Thursday, July 10th, 2003

Subject: Music Time: 1:27 pm. Mood: grateful.

Depressed To Fritz Music - Damn Contry Made me think of it: I Can Love You Better by Dixie Chicks Doo n doo Ooh ooh ooh Yeah ee yeah She's got you wrapped up in her satin and lace Tied around her little finger She's got you thinking you never can escape Don't you know your heart's in danger There's a devil in that angel face If you could only see the love that you're wasting. I can love you better than that I know how to make you forget her All I'm asking is for one little chance 'Cause baby, I can love you Baby, I can love you better I'm gonna break the spell she's got on you You're gonna wake up to find I'm your desire My intentions are true Hey babe, I know in time You're gonna see what you mean to me So open up your eyes cause seeing is believing I can love you better than that I know how to make you forget her All I'm asking is for one little chance 'Cause baby, I can love you Baby, I can love you better Oh-n-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh Yeah-ee-yeah-eah-eah-eah Ooh-ooh, yeah I can love you better than that I know how to make you forget her All I'm asking is for one little chance 'Cause baby, I can love you I can love you better than that I know how to make you forget her All I'm asking is for one little chance 'Cause baby, I can love you Baby, I can love you I can love you better than that I can love you better I can love you better than that Baby, I can love you Baby, I can love you better I Would've Loved You Anyway If I'd've known the way that this would end If I'd've read the last page first If I'd've had the strength to walk away If I'd've known how this would hurt I would've loved you anyway I'd do it all the same Not a second I would change Not a touch that I would trade Had I known my heart would break I'd've loved you anyway It's bittersweet to look back now At memories withered on a vine Just to hold you close to me For a moment in time I would've loved you anyway I'd do it all the same Not a second I would change Not a touch that I would trade Had I known my heart would break I'd've loved you anyway Even if I'd seen it comin' You'd still have seen me runnin' Straight into your arms I would've loved you anyway I'd do it all the same Not a second I would change Not a touch that I would trade Had I known my heart would break I would've loved you anyway I would've loved you anyway Happy To Joe Music, Good Country: 99.9% Sure, I've Never Been Here Before: You don't know what you do to me. You changed around the scenery. And now everything is new to me, But it looks just right, yeah: it looks just right. Whoa, it's strange but it's beautiful. Yeah, and I know where I am. Oh, I've never been here before. I've never been loved like this. Never been tumblin', stumblin' over the words that get tangled inside of me. I've never been moved this way. Nobody's ever made me say. I'm ninety-nine point nine per cent sure I've never been here before. I'm walkin' in a wonderland, Gone ever since it all began. And I don't even want to understand, 'Cause it feels that good, yeah: it feels that good. It's a state that ain't on a map, Yet I know where I'm at. Oh, I've never been here before. I've never been loved like this. Never been tumblin', stumblin' over the words that get tangled inside of me. I've never been moved this way. Nobody's ever made me say. Ninety-nine point nine per cent sure I've never been here before. Ninety-nine point, ninety-nine point, Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na. Ninety-nine point, ninety-nine point, Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na. Instrumental Break. It's a state that ain't on a map, Yet I know where I'm at. Oh, I've never been here before. I've never been loved like this. Never been tumblin', stumblin' over the words that get tangled inside of me. I've never been moved this way. Nobody's ever made me say. I'm ninety-nine point nine per cent sure I've never been here before. I've never been here before. I've never been loved like this. Never been tumblin', stumblin' over the words that get tangled inside of me. I've never been moved this way. Nobody's ever made me say. Ninety-nine point nine per cent sure I've never been here before. No, I've never been here before. I've never been here before. (I've never been moved this way.) I've never been here before. Ninety-nine point nine per cent sure I've never been here before.

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Time: 1:38 pm. Mood: happy.

Well than, babysitting went well. 'cept when I talked to Lea - we were watching Peter Pan the musical - OMFG, you know what she said to me? This sweet, innocent 4 year old? "you know how I know that's a girl? Her stomachs showing, that's how i know it's a girl." FUCK NO! Society - WTF. Little 4 year olds thinking girls need to show their stomach? How corrupt is that! Brian is so fucking sweet - we're gonna do a duet! For convo! I LOVE YOU BRIAN!!! Yes! Alright - here's the question to people of the church: God's Work or We Will Stand As Strong Tall Towers? Pick - Brian and I can't decide. Which one is more powerful and more of a - "OMG, *silence* That is so powerful - we get the message" type songs. I think both - you decide. On the subject of church - I actually might start showing up again. IF this band thing starts up. That's the only way Im comming back - But it looks good. Ppl are intersted, and those intersted are serious. And so am I, so bring it on - Me and Everyoen else is going to ROCK that christian stage! BTW - I LOVE Amber or was it Amanda? W/E. Well than, Mike! First of all - He was surprised. "woh, sam's here?" than he compliments me! He's so sweet. I ask, "can i get a hug?" He goes, "yep, and you get a cpmliment too - you've slimed down." Have I? :-D It's great if I have - he's so sweet! Gots lots to catch up with him though! Well than, what else? Oh, the beging of yesterday lol. I think Im going over to lincoln to babysit. No - Im going ot 22nd street! LMAO - I was like "FUCK!" Than I had to run around getting there. Than, when I calculated how much the Smalings pay me...they uped my price! From 2.50 an hour to 4 bucks an hour! Without me saying anythign! Man do I Love Them! They're girls are so sweet too! I wa sittting there teasing one, nicly, and I said "You Love Me" To kayla, than Lea says, "I Love You Too!" I was all up and saying "awwwwwwwwww" She's so cute! And they built a tent in they're house out of play things and rugs - I FIT IN IT!!! IT's SO BIG! It's so cool too - and they slept in it, and they're soooooooo cuuuute! Well than, that's my update. I have to figure out when I can see Joe later this week hopefully. I Love You All! have fun okay? *muah*

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Time: 6:28 pm.

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