fly.

4. If you could commit one crime and get away with it, what would it be?
Lottery fraud. There'd be a kick ass party at da Goddess house, afterwards, too!

5. If you could pick one famous or powerful person and magically wipe away all of their power/wealth/fame forever, who would be your victim?
Hillary Clinton

6. If you could make one song cool to blast out your car speakers without having to roll up the window at redlights, what would it be?
Say You'll Be There - Spice Girls. Either that or I Want it That Way by Backstreet Boys. Ooh! Or Blame it on the Rain. Or maybe Ice Ice Baby. Ok, my Coolness Quotient just dropped exponentially, didn't it?

7. If you could change one thing about your physical appearance, what would it be?
I want bigga gozangas.

8. If you were forced to recite a movie and a song almost verbatim, which ones would be easiest for you to do?
Office Space and One Week

9. If you could make someone you know fall in love with you and marry you today, would you know who you would pick/would you do it? (Think about this one carefully...you won't be able to change other aspects of the person.)
Yup. And I HATE myself for it. Can anyone say unrequited love?


Come on peeps...I showed you mine...now you show me yours!!!

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re: boys are jackasses [19 Jun 2003|01:14pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | New Radicals - You Get What You Give ]

ok, so to clarify. yes, i am still a sexual deviant. no, i haven't taken a vow of celibacy. i'm just tired of random hookups. i'm not looking to go get married next week, but i'm just in a mindset now where i would rather be with someone for longer than one night...comfort levels grow, willingness to experiment grows, you learn each others likes & dislikes & what you can do to make them squirm, etc. a friend once used the term "emotional monogamy", which i love. you're heart is with someone, even if your body is with someone else too. not talking about cheating...that's a different-don't-you-dare ballgame. i just wouldn't have a problem being with one guy emotionally, but if we play with other people, that's cool too. ugghh...i just hate to use the word "swinging." but there, you made me use it. :-P

oh, and so far, the high score on my GMAG (http://wantongoddess78.friendtest.com) is 76.

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let me get this straight.... [19 Jun 2003|02:43am]
[ mood | devious ]
[ music | i swear, i'm not listening to NSYNC :-D ]

so a bunch of people have asked if my "guide" posted on 6/12 was supposed to serve as a hint for a current partner. the answer is a big-fat-kiss-my-ass NO. trust me...i've got no complaints right now. a bunch of guys had been asking me questions, so i decided to just compile the topics.

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boys are jackasses (or, no means no) [18 Jun 2003|10:35pm]
taking a cue from my buddy paulie347, i thought i'd relay a couple of conversations i had over im tonight (note: names have been changed to protect the idiotic)


RandomPlayaGuy: so nothing exciting going on for you?
Wanton Goddess: nope...nada
Wanton Goddess: i lead a boring existence lately
RandomPlayaGuy: you looking to hook up?
Wanton Goddess: define "hook up"
RandomPlayaGuy: sex
Wanton Goddess: nah...i get enough sex...i want more than just sex
RandomPlayaGuy: like?
Wanton Goddess: sex is easy to get...i want more
RandomPlayaGuy: too bad
RandomPlayaGuy: so no?
Wanton Goddess: nope
RandomPlayaGuy: ok
Wanton Goddess: sorry
RandomPlayaGuy: can i see your tits
Wanton Goddess: no
RandomPlayaGuy: so your not interested then huh?
Wanton Goddess: not in hooking up, no
RandomPlayaGuy: you haven't even seen what i look like

And then later a different guy IMs me....

RandomPlayaGuy2: trying to find someone to play with this friday
wantongoddess78: define "play"
RandomPlayaGuy2: =)
RandomPlayaGuy2: some good fun
RandomPlayaGuy2: sexual
RandomPlayaGuy2: just me and her
RandomPlayaGuy2: who ever her maybe
RandomPlayaGuy2: and maybe some lil kinky stuff nothing with pain just minor dress up
wantongoddess78: ahhh....i'm kinda chillin' on the casual sex thing, actually
RandomPlayaGuy2: really
RandomPlayaGuy2: can i offer to give you more
wantongoddess78: such as?
RandomPlayaGuy2: well you did read my profile right
RandomPlayaGuy2: i am into anything sexual
RandomPlayaGuy2: but i am a cross dresser in panties and lingrea only..maybe you can dress me up in some things and we can explore orally and then maybe sexualy
wantongoddess78: actually, didn't realize you're married...sorry..but that's definitely a no-go in my book
RandomPlayaGuy2: you dont wanna play thoe
RandomPlayaGuy2: what about just dressup no sex. i get to just wear some of your panties and lingrea.
wantongoddess78: no thanks
RandomPlayaGuy2: your looking good tonigiht tho.
wantongoddess78: ty
RandomPlayaGuy2: your shirt looks like it is about to fall off
RandomPlayaGuy: do you do threesome with two guys and you

(at this point, RandomPlayaGuy2 was officially blocked)



With a wink and a nod to my new friend & kindred spirit altimaang, all I can say at this point is "You took me out to wine, dine, 69 me, but you didn't hear a damn word I said."
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[18 Jun 2003|06:42pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | puffy ]

why the fuck are boys such stubborn, arrogant, self-centered cowards?

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