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Friday, July 4th, 2003

Time:8:46 am.
Mood: happy.
Never wear a ponytail to sleep - no matter how hot it is. M neak hurts like hell, im going to be sore all day. However, on the up side! (the very very very up side!) I went biking with Joe, but before taht I spent TWENTY minutes outside his house trying to get SOMEONE up - I thought Joe was the only one home. Sorry! Another thing? His brother's cute. So is he though - and they look almore the same. It's cool, we than got to Jon's house - found out everyone's bike needed fixin 'cept mine - hehehe. Im luckey! (no offence, im just joking around) Well, joe's bike was the worst - we needed a tool, so Jon and I went to go get the tool - we were supposed to go and bike to "hardwear/department" stor and get a spoke wrench. That's fine, it's what we did - with no luck. Um...we kinda ditched joe for bout a half hour after that. We went to Leons on our bikes. Joe was waiting at Jon's house for us to return. Oops! Lol - sorry Joe, if it helps any....I get ice cream ALL OVER my hand and arm. It was so hot - it mealted right away. Well, that, not looking to good...Yes, Jon starts in on having cum all over my hands and what was I doing, than he licks my arm! lol Good laughs, good laughs. Another thing that happend on our bikes was Jon finally got a clear answer of why I feel everythings my fault and I say sorry all the time. Not JON'S trying to fix it. *shakes head* It enver works - I've tried, everyone's tried I swear - there is yet to be someone succuessful. Good Luck Jon. Anywayz, We go back to Jon's - hang for a while, than go out in his car. Hang with Vicki - pick on her (I Love You!!!) Following all this? We're back at his house - making plans to go to the movie with someone. *shakes head* SOMETHING happend at Jon's - ask Jon - he has the pictures - get back to me. *shakes head* I don't know who was worse - Joe or Jon. lol. Well than we go to Debruin's!!! My frist time over - talked to Tim through IM - THANK GOD - I really needed to talk to him. In the end, good fun at a movie - very good movie. HOT, DRIPPING HOT GUYS!!!! And the clothes the chics were wearing? Pretty damn cool - and if i had a body like there's I'd wear 'em too. Found some tight shit at Hot Topic as well - need to get a job! PRONTO! During the movie, mh - was very comforting, calm, and good. Was a good atmosphere for friends and such. I think there was maybe 15 people there max. It was good. Good, VERY Good day. It was all too perfect, from start to finish - and it all started with talking to Jon. mhm - the day was too perfect.

And for today? A Part, family Party - the Problem. my little cousins will be with my sister all day, half of the family will tell me to go away, the other will want me in the conversation. The thing is, one half of the family, Im the second yougest grankid so everyone treats me like im five. The other half im the oldest, so im xpected to par-take in adult conversations with adult attidudes. that causes a clash when we got together. The solution? Back off enrtily, go into my room or sit silently. That way, there is no problem. But Ill be bored out of my mind so yeah....Arg, oh well - stuck here, I guess I'll just think of yesterday - that will keep my spirits up, not to mention my smile. ;-D
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Time:12:08 pm.
Mood: amused.
Ask Jon
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Time:1:55 pm.
Mood:I refuse to cry, but gonna.
I want to be a close friend of yours, this is true. I want to help you
with your problems and I care about you but right now I'm not looking
for a relationship with you. I'm not really looking for a relationship
right now I'm just playing my cards and seeing where everything lands
with everyone. I've given up conscious thought and pursuit of goals
right now in light of just trusting my instincts and letting my faith
in certain things guide me to where I need to be whenever it is that
I need to be there.


Guess I should've seen that one comming...if yu can't tell that's from Fritz. It doesn't help that everytime he's online or I hear or read his name I get depressed, now this, I can't...I just can't - he's taken things too far for me just to be friends or something...no, now it's too late and Im just going to have to be quite around him and leave him to hiself. I'll leave him alone, right now that's the only thing I can do.
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