wannabe87's Blurty

Subject:	Top and Bottom are the Voices in My Head
Time:	7:16 am.
Mood:	shocked.
Music:	Cars wizzing past on the street.

wow...I never thought...Wolfie...I don't know what to say...I'll do anything I can...I Love You. *hugs*

Well than, should I continur my post...I will, Don't know why - really don't want to. My house hs now become a construction zone - we have now started ripping apart our carpet and vinayls so that they ppl we r gonna pay can come and put it all in. They are nails all over and it's all wood and matted down carpte - you gotta wear shoes in my house now. mhm.

Becca (8:23:42 PM): it was good to see you at church last night
Becca (8:24:49 PM): :-)
romotewild (8:25:22 PM): lol - THANKS! hehe - lots of pplz said that.
romotewild (8:25:32 PM): it's like i turned into this scarce devil person - it'
romotewild (8:25:34 PM): s funny
Becca (8:25:47 PM): lol
Becca (8:25:51 PM): well we like seeing you there
Becca (8:26:01 PM): yea you're opinionated, but then again so am i
Becca (8:26:02 PM): lol
romotewild (8:26:56 PM): i know - is that what everyone want? this opinated know it all bitch to argue? that's what ppl want? wow - you guys r despret for entertainment lol.
romotewild (8:27:11 PM): naw - jk, but it is amussing to dissappear and reappear
Becca (8:27:17 PM): lol
romotewild (8:27:30 PM): it's like im a mystery,d escovered over and over never getting old
romotewild (8:27:33 PM): lol
Becca (8:27:42 PM): lol
Becca (8:27:43 PM): yea...
romotewild (8:27:45 PM): yes well - you give me support - so i need you bitch.
Becca (8:28:04 PM): lol i know
Becca (8:28:13 PM): if i wasn't there you would have no competition
Becca (8:28:14 PM): lol
Becca (8:28:18 PM): that is when we disagree
Becca (8:29:39 PM): lol

Im Atheist okay? No two ways about it, yet I show up cause I Love these people. And than it makes them all happy to have me, the opinated bitch arguing the very exsistance of the lord there. Yet they LOVE seeing me. I get it from everyone. Not just Becca, Not just Mike - It's everyone - they all say that. *sigh* I'll never understand you ppl. But, I do appreciate the appreciation and once and while it is needed. Thanks.

So, there's a b-day party this Saterday Im attending. The conversation started as such...

Matt: Bring Friends, Lots of Friends.
Sam: Friends? mmm...
Matt: Um...Actually only two.
Sam: lol, alrighty - what can I get away with?
Matt: Nothing illeagle, and my parents will be there.
Sam: Nothing Ileagle heh? We'll figure something out, easily.

I LOVE goofing with this kid, he thinks my friends and I are like this bad ass gang who shouldn't be trusted! WITHOUT MY HELP!!! This is the best part, WITHOUT MY HELP! He is basing this off of a rumor he heard about me, that had nothing to do with friends at all! I LOVE goofing with this kids mind...its so easily entertained. lol. Well, since it appears that everyone is going to be busy, I invited Tim to come - haven't seen him all summer and wanted to. i am welcom to bring two. so anybody else? Actually, no - that'll be bad. I'll se what time says and get back to pplz kay? Luv Ya'll. But you know what else? this is actually gonna be a really wierd party for me...adult supervision. Im used to hanging with pplz and not having the supervision. So, I know the ppl so it'll be okay. for a little while, than ill be stressed thinking "i remember why i do not hang out with these ppl." Which is the purpose of inviting someone sane. Yes, i just called you all sane, don't you feel special? lol - jking around. ttys.

Good thing today? I get to go see Joe! YAY!

wow...that's just...i don't know what...I Love You.

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Time:	3:37 pm.
Mood:	loved.

Well than, Joe? I didn't want to leave either! And you know what...somehow. Hearing him those last few minutes and knowing he did not want me to go at all. That was the best part of the day. Knowing that you're wanted is ALWAYZ a good feeling. And I want him equally as much, he's a great guy and so much more. Thanks Joe, I Love You.

Well than, church. We have decided on Strong Tall Towers, with Mike playing bass guitar - But DO NOT, I repeat DO NOT! Tell anyone else. It's going to be a nice little surprise. mhm....what else. Well yes, I've got two more to show you.

Brian (3:31:19 PM): yea
Brian (3:31:23 PM): people like seeing you
Brian (3:31:29 PM): well at least i know i do

::and::

Lisa (3:32:19 PM): hey-i'm gald you came to youth

WHY? That's my question - WHY? I Love You Guys too though, it's nice to see you once in a while I guess. Damn my heart of Gold!

Well than, Guess what? I've got idea after idea zomming in my head about Joe and I think I have enough to write a poem. And I will. I like doing such. I Love You.

mhm...I don't know if im supposed to know or not, but guess what? This is the second time when Ash has had a problem and/or "stood up" for me. He's prtective. I seriously thought he hated me, than at Joe's party it was like we were best friends going out again. And during my whole "fritz" phase, (which i may still be in, im not sure) I was told that Ask said he didn't like that Fritz might go out with his ex-gf. Now, with Joe, someone made a joke about me and whips and Ash got defesive and said - hey that's my ex-gf you're talking about. Hello, can someone clue me in? Am I supposed to be picking up a hint or is Ash really trying to be a good friend. Ash can be a great guy, a real romantic guy too - ive seen it, I went out with him, but we aren't going out anymore. So why on the defense? Don't ask him, don't tell him, i don't think he read this - hopefully not. I Love Him To Death, and I will Never Regret the time we had together. I'm just curious, why? Another mystery of Ash, we'll never know.

btw - i got a live journal account - seems most ppl would prefer i use that one, so i have one of those now. I'll get it to ya once it's all set up. Thanks Joe, I Love You!

his voice, that's what got to me the most. His voice, it was so child-like, yet seemed adultish...it was...i don't know. But I Liked it.

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